Chapter 134: Darkness
Bei Ling's life is saved, but in this life, he has become a puppet who can only live by people, and it is an unattainable distance to have a free life again. She hasn't had a chance to see her grandfather since that time she left her last instructions, half a year, a whole half a year, she has been dying in the dark abyss for half a year.
Although Zhuo Jinan promised his grandfather that he would spare her a small life, it did not mean that the resentment in his heart was completely lifted, he imprisoned Bei Ling in his own territory, and did not let anyone visit her, so she naturally never had the chance to see Copperfield again. Not only that, Bei Ling also has to endure inhuman torture all day long, as if only the more painful she is, the more relieved he is, in Bei Ling's impression, Zhuo Jinan said the most to her is "Your parents should die, you should also die!" Okay, they killed my son at the beginning, and today I want his daughter to live rather than die!"
It's better to live than to die... It's better to live than to die, Zhuo Jinan is really a person who does what he says, Bei Ling has a deep understanding of this, she never thought that people could be cruel to such a point.
In the past six months, even Bei Ling can't describe what kind of life she is living. At first, she was locked in a small black room all day long, in addition to someone delivering food every day, and there was a medicine that would be sent over in the middle of the month, although Bei Ling was young, she was not stupid, why should she take medicine when she was in good health, it was not a good thing at first glance, so she didn't eat it at the beginning, but her body would become very uncomfortable, and the pain all over her body was like ten thousand insects gnawing, and the pain was unbearable even for adults, let alone a seven or eight-year-old child? It was also because of that poison that Bei Ling knew what the pill was used for, and without it, she would be so painful that she wanted to kill herself. Although she was very resistant in her heart, she couldn't resist the cruelty of reality in the end, and she had no other way but to accept the present.
The days of being locked up in a small dark room like this lasted for five months, and she stayed in such a dark and small confined space for five months... What is the concept of five months, she wakes up from her slumber every day, opens her eyes, it is dark, closes her eyes, it is still dark, listen closely, she can only hear her own faint breathing, no one can hear her, she doesn't know who she can talk to, at the beginning she will talk to herself in the dark, but as time goes by, she is almost numb, or has been numb, she has not opened her mouth for four months, I don't know if there will be a chance to speak in the future, I don't know if she will have forgotten that she used to be able to speak when she has the opportunity again。
The darkness is long, and she can only be in an eternal night without day every day, she doesn't know the time, she doesn't know what the weather outside the new day is still warm and dazzling, she doesn't know how long the day will pass, and she doesn't know when tomorrow will come. If you ask Bei Ling what she is most afraid of in this life, she will definitely say without hesitation that it is the eternal night, the silent eternal night, and the silent darkness is even more terrible than the bloody rain and bloody wind she has experienced in this life.
There is no end in sight to the darkness that can disintegrate and destroy people's spiritual pillars step by step, and sometimes Belling wakes up from a nightmare and even forgets for a moment who he is, why he is here, and where is this?
Finally, in the sixth month, Belling finally saw her first light in six months, and the dazzling light was so dazzling that she even thought that she was dead, and the light in front of her was a guide from heaven, but she didn't know that it was the call of another layer of hell.
Bei Ling was carried forward by the man in black, as for their purpose, Bei Ling no longer had the heart to investigate and ask, after five months of torment in the dark, her whole spirit was terrible and depressed to the extreme, even the movements of her limbs became a lot duller, her eyes were blank, her pupils were dilated, that kind of lifeless breath was really contrary to a little girl of eight or nine years old, if it was a child of an ordinary family, such an age should be extremely lively and active, how could it be such a picture that made people look unbearable?
Bei Ling was thrown into a large study by them, and the gorgeous and exquisite decoration style made her dazzling, and she couldn't help but have an illusion in her heart.
"Beiling, do you know that you are wrong?"
A thick and majestic male voice came from above her head, Bei Ling did not react, knowing that the other party had repeated it again, she turned her head slowly and firmly, looking at the tall person in front of the desk.
Belling... It was her name, she had almost forgotten, it was the first time she had heard it in more than five months, but he seemed to be asking himself for his fault?
Steward Zhang stepped forward and said something in Zhuo Jinan's ear, Zhuo Jinan nodded clearly, sure enough, time and darkness are the best way to torture a person, and it was for this reason that he locked Bei Ling in the small black room in the first place. When he saw this little girl for the first time, he felt that her temperament was too outstanding, her stubborn appearance, brave appearance, and the stubbornness that did not admit defeat in her bones made Zhuo Jinan have to be jealous, a girl with such a mind is also a person who can make great achievements in the future, and what he has to do is to exhaust her stubbornness of not admitting defeat and extinguish the light in her eyes, so that she becomes a puppet with no emotion and no thoughts, which is the existence that will never pose a threat to him.
Looking at the vigor and agility in front of him, Zhuo Jinan nodded with satisfaction, now this is what a puppet should look like.
"Your parents killed my son, and you are the widow of a sinner, do you know what is wrong?"
He looked down at her from above, looking like an ancient dictatorial emperor, while Bei Ling looked like a hollow doll, no emotion or anger, just nodded cooperatively.
"And now that I am thinking that you are young, and have spared you a life, if you are grateful, you will obey me in the future?"
Bei Ling also nodded, the thoughts that appeared in her mind were not hers, but they were clearly taking shape, the person in front of her was her benefactor, and she had to obey him.
After leaving the study, Bei Ling was brought to a new environment, different from the previous environment, she has a certain range of activities, no longer have to be imprisoned in the dark all day long, this is a base dedicated to training killers, she is the same as the other children in the base, every day in addition to eating and sleeping is class, day after day, mechanical cycle, so that the numb days are seven years. And in the past seven years, there is a similarity with the five months of imprisonment that she is not allowed to speak, when she was imprisoned before, she did not speak because there was no one to accompany her, and in the past seven years, she actually has a lot of children of the same age around her, but they are not allowed to communicate with each other, let alone have feelings, otherwise, if they are discovered by the instructor, their fate will be worse than going to hell.
It was also during that time that Bei Ling first realized that perhaps it wasn't entirely bad that she was locked up in that little dark room before coming to the base. Because before that, Bei Ling thought she was a lively and talkative child, no way, thanks to the pampering of her grandfather during that time, she would have such a cheerful personality, if she suddenly came to such an environment at that time, Bei Ling was more sure that she would definitely be tempted to talk to other children, then her end would be the bloody she had witnessed with her own eyes- She saw with her own eyes that the little boy with a face full of vitality was pulled out by the instructor and spurred to death because he helped an injured little girl during training, which was a cruel example, and Bei Ling was even more surprised to find that her heart would have no waves, she felt for the first time that she was such a stranger, she was about to not know herself.
If it weren't for the days in the small black house that smoothed out the edges and corners of her unwilling oppression, the person who is now being whipped to death may not be herself.
In the past seven years, she has not spoken a word, and many times she even thinks that she has been a mute since birth, but the happy time with her grandfather in her memories reminds her over and over again that she used to be a girl who loves to talk and laugh, but now her voice is not allowed to appear in her world, and the voices she can hear are secrets that she does not want others to know - yes, Zhuo Jinan is to train them to be agents who specialize in eavesdropping on secrets.
In the past seven years, Bei Ling has also had many missions, the most profound impact is when they were fifteen years old, they were parachuted into the rainforest on a rainy night, and the instructor's instructions were to whoever could get the herb and come out alive would be counted as the mission.
The tropical rainforest is a place where poisonous insects and beasts gather, and the danger index is ridiculously high, plus the time of their mission is still arranged in a very bad situation, it is night and torrential rain, and even the helicopter almost did not crash, but it is a bit outrageous for such a group of people to find something in this unknown tropical rainforest? It is a bit outrageous, but for the agents to accept such outrageousness.
There are many vegetation in the tropical rainforest, and there is not even a place to put your feet, the helicopter is heading towards the hillside, with the opening of the hatch, a rope is thrown down, and then neatly slides down dozens of figures, uniform uniforms, vigorous posture, but more than ten seconds, thirty to the figure has been neatly standing on the top of the mountain, the rainstorm is tilting, the wind is howling, the group of tall figures are so solid that Mount Tai has not retreated.