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Lu Yang squatted beside Han Xizhen again, and kept stroking ~ touching her cheek with his hand, calling her name. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Okay, we're partners in this treacherous mission, let's introduce each other, what's your name? I can't call you 'hey, hey, hey', right?"

"Lu Bu. ”

"It's just you...... I think you're like a migrant worker......

"Holy!"

"Okay, okay, okay, I'm just used to hurting people, you big man won't bother with me, right?"

"What's your name?"

"Han Hee-jin. ”

“……”

"Take care of Zihan, otherwise I won't let you go if I become a ghost!"

"Why do you want to be a ghost, no matter what happens after the nuclear explosion, you must hold on, I will definitely come back to you. ”

"After the nuclear explosion, I turned to ashes directly! You came back to find death? You bastard! Remember to take care of Zihan! You have to take care of him yourself! I can't believe that woman!"

"Don't give up! Strengthen the armor's defense, it will definitely work!"

"I helped you save her...... You carried her and left, leaving me here alone...... You didn't care about me......"

“……”

"Don't give up! Don't ......"

"Hee Jin, are you still there?"

"Hee Jin?"

"Lollipop?"

"Damn,, talk back?"

"Who the hell allowed you to block me?"

"Subject is dead. ”

"Are you kidding!?"

"Lollipop...... Who allowed you to give up? Didn't I tell you not to give up? You're my woman, and I said I'd go back to you...... You ......"

“……”

"Hee Zhen, did you promise me to stay with me all the time?"

“……”

"Hee True Love...... It's not just love at first sight, it's something that can be boiled out over the years......"

“……”

"Hee Jin......"

“……”

Han Xizhen was never able to open her eyes again, and her body gradually became cold. *

Lu Yang lay down beside her, gently hugged her into his arms, and warmed her with his body heat...... It's like. She never left.

……

It wasn't until five days later that the body and the dying Lu Yang were found.

When Lu Yang came out of the hospital's intensive care unit a month later, his right arm had been completely amputated because it had been severely necrotic during treatment.

Medically proven. The pain of losing a loved one, the irreparable despair, is very similar to the pain and despair of losing a limb, and the psychological trauma caused by the human being is also very similar.

However, Lu Yang used personal experience...... It confirms that the pain and irretrievable despair of the loss of a loved one is far greater than the pain and despair of the loss of a limb.

The reason why 'people' are people because they support each other's talents, and when they lose the support of the other party, they can only fall down into a corpse. Or...... A living corpse.

Just like Lu Yang now.

Lu Zihan came to visit him several times, and each time he was smashed by something he threw and fled, and then Suo Xing never came again.

Although Lu Zihan's nurse tried very hard to follow the doctor's advice and kept talking to Lu Yang, Lu Yang never replied to him, just looked out the window indifferently, as if his soul had left.

Only occasionally when Han Xizhen's favorite Korean songs sounded in the room, Lu Yang's blank and empty eyes were in his eyes. will have a little more brilliance and let people know that he is still alive.

Now he has only lost his right arm. But there was no difference between him and the paraplegic patient, because he no longer used his remaining arms and legs, and only survived by the nurse's feeding.

Nobody knows...... He's just reminiscing......

His life is much longer than that of ordinary people, so his memories are also much longer, and it is not easy for him to recall everything.

Finally, in another season of heavy snowfall, he had recalled everything he could remember...... And then...... This day is also his wedding anniversary with Han Hee-jin a few years ago......

He decided to end his long life on this day.

When a person is alive and has no worries, it is time to leave.

For the first time, he opened his mouth in the hospital. Told the caregiver that he wanted to eat Western food and ...... He didn't need to feed this meal.

Seeing that the old man who had been waiting for nearly two years finally spoke, the nurse was very excited, and Lu Zihan went to the western restaurant to order a meal, sent it to the ward, and put it on the table in front of Lu Yang.

Lu Yang hasn't left the bed for a long time. I didn't use his arms and legs anymore, so my body looked unusually stiff.

In particular, Western food requires a fork in the left hand and a knife in the right hand......

The nurse was evicted from the ward by him, so everything had to be done by himself.

Lu Yang picked up the fork with his left hand and stayed in place......

He couldn't figure it out...... How do I hold the knife......

for he has no right hand.

Obviously, after lying here for two years, or because he had been lonely for too long, he had begun to have symptoms of Alzheimer's, and he forgot that he also lost his right arm when he lost Han Hee-jin.

Lu Yang couldn't help but smile bitterly...... He originally wanted to end his life with this dinner knife after eating this commemorative Western meal.

But now he can't even do that.

……

"The rules limit that only three magicians can leave this way!

"But I'm ...... Can't let go ......"

"Then you pull her down to me! I can't hold it anymore!"

"Hee-jin, I'm sorry, I can't go with you, I will never be able to forgive myself for letting go......"

When Lu Yang's voice fell, Liu Jialing suddenly took out a dagger from her body, she didn't know what to say to Lu Yang, and then ...... She slashed at Lu Yang's wrist with a dagger and forcibly broke free of Lu Yang's hand......

Lu Yang roared and watched Liu Jialing fall...... Dozens of black mist clouds that followed her quickly grabbed her, tearing her to shreds in an instant.

……

That day, under the flying saucer, she stabbed the dagger at Lu Yang's wrist before she said to him......

"I love you. I'm going to make you remember forever that I can never forgive myself......"

……

Now that he has no right arm, he can't pick up a knife...... Unable to cut food with a knife. I can't end my long life with a knife.

How did Liu Jialing, who had an arm broken by a sniper rifle under the flying saucer that day, stab him in the wrist with a dagger and force him to let go?

In fact, Liu Jialing's self-destruction did not achieve the goal of making Lu Yang 'never able to forgive himself'.

The vows are too heavy, especially the vows of love. At every turn, it is an oath such as 'the mountains have no edges, the water has no traces, and only dare to be with the king', but the fact is that the oath will never resist the washing of time.

Unless they live together for nearly half a century like Lu Yang and Han Xizhen in order to make the vows and promises eternal in their lives, sooner or later they will be diluted and dusted by time, and it will be difficult to remember them again......

Liu Jialing's self-destruction did not achieve her desired goal.

Lu Yang was only sad for three months to half a year...... That's all......

And the wise man thinks a thousand times. There must be a loss, and an arm that she inexplicably grew at that time finally made Lu Yang in the last years of the wind and candle. Realize what a serious mistake you have made.

His mistake made his life with Han Xi's truth really become a joke......

Lu Yang angrily pushed away the plate in front of him, and the nurse who had been waiting outside the door heard the sound and hurriedly rushed into the ward.

"I need a hypnotist. Lu Yang said to the nurse.

He once obtained the memory of the awakened Lu Yang in the terrifying campus mission, and in that memory, the awakened Lu Yang learned the truth he had 'forgotten' through hypnosis.

And now Lu Yang finally realized. He had too many memory gaps in his survival mission before the maintenance of the treacherous system......

"You've found out?" the nurse looked at Lu Yang's empty sleeve, and a strange smile flashed on his face.

"Who are you!?" Lu Yang couldn't help but feel a chill rise in his body when he heard the nurse's tone just now.

"You don't need a hypnotist, I can tell you anything. The nurse sat down beside Lu Yang.

In her eyes. flashed the weirdness that Lu Yang had only seen from Zhou Ling's eyes.

Lu Yang seems to have realized it...... The root of his miserable life is a ......

The problem is that only now did he realize that he was in the middle of the game and ...... It's still not clear what kind of game this is.

He didn't want to know the answer from her...... He was thinking......

"When the Space Crystal activates...... I...... My body ...... The root did not defeat the mirror image of my body cast shè in your memory...... A ...... that crawled out of a rift in space It's him...... It's not me ......," Lu Yang analyzed with difficulty.

"It's not far from the truth...... the nurse nodded.

Mirror...... At that time, I entered the mission world...... And I'm ...... Trapped in the world of your memories...... You knew from the beginning that my body roots weren't dead...... As soon as the space crystal was activated, my tragedy began......"

"You've lived so long and finally come to understand. The nurse reached out and grabbed Lu Yang's cheek.

"Then you faked the entire mission world and made me mistakenly think that I and Eun Yin and Hee Jin left the ...... from the way of life"

"It's not all my fake, the false and the real, the true and the false, the real and the false, the real and the false, and the false and the true, so that it is difficult to distinguish between the ......" The nurse continued to caress ~ touching Lu Yang's cheek, her face...... The eyes, nose, and mouth of the face slowly disappear from the face...... Ultimately...... Turned into a faceless man.

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