Ever since then, I've been seeing hallucinations, things that seem to exist and things that don't seem to exist, things that seem to be dreamlike...

They tore at my body, distorted my body and consciousness, and sometimes stared at me from the ceiling the moment I opened my eyes, blood still oozing out of my eyes, ticking down on my forehead.

The cold touch made me realize that it was not a dream.

But what I couldn't bear the most was the boundless darkness, they appeared, they dragged me into it, and then I didn't see anything, I couldn't hear anything, I couldn't feel anything.

...

Are you scared then?

I'm afraid, at first I will cry, I will shout, I will run away like crazy, and I will even kneel down and beg for their forgiveness.

Like I said, I couldn't actually feel anything, I couldn't even hear my own shouting.

But then, I don't know when, I didn't have such a violent reaction, and I was as numb as a patient who had a frontal lobectomy.

I would crouch down, sit down, silently feel them coming, tormenting me, spitting on me, tearing me, I felt it all, like... It's like..

"Didi, Didi."

A sudden electronic voice interrupted his statement, and the interrupted man did not have the slightest displeasure on his face, he lowered his head and looked blankly at the voice recorder on the small table in front of him.

"Mr. Yan... It's—" Instead, the listener sitting across from him, who seemed a little embarrassed, leaned forward slightly and took the recorder from the table. "I seem to have forgotten to charge it, I'm very sorry. ”

"Well, okay, let's get here today, you have to save this time for me until next time!"

Yan Qi got up and stretched out his hand towards the doctor, and at the same time was concerned about how to deal with the time he didn't finish consulting this time.

"Okay, Mr. Yan, your situation is indeed relatively rare, but considering what you said earlier about what happened to you, it can also be said to be a very common type of PTSD. ”

The doctor shook the man's hand, this was his new client, and today was also the client's first visit.

He wanted to talk to him more so that he could get more information about the patients.

Half a year has passed since the catastrophe in City C, but people are completely unable to get out of that terrible shadow, so these psychologists come in handy, this is City S, only 100 kilometers away from City C, although half a year has passed, the unrecognizable City C that can be destroyed is still in the process of being rebuilt.

Many residents of City C will also go to some psychiatrists for some counseling because they are disturbed by this shadow...

Especially those... Survivors suspected of cannibalism.

"Well, I would like to ask, Mr. Yan, what is your full name?

"Yan Qi. ”

Yan Qi said lightly, he looked like he was in his early 20s, but he had a maturity that did not match his age, his body was quite tall and tall, he was wearing a short black thin jacket with a white shirt inside, his black hair was slightly messy, and even a few strands of bangs had covered his eyes, and behind those few strands of hair, there were a pair of unfathomable eyes.

But for some reason, faintly, from his bright eyes, there was a somewhat penetrating chill.

"Mr. Yan, our next meeting, I think it's set to..."

At this time, there was a commotion outside the window, although it was on the second floor, and it was still very loud through the glass.

"We have the right to know the truth!"

"We need to know the truth!"

The doctor walked over to the bedside and frowned, the work he was doing required absolute silence, and it stands to reason that the office should be located in a quieter environment.

However, he really can't leave this place at the moment, whether financially or otherwise, he is completely confined to this old two-story apartment.

"This group of people is really going to make trouble, if the above knew what happened in City C, it would have been announced a long time ago. ”

Since the tragedy in City C, an organization called "Levadine" has gradually emerged, but what the world knows about "organization" is limited to a huge system of several experimental institutions, and some kind of unknown research is underway.

Other than that, the name of the organization is still unknown.

"Then aren't you going to pick up your children from school?" Yan Qi glanced at the corner of the room, and on the small coffee table in the corner, a ragdoll bear lay quietly.

"Ahh I'm sorry to say that my lover separated from me half a year ago, and—" The doctor said this, and there seemed to be some embarrassment in his eyes. "Took my daughter too, I haven't seen my daughter for two months..."

"Oh, are they okay now?"

Yan Qi walked straight to the coffee table, picked up the ragdoll bear and looked at it.

It's a very elaborate puppet.,The left eye is a button.,Wearing a high top hat.,It seems to be loved by children.,Especially girls.,There are also some derivative animations or food.,It's a very popular bear.。

"This was my daughter's favorite toy, ah, yes, I really miss her... Mr. Yan, look, are we going to discuss the next time..."

"Do you really miss her?"

Yan Qi didn't look back, still playing with the teddy bear, but he said another sentence coldly.

"Mr. Yan.. You.. The doctor was a little angry, he thought that the other party would not talk about this topic in a funny way, but he wanted to have a seizure, but after meeting Yan Qi's eyes, he quickly lowered his head.

Although the words are very polite, under the somewhat messy bangs, the cold eyes reveal a piercing coldness.

The doctor, who was already a head shorter, instantly felt even smaller, and he had a feeling that the man in front of him seemed to be peeping at something.

And everything about himself seems to be being seen through by this man, which is really terrifying.

No, I'm the doctor, he's just a paranoid patient... There doesn't seem to be some logical problem with his communication, is there something wrong with the nerves in his brain?

Thinking so, the doctor put his hand in his trouser pocket and silently held the phone.

Did I misdiagnose him, he doesn't seem to be at the stage of being aggressive, anyway, if he talks nonsense, let's call the police first...

"Oh, Dr. Yin, I wish you a great weekend. ”

Yan Qi, however, after staring at the doctor for three minutes, chuckled, took a business card from his desk, shook it in front of his eyes, and left the office without looking back.

"Eh, Mr. Yan, you haven't agreed with me next time...", but Yin Tianlei stopped it. "What a troublesome patient... Don't come. ”

Pushing open the door on the first floor of the apartment, although it was already July, the weather was still a little cool, and the sky was gray.

Yan Qi straightened the collar of his thin black jacket and put on his black beret, and then looked at the petite figure beside him.

If it weren't for the person standing there, probably no one would have noticed her existence, as if she hadn't breathed and had no proof of existence.

The girl has long black waist-length hair, wears a slightly oversized beige off-the-shoulder top, a short black skirt underneath, a pair of white and slender thighs looming between the skirts, a small black waist bag wrapped around her waist, and beige flat sandals on her feet seem to be some years old.

The delicate-faced girl tilted her head slightly to look at the man, and then continued to stand motionless.

She seemed to have been standing here for a long time, and she wouldn't have moved a single step if it hadn't been for his orders, maybe the building had collapsed.

"Alright, I'm done. He said a word, and stopped looking at her, and walked straight to the end of the street.

"You're still not very good at talking. The girl slowly followed and said lightly. "The doctor doesn't like you very much. ”

"Pretty good ears, phew, don't eavesdrop on me next time!"

Yan Qi's dissatisfied voice came from the front, with a hint of teasing in his voice.

Yan Qi took out a cigarette from his arms, lit it silently, took a deep breath, and then looked at a silver Passat that suddenly drove on the side of the road.

The sound of the horn "beep" was heard.

"It's noisy, do you have a sense of public morality???" Yan Qi frowned, threw away the cigarette butt, stepped on it casually, and whispered to the girl beside him: "You... Shall you go in?"

"No, I don't like the smell of smoke. ”

Yan Qi shrugged helplessly, and then sat in the car.

In the driver's seat was a middle-aged man with a slightly fierce face. He was a little dark-skinned and wore a shabby yellow jacket that he hadn't washed in a long time.

He looked at the girl who was standing motionless on the side of the road, and then looked at the branches that were blown whirring on the side, and said to Yan Qi with some reluctance, "Why don't you let Xiao Ran in." ”

"Squeamish!

"Hmm... It's time for you to quit smoking... Little brute, such a cute girl, how can you bear it and create evil. Cui Jianming sighed silently, and also took out a cigarette, and was about to light it, but the cigarette was suddenly taken away by a hand, which made him dumbfounded.

"Good boy... Even I, the vice-captain, am no match for you. ”

", nod face, I've let you do it every time, and besides, you don't know what's going on with your own body since then, don't smoke. ”

Saying words to persuade people to quit smoking, Yan Qi took the opportunity to put the cigarette in his mouth, and skillfully found the igniter in the car and lit the cigarette.

"Ahem. The man coughed twice to express his dissatisfaction, but in the face of this imp who was extremely rude to him, his protest was probably just that.

"It seems that this group of marchers has not given up yet. The middle-aged man looked in the direction of the march commotion, then turned back to Yan Qi and asked.

"Yin Tianlei... Doctor Yin, do you think there is a problem?" The man said in a deep voice, "I also know that I shouldn't involve you in these dangerous things again... But Cui, I really can't do it this time... You should have pity on your uncle, and help me again. ”

Cui Jianmin is the deputy captain of the public security criminal investigation team of City C, if it is an ordinary case, he can be said to be able to catch it, and the criminal police team of Province C under his leadership, the case solving rate is also among the top in the country all year round, no, City C is still rebuilding, and City S immediately forcibly transferred him to be a temporary worker.

But this case, it's not that simple, not to mention that this matter is a file sent directly to his office, and the authorized party of this case is from the "organization".

That Levatin, which has come out this year, is a top state secret

And this case, to be investigated

It is the serial murder case that has appeared in the past two months.

The crime was only two months old, and there were actually three families killed, and an average of one murder case was committed every month, and the victims were all families of three.

The modus operandi was extremely cruel, the victim was hollowed out, his eyes were gouged out, his father, mother, the youngest victim was only 4 years old, and the whole room was filled with a strong smell of blood.

This is not only a domestic panic, but also caused a worldwide sensation, and the supreme leader personally ordered that the case must be resolved before December, otherwise the top down will be blamed and resigned.

"No problem, his daughter and wife are not here. "Yan Qi never seems to like to meet other people's gazes, but when he meets your gaze, it will make you feel a chill to your bones. "Just a failed middle-aged single old man. ”

"His wife and daughter... In the past few days, we have also been staring, and according to the investigation, it is true that half a year ago, I separated from Yin Tianlei and has been living in Y City next door. ”

Cui Jianming subconsciously reached into the pocket of his clothes, and was about to touch out the half pack of cigarettes, but suddenly remembered something, and sure enough, he saw Yan Qi staring at him with squinted eyes.

"Ah, ahem, it's too cold this day. After quickly withdrawing his hand and rubbing it in disguise, Cui Jianming continued, "Then it seems that the investigation of Yin Tianlei and his wife and daughter may be over, and tomorrow I will let Xiao Wang and Lao Li withdraw from the target, but Lao Zou... Very uneasy.,Very opposed to removing the stalker.。 ”

The old Zou in Cui Jianming's mouth is the former captain of the Public Security Criminal Police Team of City C, and Zou Xing, that is, Cui Jianming's direct boss, is now also transferred to S City as a temporary worker.

This time, there is another reason why he and Zou Xing are so concerned, that is, because the suspect involved this time is their good brother, Han Wei.

"I wouldn't believe it even if I was killed, Lao Han would... When that man goes to work, whenever he is free, he will look through the photos of his wife and daughter in his mobile phone and giggle... What's more, his family is the second victim family, what do these old bastards think. ”

As a veteran who has worked together for many years, Cui Jianming's trust in Lao Han can be said to be 100%, and he has also withstood huge pressure and strived to exonerate Han Wei. But the top threw a bunch of evidence and slapped Cui Jianming in the face.

"In the second case, when Han Wei's family was killed, he was not only at the scene, but also holding a saber that was later proven to be the murder weapon, and he was the only fingerprint in the entire room. Even a neighbor who lived next door to him heard the female victim shouting, 'Stop, old Han, are you crazy?' Yan Qi lightly began to tell the evidence that slapped Cui Jianming in the face.

"It was also the only incident in which the man was not killed. Didn't you even see him escape through the window at the third scene last week?"

"Enough!!"

Cui Jianming roared angrily, and the huge roar was extremely loud in this small car, but there was also a faint sense of vicissitudes.

It's been a long time since he's been angry at the young man next to him, and at this time he blames himself very much, it's not Yan Qi's fault, he's just... I just want to see the reality.

"Everything just now is the fact that you saw it from the perspective of criminal investigation, that is, the fact that you want to see, or what others want you to see, of course, maybe he is the fact, it's a bit awkward to say this, at the time, if it was just like that. Yan Qi continued, he was not frightened by Lao Cui's roar, but what he said next made Lao Cui's eyes widen.

"If that's the case, then the appearance of the organization is simply inexplicable, will they pay attention to this kind of ordinary homicide cases that have already locked up the suspects? After what happened in City C, do you still believe that this world is a pure materialist world?"

After speaking, Yan Qi took a deep breath of cigarette and spit towards the window glass.

"Yes, it makes sense!" said Lao Cui patted the steering wheel. "Why do they care so much about this murder case, even the day after the first murder case, before we investigated that Lao Han was directly related to these murders, the organization had already sent the direct delegation order directly to my office, and on it, Han Wei's name was the key suspect. ”

Wait, Lao Cui suddenly thought about it, this kid, is this kid telling me this to help me?

He looked at Yan Qi, who was still unhurriedly exhaling smoke rings.

"Before it happened, did they already know what someone was going to do, it seems that they were going to see Yan Zi'an, since that time, he seems to have disappeared, there is no news at all..."

Yan Qi didn't look at Lao Cui, who was staring at him, but continued to say lightly: "What I said is just hypothetical, maybe the organization is so powerful, it tracked down Han Wei immediately before or after committing the first case, in short, there is no evidence that he has nothing to do with this whole thing." ”

"Anyway... Lao Han may be innocent, and Lao Zou and I will not give up the investigation. ”

A principal case officer with serious subjective feelings towards the main suspect?

Yan Qi still couldn't say this sentence in the end, which was still a bit too big a blow for Lao Cui, since that incident, his body was not as good as before, and a lot of gorgeous hair had grown on his head.

Although Yan Qi didn't say it on the surface, he was also very anxious about Cui Jianming in his heart, but this Cui Jianming was still investigating cases for others at this time... I dragged myself over, and I'm really a nosy person...