At dinner, Su Yuan's cousin finally came back.

At the dining table, the family ate together, the uncle and aunt were very enthusiastic about her, and from time to time they served her vegetables, Su Yuan had an illusion, as if she was a patient who had just returned from the ordeal in the hospital, and the enthusiasm of her relatives was a deep concern for the patient.

But in a sense, she feels that this is not wrong, after all, in her mother's mouth, she is a patient of "female pseudohermaphroditism", and now that she has been reborn, she can naturally afford to be treated with a sick number.

Looking ahead of her eyes, she didn't know if her cousin would also give her this kind of enthusiasm, Su Yuan found that she was looking forward to it. Will her cousin, who has never been very close to her, care about herself because of this?

Some things that can't be obtained are worth looking forward to, and they are too easy to get but lack feelings.

However, in the end, she was disappointed, and from beginning to end, her cousin's chopsticks kept dancing on the table, and there were many dishes, but none of them fell into her bowl.

The so-called greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, and after eating, Su Yuan also felt bored. Sure enough, you shouldn't have such expectations, you are still too naïve. Especially when she saw the strangeness that her cousin inadvertently revealed and the disgust that seemed to be looking at a monster, she suddenly felt that she had no appetite at all.

Something was blocked in my heart, and an emotion for some reason swirled in my chest and reached my throat, but I was forced to hold it......

"I'm done. The cousin left first.

After a while, Su Yuan also left the table after eating a small half bowl of rice, "I have eaten too, grandparents, uncles and aunts, you eat slowly......"

There was nothing wrong with Su Yuan during the whole process, and her grandparents only thought that her appetite had decreased, so they sighed lowly.

Walking into the courtyard, the sky was full of stars, like a huge plate containing bright things. The cousin squatted on a stone and smoked a cigarette, and when he saw Su Yuan coming out, he didn't speak, he took a deep breath, and the sparks on the cigarette butt suddenly lit up.

Silent, Su Yuan frowned when he looked at him for a while, and couldn't help but say, "Cousin, stop smoking!"

The cousin looked back at her deeply, then took another deep breath.

If the other party had a close relationship with her, Su Yuan would definitely snatch the cigarette and throw it away like he did with his grandfather, but the object in front of her was obviously not, she would never be able to do such a thing, and kicked off a stone on her toes.

After another puff, the cousin threw away the cigarette in his hand and said to her, "Now I have lost ......"

“……”

That night, the uncle and aunt went back to their home, and Su Yuan and his cousin each had their own room at their grandfather's house.

The night is dark, and time flows quietly like flowing water. Su Yuan lay on the bed tossing and turning, sat up violently for a long time, insomnia, she actually had insomnia.

Grandpa's bed is naturally not as soft as at home, but in the past, she could fall asleep quickly and never recognized the bed.

In the quiet night, people's thinking is often calmer and more rational than during the day, and after being rational and calm, they will sadly find that they are very close to the truth! For those who are used to being ostriches, this means panic and uneasiness!

Su Yuan didn't know if it was affected by the events of the day, or because her menstrual period made her thinking frustrated and anxious, and the things at the table were always lingering in her mind. From my cousin's strangeness to myself, it extends to many other things, constantly diverging......

She wants to tell herself that she doesn't have to care about everyone's opinions, wave her hand generously, and let it drift away with the wind, the stage of life is facing so many audiences, and it is impossible for all audiences to like her as an actor.

But this chic gesture is easy to say, but in fact, her mood is uninhibitedly declining, and her chest seems to be blocked by something, so that she clearly feels that there is a breath in her heart that needs to be released, but she can't find an outlet.

It's not that you cherish yourself before the bottle, and the feint will inevitably come true.

Perhaps, at a certain moment, the way of thinking became hypocritical, or the way of thinking was dominated by emotions, Su Yuan found that this soft and weak body was slowly changing her bit by bit, eating her...... The events of the day were just triggers, a button that touched her emotions.

Women, after all, are sentimental and sad!

She is deeply aware that a woman's body will also change her cognitive attitude towards this shijie.

Feeling dark, put on slippers and fooled around in the backpack, took a bag of things from it and walked out of the room. The room on the second floor did not have a bathroom, which had to make Su Yuan lament that the house was built too early and was not so comprehensive.

Next door was her cousin's room, Su Yuan glanced at it casually, and pressed the electric light at the staircase casually, and then she was surprised to find that her heart was so hard, and she was not moved by the daytime at all. Sure enough, the emotions just now are not fundamental, they are just the triggers for all the negative emotions.

Thinking of this, she suddenly brightened up, and thought with some "pleasure" that a person's emotions must have a window for release, and they must not be stuffed in their stomachs. It's like her transformation, it doesn't seem to have any impact on her mentality, it's been a month, and she talks and laughs, doesn't cry or make trouble, but in fact she has buried the root cause.

This time she went home and told Su Caiwei all the secrets, although the sudden release caused a sudden change of mentality, and she felt lost for the completely different future in front of her, but in the long run, it was of great benefit.

If you don't break it, you don't stand it, and then you stand after it, these eight words are the wise sayings that cover great wisdom. The ugly caterpillar inside the chrysalis, if it wants to become a butterfly, must be separated from the safe and warm nest, and although it has left a comfortable environment, it has been reborn.

Su Yuan didn't know if he was a caterpillar in the past, but now this bright body can be called a butterfly.

There was a sound of flushing in the bathroom, and Su Yuan threw the used objects into the wastepaper basket step by step, the bright red color was dazzling under the light, so she couldn't help but swallow her saliva, and Zhuan Er took out a new one from the package and put it on the mat.

When it was over, I pushed open the door and prepared to go out......

"Uh......" almost bumped into a person head-on, and when I saw it, it was her cousin!

The cousin's name is Su Muhua, a very good name, there is a faint elegance of literati and inkmen, Han Bangqing in the late Qing Dynasty once said in "The Biography of Flowers on the Sea": "Those literati and writers cultivated by the old feudal culture, romantic scholars, ignore state affairs, eat flowers and wine all day long, and compose beautiful poems." It seems that he doesn't like to see literati and ink writers, but Su Yuan thinks he said it well, and a name like Su Muhua is just a little better.

In my memory, my cousin is a very pampered person, and he can't say anything, and he is a well-deserved emperor in the uncle's family.

Su Muhua was a little surprised to see Su Yuan coming out of the bathroom, looked down and saw the bag of things she was holding in her hand, and her expression changed slightly.

Su Yuan was also a little surprised that his cousin came out to go to the toilet at this time, and when he saw him staring at the things in his hand, his cheeks couldn't help but burn.

It's already very embarrassing to be a girl when facing her family, and now with the things in her hands, she has become even more faceless.

"Ahem!" Su Muhua coughed lightly, stood to the side, and let go of the front.

Su Yuan snorted, suddenly raised his head, straightened his chest, and swaggered away as if nothing had happened. She was wearing thin pajamas, her figure of about one meter six or seven gradually became concave and convex, her clothes were half-hidden, and under the dim light, even if she was back, there was a hint of beauty.

Su Muhua looked at the back of the "cousin" walking away, and the thought of "the cousin seems to have become cute after becoming a cousin" inadvertently rose in his heart, and a faint smile crept up on the corner of his mouth.

Shaking his head, he turned around and walked into the bathroom to start releasing it, and accidentally glanced at the bright red item in the wastebasket, and his expression immediately stiffened strangely.