The question asked by Lu Ruifen was actually the question that Gu Kanhua had been longing for, but he didn't crave this answer, he just wanted to know how to solve it, to eliminate the gap with his father, and to be an ordinary father and son together.

Gu Kanhua got the answer from Lu Ruifen, although Lu Ruifen said it euphemistically, but the meaning was clearly there, and it couldn't be changed. Gu Kanhua knew his father's temperament very well, so he didn't insist anymore, and accompanied Lu Ruifen in the dark, secretly taking care of his father.

Gu Heyi has always had guilt in his heart, not only for Li Zhangong and his wife, but also for all the people who were hurt by Gu Kanhua in that turmoil, and then derived from guilt for all the victims in that turmoil, and involuntarily took on a responsibility to add a historical mission to himself.

Gu Heyi is a typical descendant of the older generation of that party, with a natural sense of responsibility and a sense of the overall situation, putting his family behind, although his own suffering has been compensated and corrected by the government, he still insists on running for others, constantly collecting and protecting, and the folk relics are not historical materials.

"One day, the people who burned the materials will regret it. "During the turmoil, many cultural relics were criticized, and thousand-year-old cultural classics were condemned and burned. In the process of running to collect information, Gu He Yi also kept trying to salvage these classics, and after being one step late, he could only look at the ashes burning in the flames with grief and indignation, and make indignant and powerless accusations.

Lu Ruifen and Gu Kanhua do not support the old man to do these things, after all, Gu Heyi is old and has heart disease, so he is tired and running around every day, what if he is stimulated by something and gets sick again, what if something happens. But it was difficult for the two of them to come forward to stop them, especially Gu Kanhua, who could only work overtime day and night, did some things in front of Gu Heyi, and did many additional things, and by the way, he should atone for himself.

The thing that worried the two of them the most didn't happen, but Gu Heyi worked hard day and night, coupled with his advanced age, his physical functions inevitably weakened, and he caught a cold one night, and some dirty things entered his eyes at the same time, and the cornea of the eye became inflamed the next day.

"Dad can't see it anymore, if you want to go, just go over and accompany him. Lu Ruifen explained to Gu Kanhua in private, how could she, who knew her husband's mind, not understand what he was thinking.

Gu Kanhua raised his head, took a deep look at his wife, who had aged early due to hard work, did not say much, nodded solemnly, and agreed to Lu Ruifen's request.

After that, Gu Kanhua tried to follow Lu Ruifen and accompany Gu Heyi in the hospital, sometimes he went quietly, sat quietly beside Gu Heyi's bed without saying a word, and heard Gu Heyi in a daze at night, constantly shouting his and his mother's names.

Gu Kanhua often has tissues around him, and at this time, he always takes out the tissues and carefully and gently wipes away the tears on his father's face, often raising his head again, and there are tears on his face.

Gu Kanhua's body has always been not very strong, and he often runs around the country in the corner of the guy who doesn't know it, the environment is not good, and he contracted smoking in his early years, and he is even more relieved of smoking after middle age. One day, Gu Kanhua walked out of Gu Heyi's ward, didn't take a few steps, and fell straight down with black eyes.

After getting the news, Lu Ruifen rushed to the hospital in a panic, and accompanied Gu Kanhua for an examination under the doctor's arrangement.

When the results came out, it was the middle of winter, and the doctor suggested that Gu Kanhua be transferred to the provincial capital hospital for treatment, but Gu Kanhua disagreed, and Lu Ruifen could only run around to support the relationship, and reluctantly made an exception to let Gu Kanhua stay in the local military hospital for treatment.

The reason for Gu Kanhua's refusal was because Gu Heyi was still sick, and if he really went to the provincial capital hospital, he couldn't afford the consumption on the road and waiting for Lu Ruifen, let alone both. It's just that although she stayed in the local area, the two hospitals were far apart, and Lu Ruifen kept tiringly going back and forth between the two hospitals, and gradually overdrew her body with increasing fatigue.

The delay of terminal cancer is the experience of living and wasting money, Gu Kanhua was unwilling to go on like this, took the initiative to give up the treatment, protect his eyes, and wrote a suicide note.

It is more appropriate to say that it is not so much a suicide note, but a letter to Gu Heyi. Gu Kanhua signed the cornea donation confirmation form, and the copy was neatly handed over to Lu Ruifen along with the last letter, and soon went.

Since beating Gu Kanhua, Lu Ruifen has aged ten years in an instant, she has always hidden from Gu Heyi, and after the old man's surgery successfully restored her brightness, she did not tell him that his current eyes came from his son who had never forgiven.

"But I want my father-in-law to know my husband's intentions, but I can't know about my husband's death. Lu Ruifen finished speaking, her sad face added a little grievance, she looked at Zhou Shiyi eagerly, her hands clasped together and shook constantly to express her pleading, "My father-in-law is old, and the doctor said that he doesn't have much time, so I want him to know his husband's intentions, don't leave regrets to both parties, and let my husband not be at peace below." ”

Lu Ruifen patted his head, took the bag beside him at once, carefully took out a stack of papers, opened it, smoothed out the crumpled marks on it, and wiped the blurred handwriting. She slowly pushed her two hands in front of Zhou Shiyi and the two, and introduced sour and warmly, "This is the suicide note left by my husband." ”

"Dear father, my son is not filial, I'm sorry that I passed away before you......" Ling Wei stepped forward with interest, resting her head on Zhou Shiyi's chest, and unconsciously read out the contents of the paper.

I know that you will not forgive your son for the rest of your life, and your son will not dare to see you, so I can only leave this pair of eyes, accompany you to see the world more for me, and do a little filial piety. In fact, in my heart, like you, I have never forgiven myself for the mistakes I have made, and you have taught me that my youth and ignorance have never been a reason to hurt others, and I have taken your education to heart. I've been repenting for so many years, and if it works, I don't know if you'll forgive your son and accept him back to you...... In my son's life, the most proud and grateful thing is to marry the woman next to you, and the most regretful and frustrated thing is to make a mistake and separate from you......

Gu Kanhua's letter was very plain, and he didn't use any flowery words, just straight, hitting the softest place in people's hearts.

Zhou Shiyi came back to his senses after reading the letter, and said to Lu Ruifen for the first time, "Please don't be afraid, I'll help you." ”