Chapter 503: The Relay of Love
"I hate mom and dad the most!"
Due to work matters, Kotomi's father and mother have to go on a business trip, and there is no way to accompany her to spend the birthday that they agreed to spend together.
Kotomi finally cried and said this sentence to her parents, but this sentence was the last thing she said to her parents.
Her parents' plane had an accident and left in her "hateful" cry, never to come back, and she was no longer able to convey her "love" to her parents, and she never had a chance to be forgiven by her parents again.
Watching this story of Kotomi, the audience felt deep sympathy for Kotomi: the last words of her parents turned out to be "hate", and the huge self-blame and guilt in her heart must be like a curse, tormenting Kotomi - perhaps, she will even blame herself for the death of her parents.
And she will never be redeemed - because her parents have left this world forever.
Kotomi, who was unwilling to accept this fact, burned an essay in her parents' study - she thought it was a copy of her parents' research paper, and it was because of this that her parents left her, and she thought that if this was gone, her parents would come back.
It's a very naïve, even stupid idea, but when it is put on the young Kotomi, it will only make people feel heartache - for a child, parents are a qiē, a child who has lost a qiē, the desire and prayer for happiness!
However, as soon as the paper was gone, the parents did not come back.
The paper was the result of her parents' research, but she ruined it - regret, and she put a heavy shackle on herself. If you come across a page that mentions your parent's name or is related to your parents' research, keep it away. This is actually a kind of nostalgia for her parents. It is also an atonement for his past "mistakes" (burning a "copy of the paper" for the sake of his parents' return).
"I don't want to cry. ”
What Kotomi said to Nagisa in the drama club once again came to people's minds. Beneath the weak exterior, what a strong soul is wrapped!
Kotomi's deepest impression is not only her unique self-introduction, but also her murderous violin.
In Kotomi's memories, her violin was very good, but now, she played out the sound of a dementor that only she could revel in. Go and savor it again. will understand, because the sound of the violin now has lost the taste of happiness that she had at the beginning.
"Are you awake?"
Okazaki restores Kotomi's garden to the beauty it remembers in his memory, sitting on a chair in the courtyard and looking at the book that Kotomi once handed him—this is the story he once read with Kotomi, "The Dandelion Girl".
In the dream, the happy days when I once met Kotomi gradually poured out from the depths of the dusty memory like a trickle of water.
When I opened my eyes, it was already afternoon. The afterglow of the setting sun casts a warm color.
Okazaki saw the girl, and she finally came out of the room where she had closed herself.
Wearing a black dress. It's as if you're back to the moment we first met.
"Maybe I'm still dreaming. Okazaki replied.
It was a dream that had been stagnant for years, and it had begun to continue again.
Her father's suitcase, which was sent by her parents' colleague for Kotomi, was strewn with traces, and after a long journey, it finally arrived in Kotomi's hands.
This is the last relic of his parents.
Kotomi opened the suitcase, but instead of the paper she had expected, it was a bear doll......
"I want a baby bear rag doll for my birthday!"
This was a birthday present that Kotomi wanted to get on her birthday when she was a child.
Kotomi took the rag doll out of the suitcase, and like the suitcase, it was already stained and dirty, and a letter suddenly floated down from the bear.
Kotomi picked it up, and on the back of the envelope was written a sentence: If you find this suitcase, please mail him to our daughter.
The inscription is the abbreviation of the name of Kotomi's parents, and Kotomi is very familiar with this note, and the papers that her parents have jointly researched will always use such abbreviations.
For a long time, Kotomi thought that the essay that she burned was her parents' paper, and she lived in guilt and self-blame for it, studying hard, collecting pages related to her parents' research, and atoning for his "mistakes".
However, now she learns that it is not a thesis - before leaving, her father has been revising the paper, and there is no time to leave a copy of the paper, and the text contains a catalog of bear dolls that he wants to give to Kotomi for her birthday.
The suitcase originally contained the papers of Kotomi's parents, but in the end, Kotomi's parents threw away all the research papers and put the rag doll and the letter in it instead.
"To Kotomi:
The world is beautiful, even if it is full of sadness and tears, please open your eyes, do what you want to do, become the person you want to be, find your friends, don't be anxious, grow up slowly.
Mother:
This is the baby bear found in the gift shop, although there are many, many places, but only this child is the biggest. I don't have enough time to send it to you from the airport, my lovely Kotomi.
Parents:
Happy birthday to you. ”
In just a few words, the emotions contained in them transcend the heaviness of life!
This is Kotomi's belated birthday gift, and it is also full of the sincerest, most beautiful and greatest wishes of her parents!
At the last moment of his life, his parents were still worried about Kotomi!
This belated birthday gift is also the redemption of Kotomi, so that she does not have to imprison herself with the shackles of "atonement"!
This is the greatest and most selfless emotion in the world - the love of parents!
The traces on this suitcase tell the story of his rugged journey, which must have traveled all over the world, including desert towns, snow-filled islands, steep mountains, and verdant land, which have been cherished in the hands of many people.
If you find this suitcase, please mail it to our daughter.
13 languages, repeating the same sentence.
Chinese. English. French. Arabic, Dutch, Italian, Hindi, Indonesian, Persian, Portuguese, Dongying. Korean, Russian......
Countless languages are intertwined, there is no magnificent musical accompaniment, there is no gorgeous scene, but at that moment, the audience was shocked by the greatest emotion in the world - love!
This not only carries the love of Kotomi's parents for her, but also the relay and inheritance of love in this wonderful world!
The audience was in tears again, touched by this deep parental love!
When the "big family of dango" sounded again, at this moment. It produces a different kind of charm.
Round balls, one by one. Forming a big circle, it seems to be the earth, and in a trance, the whole world seems to have become a warm big family.
His throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he silently wiped away his tears.
Joan sat on one sofa and her parents sat on the other, although it was still the same plot as before, it was not cold, and there was a feeling of blood connection in the void, which connected them.
……
Cao Jun bought a bottle of Moutai, which was not a high-end kind or a very ordinary kind, and his father often drank it.
He also bought vinegared peanuts and cooked beef, and simply made some snacks.
In their home, he and his father were the two of them, pushing glasses and changing lamps, drinking wine and chatting.
The father was very happy, drank a lot, a lot, laughed and laughed, and tears flowed, hot and hot, burning Cao Jun's skin and roasting his heart.
……
After Jiang Yan finished reading, he wiped away his tears, picked up the phone, and dialed his mother's number.
The word "mom ......" contains countless complex feelings, but it is not as good as an ordinary reply on the other side.
"Xiao Yan, what's the matter?"
Mother's words always reveal a kind of care that has become her habit, like a breeze and drizzle, every word and every action hidden in life, even imperceptible to her.
The air seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and she couldn't breathe.
"Xiao Yan, what's wrong? What's wrong? How are you doing over there? Are you still used to eating and lodging? Are you unhappy at work?"
The silence made the mother ask again.
Hearing his mother's voice, Jiang Yan smiled: "Mom, it's okay, I'm still used to it, it's good here, you can come here to play when you and your dad are free, there are many, many fun places here." The company is also very good and comfortable. ”
"Jumping from CCTV to this company, I heard that private companies are very oppressive to employees...... Forget it, it's good if you're happy. "Mother is nagging, even Jiang Yan's bad sleeping posture can be nagging for a long time.
In the past, she always felt very annoyed and felt that her mother was too wordy, but now, she can listen to her mother's nagging quietly, even the top and most gorgeous concerts, it is not as beautiful as her mother's nagging.
"Mom, how about the massager I bought for you and my dad last time? Is it still good?
"It's good, it's good. ”
Mother's answer is always these two words "very good", as long as he hears these two words, even if Jiang Yan has any troubles in his heart, it will disappear.
"By the way, have you talked about your boyfriend? Your Uncle Xia's son has just come back from abroad, he is a very good person, you can get to know him first, and the son of your Aunt Xue's relative, a promising young man in the Tianhai City Commission for Discipline Inspection, you can also talk about it." ”
“……”
If it weren't for the fact that every conversation would be brought to this area by her mother, she wouldn't always be afraid to call her mother.
Love and life are really annoying!
……
He Chen's parents live next door to him, and now they eat together every day, and the family is very lively.
Yi Jingjiao also called her parents and chatted for a long time, about the past, the present, and the future.
Asamiko also called her parents, her eyes were red like rabbits, and she was becoming more and more like Reizen.
Countless loves carry signals to the world, connect people, form one circle after another, and pour out the warmth to play the same song - the big family of Dango. (To be continued......)