Chapter 53: Retreat

Just thinking about it, Lin Zijin's low voice came into the moon's ears: "Xiao Qi, why don't you drink porridge?"

Looking up into his eyes, she wanted to get information from them: Is this man really stupid or pretending to be stupid? He has already drunk it, okay? Why is she embarrassed to drink it?

In his eyes, he still has his charming smile.

Lin Zijin's children's shoes, Father-in-law Sun occasionally is unhappy, makes a little temper, strikes or something, and asks weakly: You laugh like this every day, charm this little girl, is it really good?

Only this time, a sly light flashed in his eyes, and although it was as fast as lightning, it was still caught by the keen moon.

Intentionally, you tease her, it's fun, isn't it?

Who is afraid of whom, when the chick flirts with others, you still don't know where to play in the mud?

"Why don't you eat it?" Having made up her mind, Moon decided to take the initiative. "Are ....... waiting for me to feed you?"

Looking at Lin Zijin, who stopped her chopsticks, she raised her eyebrows and snapped...... Sent a dish of autumn spinach over.

Xu was amused by her expression, this time his undisguised hearty smile was no longer shallow and silent like a falling lotus, but a tone that was neither high nor low.

Gee...... It's still so pleasant.

Courageous, Moon picked up his spoon and scooped a spoonful full of porridge to his mouth.

"Zijin, be good! Come, take a bite. ”

She learned from the big sisters and aunts downstairs who were chasing the little ghosts to feed her, dragging her long tone, coaxing the man opposite like a little child.

Lin Zijin opened her mouth obediently, saying that it was too late, and she quickly poured the porridge in. After entering, I saw him close his lips and his cheeks pursed.

Hey.......

The moon was secretly happy, and she scooped the bottom part, the kind that burned people to death.

Well, she raised her hands and admitted: she did it on purpose, who let him tease her, if she didn't fight back, he thought she was a bully!

Well, she raised the white flag and surrendered, and explained honestly: she still wanted to see the excitement, especially Sven's Lin Zijin, with an embarrassed face, she couldn't stand the hot instinct and spit out hot porridge, so what is he ------ uh... Yes! Sven swept the floor.

Ha ha... Just to balance her heart.

Who made him speak in a pleasant voice, always so gentle when looking at her, with a shallow smile, and when eating, he was like a lady.

The moon studied for a long time, but she didn't learn it, so she had to give up and be her former self, how comfortable and happy she was.

However, as the old man said: reality and imagination are separated by a river, one on the left bank and the other on the right bank.

Lin Zijin's performance made her eyes staggered, there was no imaginary "whoop" scream, nor did he pour thousands of miles of smoothness, his face still had a shallow smile that had not changed for thousands of years, and his eyes looking at her were pitch black, like a black hole sucking everything around him.

Well, it's not fun at all!

The moon was a little discouraged, saying that she was also drunk when she met such a man, like the equator meeting the North Pole, one was as passionate as fire, the other was as cold as frost, and there was no intersection.

She couldn't help but think of the handsome monk Tang Seng Lai, a handsome face attracted the king of the daughter country, even if it was far from the south, but also willing to make a lifelong vow.

Just like Lin Zijin at this moment, it reminds the moon of a lifelong promise.

After a few quick bites, she left the table and went to the balcony, where he followed.

"Xiao Qi, don't you want to ask me, why did you come to you today?"

The moon looked into the distance, and the city under the morning light was plated with a layer of colorful light, like a castle in a dream, as beautiful as an illusion.

"Zijin, do you smoke?"

She turned around and walked into the house, took a pack of Zhongnanhai out, lit a cigarette, and handed it to Lin Zijin.

The moon opened the balcony window and poked her head out to look at the hurried people downstairs.

"You don't smoke?" Lin Zijin asked her.

She shook her head and replied, "That day, I was just curious. ”

"Oh," he replied.

When his low call came, the sound of "Xiao Qi" came into her ears, she was secretly sad, not knowing how to continue, just at this moment, there was a "crackling" firecracker sound downstairs.

The sound was so loud and deafening that the moon covered his ears, and the world was finally clear.

After the sound of firecrackers.

"Hmm. What's wrong?" she asked, pretending to be deaf and dumb.

"Nothing!" he extinguished the cigarette butt in his hand.

The moon secretly rejoiced: she had escaped! How could she not understand Lin Zijin's thoughts? Rushing over early in the morning, not only to bring her breakfast, but also to give her beloved plant, mimosa, is it so simple?

He said, "Xiao Qi, don't you ask me, why did you come to you today?", as soon as the words came out, she had already guessed his intentions, but she didn't dare to let him continue, she didn't have the courage.

Although, the moon knows very well that she has eagerly hoped that she and Lin Zijin can start again, she misses the good old days, but she can't be so selfish, she can't.

Therefore, she would rather keep the words in her heart and retreat than want him to be sad in the future, and she could not delay him for the sake of short-term happiness.

"Zijin, I still have something to do, and I'm going out. Let's go together, shall we?" Hiding her emotions, she was going to send away such ambiguity and embarrassment.

Lin Zijin didn't speak, her eyes were clearly a little sad, staring at her figure, she pretended not to know, looked for her shoes, changed, picked up her bag, and prepared to go out.

They went out together.

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At this point, my thoughts came to an abrupt end.

The moon returned to reality and reacted: she had traveled back in time and space, back to Lin Zijin's childhood, and saw him sitting in the yard smoking alone when he was eight years old, and the mimosa in the courtyard that accompanied him through loneliness and sadness.

Mimosas must have a special meaning to him!

Perhaps, when he gave her a mimosa, he wanted to tell her that it represented his past, and he was willing to give her the past and let it go from now on.

Does that mean to start over?

So, is his so-called letting go of the love time between them, or letting go of his fiancée Xia Lan?

Maybe it's summer blue, the moon guesses.

For him, mimosa represents the pain of the death of his mother Xia Fang when he was eight years old. As an adult, Xia Fang used the harm he caused to her back then to threaten Lin Zijin and his daughter Xia Lan to be together.

From this point of view, the mimosa for him is more of a sudden accident when he was eight years old. A few years later, with the death of Xia Lan, everything returned to peace, and the sentence was answered: dust to dust, dust to earth.

Hey....... moon let out a long sigh and couldn't help but sigh: Many times, people calculate and calculate, but they can't calculate people's hearts, and they can't calculate the belonging of feelings!