362: He's here, love is there
"Teacher Xu, I'll just invite this meal!" I said with a smile.
"Okay, I see that when you see them, your state is obviously different! Okay, I still have something to do, I'll go and get busy first. Teacher Xu said.
Teacher Xu is right, just seeing the two of them makes my spirit rise together. Zhang Yang and Wei Zizhou are symbols of my youth, without them, I might still be a KTV princess in Hongren County now.
Life is full of uncertainties, but in this uncertainty there are many things worth ascertaining, such as the friendship between several of us.
"Teacher Xu, go get busy, this little thing is not a problem!" Zhang Yang stood up and looked at Teacher Xu with a smile.
Wei Zizhou, who was on the side, did not stand up because of his inconvenient legs and feet, and after seeing Teacher Xu leave, he asked me straight to the point: "What's the matter?
"Uh...... Sort of. I said and sat down at the table.
There were a few dishes on the table, but I still didn't have much of an appetite.
Zhang Yang looked at me with a smile on his face and asked, "When did you fall in love?"
"It's still the same ......," I said, a little tired.
"Lu Li, isn't Lu Li dead?" Wei Zizhou asked as he looked at me curiously.
For Zhang Yang and Wei Zizhou, I can fully express myself to them, and they are one of the people I am closest to. So, there is no need to hide it at all.
"I'll tell you, but don't spread it to the outside world," I said, looking a little serious and said, "Actually, Brother Lu Li is not dead. β
"What, not dead?" Wei Zizhou looked solemn.
Zhang Yang looked happy, "It's good that you didn't die, then you can't wait for him?"
"What about He Lily? Does He Lily know?" Wei Zizhou asked.
"I know, it was He Lily who saved him, but now Lu Li has amnesia, he doesn't remember the past, and he doesn't remember me......"
"What the hell is going on?" asked Zhang Yang, confused.
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I told you what had happened, back and forth.
From the first time He Baihe called to tell Lu Li that he was alive, to the later meeting Zheng Tiansen, and then to the United States to visit Tian Sen when he met Lu Li in a coma.
Zhang Yang and Wei Zizhou both knew my feelings for Lu Li, and when I told them about Lu Li's state after waking up, and told them that Lu Li was not the Lu Li who used to take care of me, they both felt sorry.
"Are you sure he's going to sell drugs? That's a capital crime......" Wei Zizhou stared at me coldly.
"I had seen him the night before, and after I expressed my opinion, he hesitated. I said.
"He hesitated, what you said worked in his eyes?" Zhang Yang asked.
"It worked, he said that he fell in love with me at first sight, said that he liked me very much, almost confessed it as soon as he came up, and clearly told me that as long as I agreed to associate with him, he would turn down the marriage contract with He Baihe. I said.
"Isn't that great? Don't you like Lu Li too? Then you stay with him and let him stop selling drugs!" Zhang Yang said very simply.
"Now the problem is, Lu Li is not the original Lu Li, although he likes me, but I don't know what to do to him......" I said.
After hearing this, Wei Zizhou showed a faint smile, turned his head and looked at Zhang Yang very meaningfully and asked, "Zhang Yang, if I have amnesia, do you think I will still be the original me?"
When I heard Zizhou's question, I looked at Zhang Yang with interest.
"Of course!" Zhang Yang spread his hands unreservedly and said, "You have a broken leg, I still love you, don't I?"
"What about the soul?" I said, "If Zizhou loses his memory, he will not be the same person he was, and his soul will change." Do you think you can still accept a Wei Zizhou who behaves completely differently than before?"
I asked Zhang Yang, but I didn't expect Wei Zizhou to answer directly: "Of course you can...... Of course you can. β
"I don't need to think about it! I don't have to choose but him!haha!" Zhang Yang said with a laugh.
"I'm not kidding you, let's be serious. I said with a blank look.
After Wei Zizhou heard this, the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, and he smiled without saying a word.
After hearing this, Zhang Yang put away his laughter, coughed lightly, folded his hands on the dining table, and said seriously: "Mo Fei, there is something wrong with the way you think about problems." β
"Huh?
"Wei Zizhou is Wei Zizhou, even if he breaks his leg, even if he has amnesia, he is the immutable Wei Zizhou in my mind. Even if Wei Zizhou can't recall what happened in the past, even if he forgets me forever, I won't leave him...... Because, God has done enough harm to him, and he must get 100% love from me. β
After hearing Zhang Yang's words, my brain seemed to be instantly struck by thunder, and the whole person suddenly couldn't say a word at that moment.
Zhang Yang continued: "You said that Lu Li's name is Wei Guhai now, you said that Lu Li doesn't know who you are anymore, and you also say that Lu Li's personality has changed, but those changes are all the harm and suffering given to him by God, and he is already bitter enough! He must also want to recall the past, but there is nothing he can do, all he can do is to change the present, all he can do is to work hard to rebuild a Wei Guhai! He has changed, but, but he has not fallen! And you, you have no amnesia, you can't change...... Your love is placed in front of you, but you put a magic cloak on it and say that your love is gone...... All magic tricks are fake, and Wei Guhai's amnesia is also fake in essence. The real Lu Li is dormant in Wei Guhai's heart, you have to believe in this fact, you have to love with your heart, and continue to love. As long as he is alive, your love will be there. β
"It seems that I usually love you a lot. Wei Zizhou turned his head and glanced at Zhang Yang approvingly.
Zhang Yang put his hand on Wei Zizhou's shoulder very casually, and said with a smile: "My interpretation is quite satisfactory?"
"Well......" Wei Zizhou said, turned his head to look at me who was already dazed, and said: "I would like to add, Mo Fei, you are not a person who will give up easily, I don't know what kind of experience you have experienced in recent years, but in my eyes, you have never been a person who gives up easily." Persistence and perseverance, sometimes it is not as easy as we imagined, but if you can continue to persevere, even if the final result is not satisfactory, you will not have regrets. β
"Thank you......," I said, picking up my glass and slamming the table with tea instead of water, "I know what to do." β
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It was a pleasant conversation at noon that day.
The two of them completely opened my heart.
I'm still too selfish, in the emotional world, we tend to always make selfish mistakes, always hoping that the other party will go along with us, and forget that we have to go along with each other. Although Lu Li has become Wei Guhai, although he has no memory of the past, I have it......
What if I'm the one with amnesia?
I may not be doing as well as Wei Guhai is doing now.
Therefore, I want to get close to Wei Guhai, and I also want to love him well.
The reason why he is the way he is also for me. I was so stupid and naΓ―ve to think about it.
Zhang Yang is right, as long as he doesn't die, then my love won't die either.
He's there, and love is there.
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After a full meal, I said goodbye to Zhang Yang and Wei Zizhou, the only regret was that they were too busy and the plane was going to the field that night, so they couldn't watch my game.
After saying goodbye to them, I went to the training ground.
Teacher Xu was already waiting for me there, and when he saw that my complexion was as good as ever, his eyes were full of joy.
"I knew that Zhang Yang and Wei Zizhou could cure you, are you ready to compete now?" asked Teacher Xu.
"Ready! Then let's try it on! The movements of the folk dance are relatively simple, hurry up and put on your clothes and try it out!" Teacher Xu urged.
This folk dance is a Dai dance, and the reason why this dance was chosen in the first place was also because of Lu Li.
At that time, I knew that he was in the He Group, and I also knew that the He Group had been active in Ruili in Nanyun Province for a long time, and Ruili was basically of the Dai nationality, and what I chose was the peacock dance of the Dai nationality.
The peacock dance was not simple, so I put a lot of effort into learning it at that time.
The peacock dance is different from the general folk dance in that the standardized status map and footwork, each movement has a corresponding drum accompaniment, and the biggest feature of this dance is - three bends.
On the basis of the three bends, various actions show that the peacock runs down the mountain, walks through the forest, drinks the spring and plays in the water, chases and plays, drags its wings, basks its wings, spreads its wings, shakes its wings, shines its wings, points water, kicks branches, rests branches, opens the screen, flies and so on.
Feelings are a kind of inner subtlety, and the dance is almost evenly vibrated in a half-squat posture, and each joint of the body and arms is bent, forming a unique three-way bending dance posture.
There are also many hand shapes and hand movements, and the same dance posture and pace, different hand shapes or hand movements, have different aesthetics and artistic conceptions.
In order to achieve the best performance state, when I was training in the provincial capital, Mr. Xu also found me a big name in the dance industry to guide me, and took me to observe the peacock seriously.
This dance was originally going to be performed in the finals after entering the top 10, but Mr. Xu felt that the competition was very fierce this year, so he didn't dare to slack off and let me do this one.
Tonight, I was performing "Silver Spring Splash", so I chose a yellow peacock costume, which is very traditional and very different from Yang Liping's "Spirit of the Sparrow" series mixed with modern dance. After all, Mr. Yang's dance is too difficult, but if I make it to the finals, I still have to try hard.
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As soon as I got dressed and the soundtrack played, I went into state training. After that, there was a catwalk rehearsal. Before I knew it, a few hours had passed.
Because it was the final, there were more media today than last time, so in order to arrange a venue for the media, the rehearsal ended early.
When I went backstage, I took my phone and looked at it, and I almost didn't surprise myself - there were more than 20 missed calls on my phone?