It wasn't until soon after, when Father Ning became ill and passed away soon, that Jing Jian understood that many times, men look strong, like a big tree to shelter their family from the wind and rain, but in fact, when the storm comes, they are often the first to be broken.

And women look weak, without the shelter of the big tree, they can also struggle to fight for themselves and their children.

After Ning's father died, Ning Xiaobao's mother and daughter-in-law took Ning Xiaobao to live a difficult life, coupled with the help of Jing Jian and several comrades-in-arms, they could only reluctantly raise Ning Xiaobao, and now he is twelve years old and is about to be promoted to the fourth grade.

In the past two years, the policy has been good, and the village has implemented the package production to the household, looking at this meaning, Aunt Ning is quite enlightened, and she is simply ready to let her daughter-in-law remarry.

Xiaobao is still young after all, and he didn't make it clear in the letter he wrote, and he didn't know what his mother and his grandmother were planning, whether to recruit a son-in-law to come in and provide for Aunt Ning's old age, or simply let Xiaobao and his daughter-in-law out?

If it is the latter, who will serve the elderly in the future?

Looking at Xiaobaoniang's performance over the years, she is also very filial to Xiaobao's grandmother, and she may not be able to recruit a son-in-law into the door.

Jing Jian thought chaotically, worrying about what Xiaobao would do in the future for a while, worrying about Aunt Ning's pension for a while, and finally thinking of when the Ning family learned the news of Ning Abao's sacrifice, the family was overwhelmed with grief and lifeless.

He himself has been on the battlefield, and in recent years, he has often carried out special missions, and he knows that as a soldier, life and death are often only on the front line.

If he died, Lin Zijin would definitely be sad, but with her strong and independent character, it is estimated that it will not take several years to cheer up like Ning Abao's wife.

He took off the five-pointed star on his military hat and gave it to Ning Xiaobao, and at the same time made a decision in his heart that he would never find a partner in his life, nor would he start a family.

He will not affect others, and he will not leave fatherless children in this world.

Two years ago, he impulsively confessed to Lin Zijin, but was politely rejected by the other party at that time.

Later, when he calmed down, Jing Jian was still a little lucky: It's okay, if he dies one day, at least it won't affect Lin Zijin.

But liking someone really can't be controlled by yourself.

He often thinks of Lin Zi's cunning smiling face in the dead of night, thinks of her like a fried little milk cat, and thinks that she is just an eighteen-year-old girl, but she always pretends to be mature and sensible, and looks at him with that kind of eyes that see through everything.

At such times, Jing Jian would get up and run on the training ground until he was exhausted and couldn't move.

He couldn't control his desire to see her, but he knew that the result of doing so would be harmful to others and himself.

In the end, Jing Jian chose a compromise approach, and he decided that he could often go to see Lin Zijin, but not as a suitor.

All he had to do was see her.

Jing Jian often went to see Lin Zijin under the pretext of Uncle Dai's entrustment, and took her out to crowded places to watch some exhibitions with a group of primary and secondary school students.

Every year during the winter vacation, he used the excuse of going to see Uncle Dai and accompanied Lin Zijin back to N Province, and learned a lot about her school and family from the front.

Although I don't understand why Lin Zijin always looks worried every time she mentions her second uncle's children, Jing Jian is also infected by Lin Zijin's sorrow, thinking in his heart what a naughty and mischievous two children can make the calm Lin Zijin worry like this.

In the spring of this year, Jing Jian even used the holiday to quietly visit the two children.

Jing Jian only stayed in Shenghe Town Middle School for one day, and the boy Lin Ziwei gave him the impression that he was very sensible and a little precocious, and he always followed that silly sister all day long.

And although my sister Lin Zijiao looks innocent and simple, she is not a particularly ignorant child, why does Lin Zijin always have an expression that the sky is about to fall every time she mentions them?

Although he couldn't understand it, Jing Jian still found his comrades-in-arms who had transferred to Bayan County before, and asked him to notify him first if something happened, and ask his comrades-in-arms to take care of these two children.

He believes that with Lin Zijin's calm and stable temperament, she can always worry about it, and these two children must still have some problems that they can't see for a while, but Jing Jian's time is limited, so he doesn't have time to understand it in detail.

Jing Jian didn't tell Lin Zijin about the things he did, he just silently cared about her and everything about her, and understood the people and things related to her, but he didn't plan to have deeper entanglements with her.

It's good to be like this, maintain a pure comradeship, and let that feeling be buried deep in her heart, so that if he dies in the future, she may be sad, but not too sad.

Thinking so, Jingjian still can't control himself, every time he comes back from a mission, he has to go to see Lin Zijin first to rest assured, and every time he goes to a place, he will always bring her some gifts that girls may like.

He persuaded himself in his heart that he would treat Lin Zijin as an ordinary friend.

Unexpectedly, Lin Zijin suddenly changed his mind, and took the initiative to propose to him, willing to deal with other people!

Jing Jian only felt that his heart was suddenly torn apart by ecstasy, and he realized that he had never given up in his heart, and as long as Lin Zijin was willing to accept him, no matter what the reason, he couldn't stop him.

As for what happens in the future, he will die?

Well, he will definitely be careful and careful, he will definitely spare his life, and now his life is not only his own, but also Lin Zijin's.

Now, in addition to Uncle Dai and the Ning family, he has added another Lin Zijin.

Different from the previous two, Lin Zijin, Jing Jian had a smile on the corner of his mouth, and he silently recited this name in his heart, she was really his sweetest burden.

There was a knock on the door twice, and it was pushed open before he could speak.

Political commissar Aunt Li walked in with a tea jar, and saw the award certificate and letter on the table at a glance, he sat down and picked up the award certificate and looked at it, with a relieved face: "That little guy in the Ning family is good." ”

Jing Jian smiled and nodded, put away the certificate and letter, opened the drawer, and put it together with the thick stack of certificates and letters inside.

Li Yongjie watched his actions, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart, he adjusted his emotions and tried to do work for Jing Jian: "Jing Jian, you can't always be like this, you see that things have passed for so many years, Ning Xiaobao has also grown up, the dead are dead, and the living still have to live."

You can't start a family because you're worried about affecting others, if you're like this, won't our troops become a monk's temple?"

Jing Jian shook his head, and suddenly wanted to tease the political commissar aunt: "Political commissar, I already have a partner, or a beautiful girl, when will I bring it to you to see?"

Aunt Li shook her head in disbelief: "You kid don't come to this set less, don't you just want to escape tomorrow's sorority, do you think you can escape?"

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