Chapter 40: Moving Forward
If someone asks you by name or what to call you, most people will give it their real name without any hesitation. Of course, it is not excluded that some people who need to work should often live under false names, but even that kind of people will never misuse their real names or pseudonyms, but I have begun to hesitate a little.
Elsa Bert.
This is undoubtedly an important name given to me by my parents, and I am not in any way unhappy with this name, and I certainly don't particularly like it.
But today I can't be quite sure about the name.
Night day. A magician from the time of the ancient Berka, the one who left behind the Book of the Night Heavens, a magic guide that is still alive and well on the front lines of the wizarding world. Her memories were brought to me when Nagase returned to the present day, along with the relics given to him, and honestly I thought it was just some kind of accident.
In the beginning, I didn't think that this would be a very dangerous thing, and I didn't think that it would lead to a crisis of identity recognition, I just felt that I had just gained a piece of knowledge. But I didn't expect this memory to contain a suffocating love, and I felt like reading a book that could be fully substituted.
In her sleep, it was as if she had become a night sky, and through her adventurous story, she made the same decision as her own thinking. It's no longer about watching movies or reading books, it's like being the creator himself in the story. But in reality I was just a bystander, and every time I woke up, I realized that I was not the person who had the talent and wisdom.
That's right.
The moment I woke up, I went from a genius to a mortal. Even if he has the same intelligence, he lacks the talent to be a magician. Without that, she could neither go out on adventures, nor create legends, nor even imitate a second book of the Night Heavens.
She has everything she has, but it's not her.
I'm afraid no one else will understand how painful this is.
Students have also asked me why I have to go into that memory again and again, and at the time I casually said it was to help grow the rain. It's just that in fact, I have another mind in it, and there are certain elements to help him, and I don't deny that I have a certain liking after reading the story of him and Yetian.
But the decisive point is that I still want to experience what it is like to be strong.
Wanting to live a life that is different from this time, a life that is different from this life, is not the same as reality, and it has the power to change the world. She wanted to have something that she had always been able to look at but not grasp, so she indulged in this world, and lurked in this dream world with a script.
But dreams come to an end, and I've known this since the beginning, and then it's almost the end of the day. I dreamed of the heart-wrenching parting of "Night Sky", her heart hurt very much, and my heart hurt too. Instead of crying in front of him, I'm afraid I'm the only one who sees me here.
After this, I also know about the second Lord of the Night, what the Nightsky has experienced and what he will do after he leaves. These were the same as the previous ones, and I could no longer have imagined that I could no longer be in sync with her.
From here I went from being a character to a spectator again, and then I saw the best of friendship, and the greatness of love. At the same time, I also learned about the current shortcomings and plans, as well as her confession to me.
This memory was not obtained by accident, everything was arranged by her, and it was her willfulness to make me a different her. At the same time, she also handed me a key, a trump card.
I never expected to be by this woman that night, but I don't know why I didn't feel angry or anything else at all. After smiling at her confession, I began to think about the next job, because this was another job entrusted to me, which she could not do as a great man, genius, and hero of the past, and only me, a mortal living today, could do.
Even though I open my eyes now, I still have doubts about my identity, but I no longer fear that I will become someone else. Because even if you are on any side, you can puff up your chest and report your name.
So do I still want to indulge in that dream?
Of course, after all, the dream is not over, and the aftermath is still continuing, but what continues is no longer in the dream.
"Then we actually sent away the hot man, and we almost started with that young lady. ”
"Before that, please answer me a question. ”
"Is there anything else you care about?"
"Who is Your Excellency?"
"Foolish. I am Elsa Belter, but I am also the original Lord of the Night, who came to perpetuate the dream of that day. ”
I reached out to the moment, and even though my hand was about to reach her eyes, I didn't panic in the slightest, as if it didn't matter if I just pointed my finger at her eyeballs like that.
Of course, I didn't have this habit of being funny, I just slapped her hand away from the very close and asked her to hand over the agreed thing.
"I think the question of the new issue is one of the necessary links, you two should go back to your posts."
Momentarily, she didn't respond to my outstretched hand, but turned around to let the song and tune away, and then didn't go back to the middle of nowhere.
I caught up with a little doubt, after all, it looked like she was trying to take me somewhere.
"Are you going to take me to get it? ”
"Holy relics? not at all that kind of thing, that's just the name that the little girl gave at random. ”
"Little girl...... I don't really understand your mark for judging other people's age, but in your case we can only be children?"
"I was a little touched by the fact that people who knew this story were still alive for this year. ”
"Don't say you're going to kill me in the next second, so you haven't answered my question until the end. ”
"I'm not taking you to get that, and now you're not enough. ”
"Sure enough, can't that part be danced?"
"Of course it couldn't be, we didn't know how fit your body fit with it at the time, and now it's necessary to start adjusting and training. ”
"Alas...... It's not easy to become a hero. ”
"Then why are you here?"
Immediately walked up a hill and looked back at me, and I walked to the same position as her before answering her question. Then I saw an amazing waterfall at the bottom of the mountain, and the sound of the falling water made me feel a little frightened, and if I had seen it from a cliff, I would have been afraid that this winged man next to me would push me down.
"Of course, it was for her to become a dream. ”
"That question is back to square one, who the hell are you?"
"I see, my answer is not clear. Again, I'm here to be who I want to be, not to anyone else but myself. ”
"Elsa Belter?"
"Essabellt, at the same time, for the end of the night's dream. ”
"Then there's only one thing left to do, and you two are very good at it. ”
"yes...... We all love it, so let me sing it, our dream song. ”
"No charge?"
"You have a good sense of humor, Miss...... Of course, there is a fee to be charged, so let him pay it well later. ”