Chapter 544: QB's Conspiracy
Actually, in the previous story, hints have already been given.
One is that Kyoko's father thinks Kyoko is a witch after learning the truth, and the other is Kyoko who tells Sayaka that while she gets hope, she also gives people despair.
Hope and despair are reciprocal beings.
Magical girls think that they are good people who defend the world, but in the eyes of ordinary people, they and their enemies, witches, are like raccoon dogs, and there is no essential difference.
Why doesn't Kyoko's father agree with Kyoko's kindness?
Because the faith that her father had held on to had collapsed.
Kyoko's father was a man of uncompromising and firm beliefs, and even if he failed to convince the world to believe his words, he remained tireless and unrepentant.
However, when Kyoko uses so-called magic to bring people in, and her father learns the truth, the faith he held on to collapses.
Believers don't believe in his ideas to listen to him, but magic.
His faith collapsed, he fell into self-doubt and denial, and his spirit collapsed, and he cursed his daughter for being a demagogic witch.
Although in Kyoko's opinion, she is a magical girl and the final solver of witches, but this is just her self-righteousness. A magical girl uses magic to fulfill her wishes, but what about the world?
Witches can also have magic.
Your own wishes are based on your own subjectivity, and the so-called do not do to others what you do not want to do to yourself. Everyone's subjectivity is different, otherwise what is the meaning of individual existence?
People often think that they are doing for the good of their loved ones, and that everything they do is to give their loved ones benefits and happiness.
But have people really thought about it from their point of view? Are they really not seeking the gratitude of others? What they say is because they feel happy because they have done it? Or is it because others are happy, they themselves are happy?
There must be despair in so-called hope. It doesn't mean that hope is necessarily someone's despair. Rather, while hope is gained, despair must also arise.
Hope and despair go hand in hand.
Saya's wish to become a magical girl is to pray that the male god she likes can stand on the stage and play the violin again, and it seems that she is making a wish for someone else, but in fact?
What was going on in her heart?
In fact, her essence is still for herself, although she herself has been rejecting and fighting against such selfish desires.
In fact, Sister Bama Mei said Saye's desire from the beginning: "You have to think clearly. Are you making a wish for his reaction, or are you just making a wish for him? ”
Obviously, Saya is the first.
She herself muttered to herself in the hospital room admitting, "Why the hell did I give up so much to save him, didn't I really want to hear what he said to me......
After Saya learns the cruel truth that her body and soul are divided - she is no longer human, and sees the person she likes fall in love with her friend, this "regret" and "unwillingness" love reaches its peak.
She can't deceive herself anymore, it's like the human heart has a surface and an inner layer, and people can deceive the surface of the heart through guò self-suggestion, in order to complete a ritual of personality satisfaction. However, the more deceived the human heart becomes, the more refined it becomes. Someday, the truth of this layer will erupt like a volcano, and the hot lava will drench you from head to toe.
Saya was immersed in the melodious sound of the young man's piano on the rooftop of the sunset. It's just that I was moved by myself. At that moment, she probably felt that she was filled with some kind of tender divinity, completing the redemption of herself and others. It's like the White Lotus in the TV series pretending to smile faintly after falling out of love and saying, I just want you to be happy.
It's very simple to pierce the shell of this fragile and false heart, to see that the beloved you gave up in exchange for a qiē is looking at other women affectionately...... Instant explosion!
"For the sake of the person she loves" is her wish to become a magical girl, but when the "loved one" is gone, the blow to a person can be imagined - just falling out of love is enough to make some people miserable, let alone Saya?
And this battle is still mandatory, because magical girls need the Seeds of Sorrow to purify their soul gems.
Although the goal of becoming a magical girl is gone, Saya can comfort herself by saying that she is a warrior of love who guards justice and protects people's happiness.
But on the train, she heard the mutual show-off conversation between two scumbags playing with the girl's feelings, which was tantamount to adding insult to injury for her, who had just fallen out of love and was mentally unstable, and was extremely sensitive to it.
When she saw that the people she was fighting so hard for were so filthy, her values completely collapsed.
What is the purpose of this qiē sacrifice, such a society, such a world, why should she protect it? What she did will never be known to the public, and she died tragically in battle, while these scum she protected can continue to live in peace.
Collapse, blackening, witch, naturally, naturally.
Saya's blackening and witching is because his own hope has turned into despair, and the west wind has overwhelmed the east wind. Saya has always thought that she became a magical girl for the people she loves, and she has always thought that she longs for Sister Bama and guards the peace of the party.
But when the faith she believed in collapsed, her fate was decided.
As one of the most vivid characters portrayed in "Madoka Magical Girl", many people can find projections in her: she is impulsive, kind, self-righteous, simple, and does things with tendons......
She is simple-minded, will be lightly instigated, and does things with enthusiasm, so she always lacks thinking. But it was precisely because of this one thing that could make her lose her enthusiasm and rely on her that she could break down.
And after the collapse, she is very prone to go to extremes. She believes in miracles and can give a little to the person she likes - even after witnessing the death of her senior sister, she still makes a contract to be able to heal her loved one.
But when she learned the truth about the soul gem, she did choose to give up on herself and not look for a solution, especially after the loved one fell in love with her friend and lost her support. Ignoring her friends who care about her, she insists on going her own way, almost stubbornly insisting on her own point of view (thinking that all other magical girls are bad except for Senpai) and refusing to accept help from others.
"Because everything has already ...... It doesn't matter......" Saya said slowly to the apricots who came to find him, "In the end, I can't figure out all the things I cherish and what I should protect......
Saya took out his soul gem, and the once pure soul gem had become cloudy.
"The balance between hope and despair is zero, as you said a time ago. I'm ...... now I kind of fully understand the meaning of this sentence, although I did save a few people. But correspondingly, the heart is full of resentment and jealousy, and it also hurts important friends...... While praying for happiness, it also evokes a curse in response, and our magical girl is such a being......"
"I'm really, so stupid......"
Saya's tears dripped onto her soul gem, and the sudden burst of air sent the unsuspecting apricot flying.
Saya's soul gem shattered suddenly.
A young girl generally refers to a girl who is underage, and a minor is a woman who has not yet reached adulthood and is in the growth period. So, should they be called "magical girls" when they will eventually become "witches"?
Saya became a witch.
Saya's death truly uncovers QB's conspiracy - the magical girl's soul gem, this egg, is finally conceived, and the one who breaks out of the egg is the witch!
QB, the incubator, uses magical girls to hatch witches!
Then there is an even more serious and terrifying question in front of people - it turns out that the witch is the magic girl she used to be.
Doesn't that mean that magical girls have been fighting magical girls all along?
The witches they once eliminated were actually magical girls like them?
When the soul gem becomes cloudy, it is necessary to hunt the witch and purify the soul gem with the seed of lamentation. And when there is no seed of lamentation, or the witch is cleared, and the soul gem cannot be purified, then the magical girl will become a new witch, endless, endless......
It's no wonder that Xiao Meiyan has always been preventing Xiao Yuan's face from becoming a magical girl, because from the moment she signed a contract with QB and became a magical girl, it was destined to be a tragedy that could not be transcended.
I thought that the tragic death of the senior sister was dark enough, but when the roots of the magical girl were discovered, people suddenly realized that the real darkness had just begun.
QB's cute appearance is no longer cute, it makes people feel the coldness of Sensen, and in the eyes of the audience, QB is almost equal to the devil!
What a magical girl, it's all just a beautiful trap woven by QB!
This truth is too dark and too heavy.
Not to mention children, even some adults can't bear the truth that they have the best dreams and hopes to become a magical girl, fight desperately against witches in unknown corners, and even if they die in the end, they will not be understood.
However, the object of their battle turned out to be a magical girl like them, and their final destination will also become a witch.
What a cruel thing to do!
This is QB, the plot of the unidentified creature that seduces simple children to become magical girls. (To be continued......)