Nan Xianyue withdrew her gaze from following the stars, she didn't know where the stars were going, whether they were distant in the sky or in the ethereal future, everything was unknown. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Taking a deep breath, she still mustered up her courage, some things, some knots, can not be solved by escaping, such as her guilt towards Yunxiao, if it weren't for her selfishness, she could have kept Yunxiao away from her life, and she didn't have to give him useless hope.

And only the moon herself knows why she didn't fall in love with Yunxiao, her feelings for Yunxiao are complicated but not to the extent of love, many times, she feels that Yunxiao is like another self, another appearance she wants to live, or rather, because of the departure of the sun when she was a child, the moon inexplicably lost her sense of security, and she has been growing up with such an emotion.

Since the disappearance of the sun, in front of her parents, the moon is well-behaved and sensible, because she knows her burden, she disguises herself as the sun, she almost becomes the shadow of another sun, she doesn't want her parents to be sad and sad, so she has to live both of them.

And in front of Yunxiao, the moon is the crazy wild girl who has no scruples, loves to cry and laugh, loves to be crazy and noisy, and from time to time she takes pleasure in bullying and teasing Yunxiao.

Sometimes, she even feels that Yunxiao is like another self, another calm and self-contained self, indulging and spoiling herself in another way, peeping at herself from time to time with a cold and distressed gaze, watching herself play two roles, watching herself play a fragmented life, not saying anything, without any complaints, only being by her side at all times, warming the frozen heart of the moon with her actions.

How can I fall in love with myself?

This is probably Yunxiao's sorrow, he also hides great secrets and pain in his heart, facing the same face every day, a face exactly the same as the sun, Yunxiao gradually transforms his guilt and distress for the moon into different feelings, but only lacks the courage to speak, just like the guilt in his heart.

Nan Xianyue did not choose to fly into the clouds, but stepped on the steps step by step, slowly ascending, those steps were obviously nothing, but they seemed so heavy under her feet, like a winding ladder, an illusory and real mist wave......

There is always an end to the road, Nan Xianyue came to Yunxiao's house, he was at home, he hadn't seen him for many days, Yunxiao was not as haggard as he imagined, and even his beard was full, on the contrary, his face was clean, his hair was neat, and he was meticulous in his dress, black shirt, dark blue jeans, and a thousand years of unchanged dress.

And Nan Xianyue carefully found that a black stud on Yunxiao's ear was like a black mole, extremely inconspicuous, but very dazzling, and the star-shaped earring was obediently attached to his crescent-shaped right ear, which was surprisingly small compared to his wide ear.

Yunxiao was facing her sideways, so that she could even see the little silver tail behind his ear stud ear, it seemed that this kid had pierced his ears, instead of perfunctorily buying fake earrings and clipping them on his ears.

The ear piercing was on him, but it was not abrupt at all, there was no ruffian, but his face was as enchanting as a peach blossom.

Yunxiao was holding a glass of water, sitting down on the sofa again while drinking, turning off the lights and starting to watch TV, only to see a movie playing on the wall of the giant screen projection.

The room was suddenly dark, and the moon sat down, anyway, she hadn't watched a movie for a long time, so she should give herself a vacation and watch a movie, which was also a good choice, but unfortunately, there was no sweet popcorn, and the other one who lacked the golden three mouths, and I don't know if lemongrass is okay now?

As soon as the movie opens, the moon has no time to care about anything else, and then, at a glance, she knows what kind of movie it is, it is "love letter".

This movie Moon has not only seen, but also watched it with Yunxiao, at that time, still in high school, Yunxiao didn't know where to rent the disc, said it was a love movie, very suitable for the moon to watch, he originally planned to leave, saying that this kind of movie can only deceive a silly girl like the moon, he is a big boy is not rare, but the moon hard-pulled Yunxiao, let him watch it with her, and took the trouble to teach this guy:

"Fool, it doesn't matter if you don't read romance novels, it's still necessary to watch romance movies, otherwise, how will you pursue girls in the future? You don't know the minds of girls, I'm anxious for you......"

"I don't need to!" Yunxiao categorically refused, but he couldn't resist the raw pull of the moon.

When watching the movie, the moon cried a lot, especially when Hiroko had a high fever, which seemed to cry and dream, and at that time, the moon even wondered how she should be sad when she knew that she was just a substitute in the heart of her deceased fiancé.

There is also Hiroko's chanting in the snow, so isn't it a kind of catharsis from the bottom of my heart?

And the hazy and beautiful first love between Fujii Tree and Fujii Tree that has not blossomed and borne fruit, fleeting but beautiful is suffocating, especially the gust of wind blowing from the window lattice, the wrinkled white shirt corners of Fujii Tree, and the white soft light melts people's fragile chests......

The moon turned around and stared at the sky, he was staring intently at the snow-capped cemetery on the giant screen, and Hiroko wept sadly......

Yunxiao's peach blossom eyes originally seemed to be born with a smile, but now, it seems to be contaminated with fine dust, and some sadness is contained in it, like chocolate in ice cream, which can't be dissolved.

Originally, the moon thought that Yunxiao was doing well, not decadent, only a little thinner, which is reasonable, after all, the people around him have passed away one after another, and no one can stand such a heavy blow, Yunxiao is good.

At least, this kid is still idle and elegant, and has fashionable ear piercings, perhaps, he has already put it down, but she is just a mediocre person herself.

But in this way, Yunxiao is not living well, at least, the past time has not completely dispersed in his heart, perhaps, he still needs time, it is said that time is the most cruel thing, it can crush everything, whether it is people's affection, or people's sorrow, everything will pass!

Nan Xianyue casually strolled around Yunxiao's house, wanting to see how he was doing, the master of solving the case said, from a person's home, you can get a glimpse of his life.

When she pushed open the door to his bedroom, the curtains were drawn, and the light in the bedroom was so dim that she could barely see clearly, except for the small, dim light on the ceiling that caught her eye.

When I looked up, there were dense stars, scattered on the ceiling of Yunxiao's bedroom, like stars...... Red, yellow, blue, green, orange, purple...... In the center, the stars combine to form a brilliant seven-colored cloud......

Nan Xianyue suddenly felt a sour nose, tears poured out uncontrollably, she let go of her voice, stared at the stars that were shining with phosphor, and cried, this time, she cried extremely loudly.

Only Yunxiao understands her so well, and only she herself can see through the hidden thoughts of Yunxiao at a glance, many people have forgotten the name of the moon in her previous life, including her former parents, about the name of the moon is catchy, everyone always calls the moon moon, of course, Yunxiao is the same. (To be continued.) )