Chapter 223: Giving you a ride
"Don't, Luo Luo, don't go, I won't let you go, and I don't want you to go. ”
Lu Yan looked angry, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he found that his voice had become trembling, and he shouted mournfully, looking at Bai Luoyan with pleading in his eyes, and the strength of his two hands increased, for fear that he would leave and leave.
"I'm having a bad time without you. Lu Yan's voice gradually lowered, and there was unprecedented grievance in his tone.
"You stood at the window and told me to let me live with your wishes, and you said let me be good, but do you know that I really can't get better without you. ”
Lu Yan's tears were like beads with broken threads, and they kept falling and smashed on the ground, but they didn't leave a trace.
Lu Yan is stubborn, when Bai Luoyan picked her up when her parents left, she recognized him in her heart, and after so many years of companionship, the relationship was not ordinary, although it was a joke, but in fact, it was all true.
"You're always so lightweight, but you never think about whether I can do it. Lu Yan has been pretending to be outside for a long time, and he rarely played a child's temper in front of Bai Luoyan, his intact arms directly covered his eyes, and he cried regardless of his image.
For so many years, Lu Yan was really tired without Bai Luoyan, and he was scared all day long, but now he has not learned to give himself a sense of security, and he has experienced so many things, his heart has a scar, and his personality has already changed greatly.
Lu Yan's parents have always loved Lu Yan, but Lu Yan was injured, and he was always afraid of causing trouble to them, so he didn't dare to tell them anything, and he was afraid that he was worried about his friends, and his wholehearted dependence and weakness were all shown to Bai Luoyan alone, no matter when, Bai Luoyan was always the softest place in Lu Yan's heart.
"The first time I saw you, you stretched out your hands to me to hug me. "If I had known this, I shouldn't have picked you up at the time, let alone given you such a name.
Bai Luoyan only said the first half of his words, and swallowed the rest silently, looking at the slim girl in front of him, he couldn't help touching his cheek, and remembered that back then, the chubby little group kissed and drooled.
Bai Luoyan and Lu Yan's parents have been close friends, and the two adults even bought a house together for convenience and became neighbors.
"Your Aunt Lu gave birth to a little sister and gave birth to a little sister!" Bai Luoyan had just come back from school that day, and was dragged by his happy mother to the hospital.
When Bai Luoyan arrived with his mother, Lu Yan was still crying, his two little hands were clenched tightly, curled up in front of his chest, and he made an earth-shattering cry. Bai Luoyan plucked out his ears and just wanted to dodge, but found that Xiao Tuanzi opened his eyes, and a pair of black eyes stared at him, dripping and dripping.
"Giggle," Xiao Tuanzi stopped crying after paying attention to him, saliva kept flowing out of his mouth, smacking his lips, stretching out a pair of small short arms, babbling and signaling him to hug.
"It's rare to see your sister so close, so you can hug her. After Bai Luoyan saw Xiao Tuanzi's movements, his heart moved, and the poor Baba turned his head to look at the two adults, Lu Yan's mother leaned on the hospital bed, noticed her daughter's expression, and pouted Bai Luoyan with a smile.
Bai Luoyan carefully took Lu Yan, learned the posture of an adult, and clumsily picked up Lu Yan, Lu Yan began to laugh after being hugged by him, and when Bai Luoyan lowered his head, he took the opportunity to slap him on the side of his face, saliva made him face, Bai Luoyan became embarrassed, and looked at the two adults at a loss, and the two adults laughed directly.
"Oh, Luo Yan, your sister doesn't have a name yet, quickly give your sister a name, as a dowry, and when she grows up, marry me and be my daughter-in-law!" Bai Luoyan's mother was quick to speak, and she liked Lu Yan very much, so she seized the opportunity to encourage Bai Luoyan.
"Words, words of words, Lu words. It was originally a joke, but it was taken seriously by Bai Luoyan.
He thought about it seriously, and tried to find the words in his mind, but he had limited learning at the beginning of primary school, and he didn't understand a lot, so he turned it over and over again, but he still felt that the last word of his name sounded good, so he extracted it, and selfishly found the best word for Lu Yan to write.
Bai Luoyan's parents thought it was a joke, but they didn't expect Lu Yan's parents to take it seriously, and really wrote the word "Lu Yan" on the household registration book as a name, Bai Luoyan also shouldered a sense of responsibility, and distinguished Lu Yan from others at a young age.
Lu Yan was slightly preserved, and the adults in the family and Bai Luoyan began to talk to her about the doll kiss, but the adults in the family were joking, and Bai Luoyan was serious.
"Back then, when you hugged me for the first time, I was relied on. Lu Yan smiled lightly, there were tears on her face, and there were snot bubbles hanging under her nose, she didn't care about burying herself in Bai Luoyan's arms, and rubbed her tears and snot on Bai Luoyan's face.
"But then when you left, you left me behind. Lu Yan arched on Bai Luoyan's body indiscriminately, his hairy little head kept rubbing, and from time to time he stretched out his hand and hung the hair that had slipped down his face behind his ears, for fear of rubbing his hair.
"Ah Yan. Bai Luoyan watched her move helplessly, and subconsciously wanted to hug her tightly, but after his hand was stretched out, he stopped stiffly in mid-air, he called out deeply and closed his eyes.
Bai Luoyan welcomed Lu Yan to this world, and Lu Yan said goodbye to Bai Luoyan and left this world.
"You've met a lot of men since I left. ”
"After you left, I met a lot of men. They are like you or not like you, but they are not you in any way. ”
"Ah Yan, I'm really leaving, in the future, when I meet someone who makes you feel at ease, I'll start a family. Bai Luoyan said slowly, closed his eyes, a line of tears rolled down from his eyes, he raised Lu Yan's chin, held her cheek, imprinted a deep kiss on her lips, and deftly pried her teeth with his tongue, greedily sucking the other party's taste.
Lu Yan's hand was led by Bai Luoyan since he was a child, but when he was a child, he was holding a girl, when he grew up, he was holding a lover's hand, when he was a child, he was a big hand holding a small hand, and when he grew up, his fingers were interlocked.
"If it's really possible, remember to wait for me and be kind to me. Lu Yan's words were stirred up in Bai Luoyan's mouth, and she bit the tip of his tongue hard and punishingly, feeling the smell of blood spreading in her mouth.
Lianlian, you and I depend on each other for a hundred years, if anyone dies at the age of ninety-seven, Meng Po Zhuang will wait for three years.
"If possible, in the next life, you can wait for me. Bai Luoyan reluctantly left Lu Yan's lips, his eyes flashed, he smiled and promised her.
"Ah Yan, do you remember what I taught you first?"
Lu Yan nodded desperately, raised his hand numbly and waved, and said to Bai Luoyan: "Goodbye." ”
"Goodbye, goodbye. Little Bai Luoyan thought it was funny, kept shaking the little dumpling's hand, and whispered goodbye in her ear, and the little dumpling smiled and waved the little short hand in a decent manner.
Goodbye, goodbye.
Bai Luoyan's figure gradually disappeared, Lu Yan felt that his eyelids were a little painful, and when he opened his eyes, the sunlight was crawling into the hospital room.