Chapter 448 tells the heart
After hanging up the phone, Meng Xiaofeng seemed to be a lot calmer, because maybe everything could be regarded as having a result for her, although this result was not the same as she wanted, but things had developed to this point, she felt that she had to solve the trouble by herself, and it was time to give everyone a peaceful life.
After Lu Sheng hung up the phone, he was extremely irritable, so he hurried to the hotel, and after arriving at the hotel, he knocked on the old teacher's hotel door, and then the old teacher said very kindly: "What's the matter?"
After Lu Sheng saw the old teacher, he actually had a very reassuring feeling, as if he was a relative and an elder, when he was in the army before, he had such a boss to take care of himself, but since he was discharged from the army, Lu Sheng rarely bothered them, because he felt that since he had left there, there was no need to trouble others.
And I have enough trouble for these bosses, since I was discharged from the army, I came to work in this school, all of which were arranged by the previous leaders. Now, if you mention this matter to them again, it is equivalent to mentioning their sad things, so Lu Sheng feels that he still has to bear it alone, it is enough to listen without such a person.
"I've thought about it for a long time, and I think I still have to tell you, because I think it's unfair to you, to delay you for so long, to delay you for so long, and I do have a very serious problem recently. It is very likely that I do not have the opportunity, nor do I have the opportunity, to accompany you to work in Xiamen. ”
When Lu Sheng said these words, he was full of regret and chagrin, because in fact, it didn't matter to him where he lived or what kind of work he did, but it was not easy to meet a confidant and elders who understood him so well in life. After all, it is rare to meet such a wise man in life, this kind of nobleman.
"Actually, can you go to work with me? In my life, I have met many, many people with interesting stories, but this is the first time I have met someone like you, and I am very interested in you. Whether you can go to Xiamen with me to work or not, I feel that I can make a friend like you, and it is worth the time I have to wait. ”
This old teacher liked to make friends when he was young, and liked to talk with like-minded friends, and when he met someone like Lu Sheng in his old age, he also said that he cherished it, so even if Lu Sheng didn't go to work in Xiamen with him, he felt that it was worth it, at least in his life, after all, he still met such a person, and there was nothing to regret.
"Actually, I didn't plan to leave the army back then, because after one of my buddies died in an accident, I told you that I was going to take care of his sister. This girl is the Nie Tian I told you, but a few days ago, Nie Tian knew the reason for her brother's death, so she hated me very much in her heart, and she felt that she lost her brother because of me. ”
Lu Sheng plans to tell the old classroom about the things he has experienced one by one, no matter whether the old teacher can answer the doubts in his mind, but expressing his innermost thoughts, that kind of sadness, is also a kind of release, a kind of catharsis, at least the negative emotions these days can have a place to vent.
"That brother of mine chose to die in order to save me, in order to keep me alive. Since he died, I have decided to retire from the army, to investigate the events of the year, I don't want my brother to die like this, in the year before last, I have found the real culprit, but I have not told the child about this matter. ”
The old teacher listened carefully to what Lu Sheng said, he felt that Lu Sheng was a very storytelling person, he had experienced so many designs at a young age, and he had experienced life and death, and he was really different from ordinary people. Sure enough, when I saw him at that time, I felt that his temperament was different from all the young people I had seen by the old teacher.
"So since this matter has been investigated, why are you still so sad now, it is enough to prove that you are not a murderer, and your brother was voluntary back then, not forced by you, the reason why he wants you to live must be the reason why he let you live, why should you blame yourself, and the child should not blame you." ”
The old teacher is a little confused at this time, obviously the matter has been investigated clearly, why is there a contradiction now? The matter has been investigated clearly, and the state has also given an explanation, and Lu Sheng has always fulfilled the promise he made to his brother back then, and has been taking care of his sister, so it is useless and useless, why is there still hatred.
"Actually, I just told you about this, I never told that child, because I think her most important task now is to study, I don't want so long after the events of the year, to uncover her scars again, make her uncomfortable, so I want to wait for everything to settle, and then tell her clearly. At that time, she will be more receptive. ”
This is the reason why Lu Sheng has been concealing this matter, because he thinks that once this matter is known to Nie Tian, even if he explains it clearly to her, then the scar in her mind will also be revealed, and he feels that Nie Tian can't bear the pain, so he feels that he needs Nie Tian to grow up and explain it to her when he is more mature.
"So you just want to find a time, when her college entrance examination is over, the application is over, when the notice comes out, and she is also an adult, is it right to tell her again? I think this is the best opportunity, it will not delay her usual learning attitude in class, and it will not affect some of his thoughts about the future, because she is already an adult, she will think independently. ”
The old teacher suddenly had an insight into what Lu Shen really wanted to express, what Lu Sheng really wanted to express was that he really cared about this girl too much, and he was worried that some of his actions would hurt her, so he had been careful not to touch Nie Tian's sensitive nerves over the years, so this matter has been put aside.