Chapter 178: Forgotten in the rivers and lakes
Shen Family Villa. Shen Ruoqi was holding the remote control to watch TV, and Shen Han was nibbling on an apple to watch her.
Tut-tut, for three minutes, Shen Han was making such a sound all night. It seems that I can't stand her, but I just don't speak. In the end, Shen Ruoqi couldn't help but speak first: "Do I have flowers on my face?"
Shen Hanwan snorted twice: "There are no flowers, but it's very strange, it's not your usual style to give it over." Your face today is in capital letters and bold words, weird! Is your move a retreat or a new move?"
Shen Ruoqi looked at her with a strange expression, what kind of new move is to retreat into advance? She is just so simple and rude to solve the unresolved things, how can there be any twists and turns.
"You think highly of me, I don't have that many tricks. I am...... I don't want to see him in pain, and I don't want to worry so much about my daily life. So I chose the solution once and for all, which was to let him start over. After Shen Ruoqi finished speaking, he felt that he was really empathetic.
However, Shen Hanwan didn't see it that way, and snorted disdainfully: "What is it once and for all? You are the act of a coward! It is obviously your thing, why should you let it go? Without you in his memory, can't you let him remember you? If it doesn't work for a day, it will be a month, and if it doesn't work for a month, it will be a year, and one day he will always be able to remember. ”
Shen Ruoqi didn't think about it, she thought that she was by his side at the beginning, and one day he would think of her. However, this is not the case, and every time she appears next to him, it makes him even more disgusted. Every time he couldn't even finish her words, he turned and left.
She'd tried so many times that her heart was broken. Making the decision to let go really wasn't on the spur of the moment.
Shen Hanwan really doesn't understand her brain circuits, she can leave generously, but what about her son? Does a child of such an age make him a single-parent family? Does she know how much a single-parent family is a harm to the child?
Also, she has such a big belly now, can she really bear to let her child be born without a father?
There are some things that can be compromised, but this one is absolutely not okay!
"Shen Ruoqi, did Su Hanqing hypnotize you? You must be crazy to make such a big sacrifice! You only care about your own chic, have you ever thought about Xiao Yanzi? Have you ever thought about this child in your belly?"
Shen Ruoqi took a deep breath, indeed, her decision was a little selfish. Although it was a bit difficult, she still wanted to let her children choose for themselves in the future. Even if the children abandon her to go to their father's side, she will respect their decision.
Shen Hanwan laughed beside him: "It's easy for you to say it! You can say it easily now, if the child really leaves you in the future, you won't have time to cry by then." Don't always say things so nicely, there is still a big difference between imagination and reality. ”
Shen Ruoqi lowered his head and fell silent, he really couldn't watch the TV anymore. She is like that, she looks calm on the surface, and only she knows how turbulent she is inside.
"I'll go out for a while, and you can take care of Xiao Yanzi. Shen Ruoqi said that Shen Han was late, so he chose to flee the scene.
"Where are you going out? Don't run around now that you have a big belly!" Speaking of which, Shen Ruoqi's belly is not as big as Shen Hanwan's.
Shen Ruoqi pretended not to hear and quickly slipped out of the house, and only when he went out could he take a long breath. Where else can she go this snowy season?
While Li Yunze was still in the hospital, she might have to go back and pack her luggage. Walking down the long street a little melancholy, his eyes were red and his nose was sour, and he wandered around the street for a while before stopping a taxi.
Now that she is pregnant and has a big belly, she doesn't dare to drive, so when she got to the hilltop villa, she asked the driver to wait for her outside.
When the driver saw that she was pregnant, he couldn't help but ask a few more questions: "Why doesn't your husband come to pick her up on this snowy day?" The road is so slippery, you must be careful." It's okay to slow down, I'll just wait for you. ”
Although the driver couldn't help but say a few more words, it was quite intimate in the end.
Shen Ruoqi walked in slowly with his waist on his back, he hadn't come back for a long time, and he felt that the air in the house had become dull.
To pack up and leave this most familiar place, Shen Ruoqi was reluctant and sad. walked through every corner of the house, only to find that they didn't even have a wedding photo.
It turned out that Li Yunze didn't like to take pictures, so he said that this link could be omitted. That's fine, now there is not even a commemoration of the separation, only a DV recording the whole process of the wedding.
Shen Ruoqi picked up the DV, and it turned out that he had also thought about showing him this. It's just that when she showed Li Yunze the marriage certificate of the two, he threw the marriage certificate on the ground in disbelief at all.
Maybe if she goes to him with the DV, he'll probably smash the DV.
Shen Ruoqi smiled bitterly, and he was reluctant to give up. She closed the curtains at home, connected the DV to the projection, and the video of the wedding slowly reappeared.
After getting married, Shen Ruoqi took out this DV for the first time, so she didn't know that Li Yunze also recorded a paragraph at the beginning of this DV.
"Seven, when you see this video, you are already my wife. From now on, you will be all I have, and I will love you as I love myself. There are still a long days to come, and I will lead you to the end of my life.
I am not allowed to say anything about the afterlife, and it will inevitably seem a bit hypocritical to say anything like the afterlife. So I will only say to you, I will cherish you well in this life. ”
After Li Yunze in the video said this, he turned around with a smile. The video continues with the wedding, and he takes a deep breath and looks a little nervous.
Jiang Suran held the DV and asked Li Yunze with a smile: "May I ask the groom, how are you feeling now?"
Li Yunze took another deep breath: "Nervous, too nervous." I'm worried that it's not enough to surprise her, and I'm worried that I'm not enough to express it. ”
When will Li Yunze become so talkative, Jiang Suran held the DV and laughed, and the video he shot was also shaking.
The music sounded, and Shen Ruoqi was helped by Jiang Xinning and walked in. Shen Ruoqi, who was watching the video, covered his mouth and smirked, he was really not mentally prepared at all, so the expression on his face was really shocked.
Shen Ruoqi watched the video intently, not knowing when it started, and tears wet his face. It's silly to cry and laugh at the same time.
The video turned into a snowflake at the end, and all memories ended here. However, Shen Ruoqi was like a viewer who was unwilling to leave, staring at the curtain all the time.
It was the sound of the electronic lock of the door that pulled her out of her deep memories. Shen Ruoqi looked back, in the light and shadow at the door, Li Yunze's face was hidden in the shadows, and he looked so far away against the light.
With a snap, the lights in the living room were turned on.
Li Yunze looked at her like this, and then retracted his gaze and swept the shoe rack. A moment later, he changed into a pair of slippers and walked in.
They looked at each other, but no one spoke.
"I ...... I'll come back to that luggage. I've packed all my bags, so I'll go first. Shen Ruoqi didn't dare to let herself be more nostalgic, and she was afraid that she would be reluctant to leave if she looked at it more.
She pulled up the box, and Li Yunze took her hand: "If you want to go, I'll go." This house, left to you. ”
Shen Ruoqi shook his head: "No need." She left without looking back.
The taxi driver had been waiting outside the villa area for a long time, if he hadn't promised Shen Ruoqi that he could slow down, he would have left long ago. It's just that he really didn't expect that Shen Ruoqi could be so slow.
Shen Ruoqi apologized to the driver with red eyes and some embarrassment, this driver was really reasonable, and he couldn't bear to blame her with red eyes.
The snow made the road down the mountain more difficult, and Shen Ruoqi couldn't help but turn back. The driver sighed and shook his head: "I quarreled with my wife while I was pregnant, and I didn't persuade my wife to run away from home." In my opinion, such a man is not worthy of your nostalgia. ”
Shen Ruoqi hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled faintly: "It's better to forget about each other than to be in the rivers and lakes." She seems to feel this sentence now.
When Shen Hanwan saw Sen Ruoqi come back with his luggage, the whole person was not good: "I said eldest sister, did you really move?
Shen Ruoqi turned his head: "It's not that he didn't say a word, I really just said hello to him." Uncle Chang helped her carry her luggage to the room, and Li Shaoyan fell asleep on the bed.
When he heard the movement, he woke up immediately, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he asked his father when he would come to pick him up. Shen Ruoqi couldn't continue to deceive him, so he thought about how to answer this question to be more tactful.
"Xiao Yanzi, Dad, he's injured, he's ...... He may never remember us. He's going to have his new life soon, so we're going to start our new life as well, and you're going to have to get used to a new life where you'll rarely see your dad in the future. As Shen Ruoqi said this, Li Shaoyan's brows were almost furrowed.
Three-two-one, three words from the bottom. In the end, I couldn't hold back, and I cried out: "I don't want it! I want my dad to ......."
Li Shaoyan is not a crying child, and it is rare to cry as recklessly as now. Shen Ruoqi hugged her on his lap and patted his back to comfort him: "If you miss your father very much in the future, you can still go to see your father?"
It's whether Dad recognizes you or not, but it's not necessarily. This sentence was only in Shen Ruoqi's heart, and he really couldn't bear to say it.
Li Shaoyan choked up and looked up at her: "Then can we still live together?" I want to go home, I don't want to be at my grandfather's house. ”
Shen Ruoqi fell silent again, and finally shook his head at Li Shaoyan. I can't go back, and I won't be able to go back in the future.
At the hilltop villa at this moment, Li Yunze was sitting on the sofa alone. He sat upright, but his face was thin and his beard grew considerably.
This house did not exist in his memory, and he found Gu Haoran after being confirmed by Su Hanqing. This time, he took the initiative to ask Gu Haoran to sort out everything he had forgotten to him, so he returned to this villa.