Chapter 163: Breaking the Relationship
How can we make a person's heart die? Maybe there are two ways, one is to give him a knife directly, and if he dies, his heart will naturally not be able to live...... Has anyone ever told you that language can also become the most hurtful sword, when you are accidentally injured by its edge, the surface of the flesh will not leave any scars, but you can really feel the pain it brings to you, the pain is invisible but the most heart-wrenching pain, and this pain is unspeakable, you can only bear it alone, if you are unfortunate enough to bear it, the heart will slowly become numb to a certain extent. This kind of numbness will not kill you directly, but it will take away your soul, your heart is still beating, your body is still warm, but you are not happy to live, for some reason and numbness to live, the walking dead live, this is the second way.
Usually the people who use one of these methods leave no room for others have extreme hatred for the injured, so they are very happy to deal with it quickly, and the people who use the second method are usually still thinking of the old feelings, but they need the other party to die for themselves and not to entangle themselves anymore, but to kill the other party, they may not be willing to do it, so the use of this method of making the other party die is also another kind of self-deception protection for the other party.
It was only now that Becko discovered that the second type of killing that seemed to be bloodless was a hundred times more painful than the first one. If it was the first method, she could have taken the knife with her hands, and wouldn't it be the cleanest and quickest way to do it? Therefore, she could not have wanted his life, but she had to ensure that this person would not haunt her from now on. And the root of the entanglement is just because he still blesses fantasy and greed for himself, as long as he cuts it all off, he is dead to himself, and he will not come to entangle himself again. As for meeting in the future, it is even better to meet with the mentality of enemies, so that no one has to have compassion for anyone.
This is the mental hint that Beck has made to herself every day for so many days, in those days without Zhuo Yan, Beck felt that she had the courage to face him several times, but she never imagined that when he appeared in front of her again, she still couldn't help the emotions flooding in her heart. Finally, she forced herself to say those vicious words, wanting him to die, but when she saw his lost soul and frightened and helpless appearance, her heart was in pain, so painful that she even felt that it hurt when she breathed, this kind of hidden pain from the bottom of her heart is not less than a real gun, or it can be said to be a worse existence than it, but she can't reveal this painful emotion, otherwise everything will be lost, so even if her heart hurts again, she must grit her teeth and express the state of the expression.
"Why, do you want me to go on?" Beck stared at him with scarlet eyes, he could see her trembling as she said these words, and he could see the stubborn ripples in her scarlet eyes that were sparkling but refused to fall, but... At this moment, Zhuo Yan couldn't be sure, he couldn't be sure whether Beko's scarlet eyes were caused by her emotions and hatred caused by the fact that she had been brought out again and the wounds that had been brought out again, or if it was the reason why she was the way she was... Could it be that she herself was not feeling good when she said these heartbreaking words?
At this time, she was like an enraged lioness, looking at him aggressively, and he was undoubtedly the helpless prey, and he should flee. Or stay and appease such an enraged beast from its injuries?
Yes, she was right, he knew everything, not only did he know, he also took advantage of her. Did she already know that the person who forcibly kissed her as a black fox on the cruise ship was Zhuo Yan, the third young man of the Zhuo family? Did she already see through their ulterior motives for appearing at the auction for the first time as Bai Dao? Knowing that in fact, the ice silkworm was deliberately retrieved by him who spent a lot of time and manpower and material resources to find it, but he deliberately used this ice silkworm to lure Bei Ke out, and he deliberately raised the bar with her at the auction, and he deliberately refused to let Bei Ke successfully photograph the ice silkworm. It's just that Beck doesn't know that he has figured out Beck's identity since a long time ago, and he is very willing to work hard to investigate all aspects of Becko, so it's not surprising to know what Becko is looking for at the moment, that's why he came to the auction with this fishing plan.
Sure enough, as expected, Becko took the bait, and she took the initiative to negotiate with her. If you have a request, you naturally have to listen to what the other party can give you what you want, yes, Zhuo Yan successfully let Bei Ke agree to some of his premeditated requests. Yes, at the beginning, he just wanted to look for doctors and medicines to give Zhuo still some useful treatment without alarming Zhuo Jinan, of course, the best thing is to eradicate it. And Beke was undoubtedly the most perfect choice among the people Zhuo Yan had investigated, so he chose her. At first, he planned that if this person could save Zhuo Zhen, he would take her for his own use, which would be a good countermeasure to deal with Zhuo Jinan, but he didn't calculate that he would accidentally forcibly defile her in the case of poison, and he didn't want to have more emotions under the time he spent with her during the time he was in the Lonely Castle of the Hidden Sea, such emotions were like the waves of the river that broke through the embankment, not only could it not stop but also flooded, he lost his mind and lost his mind in such an unknowingly situation.
Yes, he was just confused, he was carried away by this damn woman, otherwise how could that arrogant man one day be so humble as to stay by this woman's side so humbly?
The most ridiculous thing is that not only does he not feel that he is wrong, but he really wants to keep it so humbly, but who doesn't know that he Zhuo Yan is the most unqualified to keep Beike?
He deceived her, he took advantage of her, he even forced her, and what right did he have to keep her as the son of Beko's enemy?
However, if they don't keep it, should they let her go? Let her leave herself completely, and completely cut off the relationship between them, which has only been established for a short time? If they are cut off and separated, what kind of possibility can they have between them?
Loving someone is never stubborn possession and possession, but who knows, when a person really loves to the extreme, when a person is really lonely and frightened to a certain extent, when a person really finally embraces the warmth but is forced to give up, everything he loves most has to abandon him, what kind of despair should he be? How could he lose her? He couldn't do it, he really couldn't do it.
Zhuo Yan shook her head for a while, nodded for a while, and the very tangled painful look Bei Ke saw it in her eyes, and her heart hurt no matter how painful, but she knew very well what a long pain was better than a short pain, and the break that should be done must be cut off, otherwise this kind of pain will only continue forever, and the long silence is Bei Ke's long-term gaze.
"I have said everything that should be said, and I have said what I shouldn't say, take care of each other, we will be strangers when we see each other in the future, what kind of position should be what kind of position it is, I will not be swayed by anyone, I hope you don't either. After Beike finished speaking, she got off the bed, and seeing that Zhuo Yan still maintained the previous bent posture and did not move, Beike also took a deep look at him, and walked towards the door. Beike was worried that Zhuo Yan's stubborn character would be difficult to convince for a while, afraid that he would not let himself go easily, and unexpectedly found that he had walked to the door, and even held the doorknob, and Zhuo Yan did not catch up.
Beike looked back at the past, Zhuo Yan was still in that bent posture, he was still him, but he was not the arrogant him in Beike's initial impression, at this time, Beike rarely saw loneliness and unwillingness in his back, he was silent for a long time, it was really distressing, the hand holding the doorknob was a little bone-ring, forcing himself to ignore the mixed tastes in his heart, Beike still turned his head and pressed the doorknob hard to open the door and walked out.
The familiar hallway, just as she woke up from the master bedroom of this villa that day, there was no one in time and space, and all she could hear was her own footsteps and heartbeat. The difference is that if you leave here this time, you will leave forever, and you will never come back.
Step by step, it was clear that the corridor was not very long, but Becko felt like she had walked for a century.
Walking in the empty garden, Beike's memory went back to the day when she entered Zhuo Yan's house alone, when there was no one in their yard, and she wondered if there was not even a nanny or gardener in such a big yard and such a big villa? Later, I learned that Zhuo Yan was light-hearted, quiet, and didn't like too many irrelevant strangers at home, so he would only call a part-time gardener or something to come in and take care of it when needed.
Beko was so immersed in the memories of the past that she didn't notice the sound of footsteps getting closer and closer behind her. But she felt a gust of wind blowing past her, and before she even had time to see what was happening, she was forcibly buckled by the person who pounced on her, without giving her any chance to refute, and kissed her slightly open lips fiercely, the familiar touch and the familiar mint smell, who else could it be besides that person? Under the man's dominant force, Beke was forced to open her mouth to accept the cold liquid that he kept coming through, which was sweet but brought a bitterness in the aftertaste, even more bitter than the herbs Beko had tasted for so many years.