Chapter 176: Rooftop

At eleven o'clock, Shen Ruoqi climbed out of bed in a bit of despair. Put on his coat and walked outside Li Yunze's door, the door was empty, revealing a glimmer of light. Shen Ruoqi just wanted to knock on the door, but heard Su Han's soft voice from inside.

Shen Ruoqi was stunned in place, and the hand that knocked on the door froze in mid-air. The cold wind blew through the fever, Shen Ruoqi took a deep breath and slowly turned his head.

At eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, there were no more people walking around the hospital, only the convenience store downstairs was still wafting with the aroma of oden.

The clerks at the convenience store have become accustomed to the fact that their main customers here are this group of patients in hospital gowns, so the things in the store are very humane and are mostly nutritious and low-sugar food, except for the alcohol, of course.

Shen Ruoqi was still wearing a hospital gown, with a coat on the outside. She didn't feel so cold in the hospital, and as soon as she got out of the hospital, the cold wind made her shiver with cold.

When the salesman saw the customers in hospital gowns, he used to joke with them: "What do you need? If you are really hungry at this time, you can eat some whole grains." "The salesman is a very young man, and he has two little tiger teeth when he laughs.

He also thought that Shen Ruoqi, like the patients he had seen before, secretly ran out behind the doctor's back to steal food.

Shen Ruoqi shook his head at him, pointed to the freezer behind him and said, "I want two bottles of beer, thank you!"

The salesman was stunned for a moment, then turned his face to look at her very strangely: "How can you drink when you are sick? Even if you are not sick, but you are pregnant, how can you drink when you are pregnant? You should drink something else! Or drink some mineral water." ”

Shen Ruoqi shook her head, she just wanted wine. The salesman felt that this was inappropriate, so he persuaded Shen Ruoqi like a very patient elder: "You can't drink alcohol when you're sick, otherwise you don't need to be hospitalized, right? Not to mention that I was uncomfortable, I also spent a lot of money on the hospital, so of course I had to be cured." If you say you're drinking now, isn't it all in vain? Even if you don't think about yourself, the child in your belly won't be able to drink. ”

The salesman was still persuading her, Shen Ruoqi walked directly in front of him, pushed him aside, opened the freezer and took two bottles of beer: "Checkout!"

The salesman still stood still, struggling for the last time with his advice: "Alcohol is a big no-no for sick and pregnant women!"

Shen Ruoqi stared at him directly, and his eyes were really a little scary in the big night. The salesman licked his lips and swallowed: "Eight pieces." ”

Shen Ruoqi threw down ten yuan and disappeared without waiting for the salesman to make change, and the salesman went out to see with some worry, but Shen Ruoqi walked too fast and couldn't see anyone.

The salesman shuddered, but don't be a ghost, right?

Shen Ruoqi took two cans of beer to the rooftop, the moonlight was fine tonight, but it was only a shadow that made people single and lonely. Shen Ruoqi sighed and opened a can of beer, touched himself alone with some anxiety before taking a sip, and put down the wine that came to his lips.

I don't know how many people will gather in the central square tonight waiting for the New Year's Eve, the same cheers and hugs, the same waiting for the first fireworks of the New Year's Eve to bloom. It's just that the people who were with you on New Year's Eve are still the same?

She didn't even have the courage to take a sip of wine, and it seemed that she was really useless. Shen Ruoqi leaned back on the bench, the silver moonlight reflected on his face, not warm but even colder.

The elevator door on the rooftop opened, and Li Yunze's tense face appeared inside. chatted with Su Hanqing late, she really wanted to go to the central square to see the New Year's Eve fireworks, but Li Yunze felt that it was too unsafe.

Su Hanqing rarely has a petty temperament with him, and this seems to be the first time. So it took Li Yunze a lot of words to dispel her thoughts, but after she left, Li Yunze couldn't sleep.

I don't know what's going on, but the thought that today is the last day of the year makes me feel a little unhappy. It has nothing to do with time, he just has an inexplicable pain in his heart.

New Year's Eve and fireworks, which don't seem to have anything to do with a lonely person like him. But why did he think about it so much that he couldn't sleep, as if he felt like he was missing something?

The more he thought about it, the more annoying he became, and the winter annoyed made him feel stuffy. The main thing is that he is stuffy, so stuffy that he wants to breathe in the weather.

At the moment when the elevator door on the rooftop opened, a very strange picture flashed in Li Yunze's mind.

The rooftop was also painted black, but suddenly there were countless bits of light in the sky. There was a figure standing in front of him, a woman, sitting on a high chair.

A very strange picture, it may be that the light in the elevator suddenly flashed just now, and such a strange picture flashed in front of me as soon as it was dark.

Li Yunze stepped out of the elevator and didn't notice that there was still a person sitting on the bench on the other side. Ever since I woke up, I always felt that life had become very weird.

Everyone likes to say some nonsensical things around him, about Li Shaoyan, about Shen Ruoqi and the child in Shen Ruoqi's belly. As soon as he woke up, he inexplicably had a wife, a son, and an unborn child.

It doesn't exist at all in his memory, and Li Yunze wonders if he is living in the 'Truman's world'. Obviously insisting that everything they say is false, but why do you doubt this conclusion so much in the dead of night?

Especially Shen Ruoqi's disappointed, lost, and distracted gaze, my sister felt worried when she thought of it.

Li Yunze himself was very strange, when did he become so sentimental? He used to be a person who never felt the feelings of others, let alone a woman who claimed to be his wife.

What kind of mentality did he have towards that woman? Li Yunze couldn't figure it out. Obviously it looks very strange, but why does every time I see her, my heart beats faster than usual?

Li Yunze couldn't figure it out after thinking about it, and he didn't like to sigh, so he let out a long sigh. This sound just fell on Shen Ruoqi's ears.

Someone also went up to the rooftop, and Shen Ruoqi heard it, but the rooftop was empty and dimly lit, so she didn't see clearly who the person who came.

But it didn't matter who it was, she took an unopened bottle of beer and turned around and shouted at the other end, "Do you want to drink?"

Thinking about it, she is also a patient who can't sleep like her, anyway, she doesn't even have the courage to drink alone. Maybe there will be a patient with a story, and everyone can drink happily together.

A voice suddenly came from behind him, and Li Yunze was really frightened. Turning around, he frowned and replied coldly, "No." When he said this, his voice was a little hoarse. Probably because of the people around him, he was a little angry, and his tonsils were inflamed.

Of course, Shen Ruoqi didn't hear that it was Li Yunze, but after he refused, he turned around a little lonely and sighed again: "I didn't expect that I couldn't even find someone to drink with me." It's our fate that everyone can't sleep so late and comes to the rooftop, so let's talk about each other's unhappiness!"

People always say that when you are in a bad mood, you have to talk about your psychological matters, and you will feel much better after saying it.

"If you don't speak, I'll take you as an agreement!" Shen Ruoqi was talking to herself again, and the people in the distance didn't pay attention to her at all.

Shen Ruoqi pondered for a while, and then his eyes turned red: "My life was really bitter before, my mother died early, and my father married another woman." I don't have a good relationship with my family, and I finally want to marry a man I have liked for many years, but unfortunately he ran away on the day of the wedding. On the day he ran away, I was sad and got drunk all night, and I got pregnant. ”

Shen Ruoqi wiped his tears, smirked and turned his head to the cold black shadow and said, "Do you think my misery is here?" No, this is just the beginning. My baby was going premature, and the ambulance was in an accident halfway to the hospital. I woke up unconscious, only to be told that the baby was dead. Do you think I'm miserable?"

The man in the distance finally moved, didn't speak, at least gave a little response. She sighed softly and continued: "The child is gone, I accept my fate." It all started all over again, and I decided that this time I was going to do what I loved. So, I met him, my husband, the father of my children. You must be wondering, right? When a child dies, what do you say about the child's father?

For the child did not die, it was my father who hid him. That's a later story, I met him and felt the warmth of being loved again, I knew that there was an abyss in front of me, and I jumped down without hesitation.

Everything seemed fine, he doted on me and the kids, and our relationship has always been good. It's just that one day he suddenly had an accident and he lost all his memories about me. It's all, he doesn't remember everything about me, about the child, about Jincheng.

I think it's understandable that he injured his head and lost some of his memory, so he will slowly think of me after recuperating from his injury. But I overlooked another underlying factor, and that was the woman who saved his life.

His kindness to her occasionally makes me see us in a trance. Sometimes, I want to give up on fulfilling them. However, I was still pregnant with his child, and he had said that he wanted to see it born. ”

Shen Ruoqi said as he spoke, tears streaming down but still smiling: "There are five minutes to go before the New Year's Eve, and the fireworks in the central square must be very beautiful." My husband proposed to me on New Year's Eve. Moreover, it is also on the rooftop. ”

Shen Ruoqi sniffed, she said so much, why didn't this person even say comforting words, could it be that he was still deaf?

"Forget it, let's not talk about it, drink. The first sip of wine was toasted yesterday, I have loved, hated and been happy. After saying that, he raised his head and finally took a sip of wine.

"The second sip of wine toasts tomorrow, the beginning of the new year, I want to say goodbye to his past. But I still hope that he is safe and happy, and that he will not be disturbed by the years. ”

Before the wine could be eaten, it was stopped by a hand......