"Actually, my full name is not Lu Yan, but Lu Yan'an; It's not an official name, it's just changed after another friend went crazy. ”

Lu Yan lay on the table with a shallow smile, his hands crossed, his head resting on his arms, but there was no focus in his eyes. She suddenly changed her movements, moved her head, tilted sideways on one arm, and slowly stretched out her other hand, turning the back of her hand over, elbows facing up, revealing centipede-like scars on the veins of her wrists, crooked and shocking.

"Is it good-looking, do you think I'm a pervert?" Lu Yan watched with an almost obsessive look, constantly stroking the scar on his wrist, "giggling" and chuckling, showing a crazy and tired look in front of them for the first time.

Zhou Shiyi was silent, subconsciously took out a cigarette from the cigarette case on the table, and inadvertently looked at Lu Yan's eyes, the madness and greed in it kept sweeping him, and a pair of eyes were blood-red.

Zhou Shiyi couldn't help but shiver, shivered and put the cigarette back again, looked at her at a loss, but immediately withdrew his eyes with a wink, wanting to escape but couldn't find a place to escape.

Heh, the look in Lu Yan's eyes has not changed, but a pair of eyes have changed shape, bent into the shape of a waning moon, licking his lips and hooking a sarcastic smile, the black pupils in his eyes are abrupt, giving people an eerie feeling, which makes people shudder.

It turns out that in the world, except for your family, or in addition to your loved ones, everyone is kind to you with conditions and limitations, and they are just outsiders.

In fact, even the kindness of your loved ones to you is conditional.

Lu Yan couldn't stop smiling, big tears rolled down from her eyes, she straightened up and held her head with one hand but kept shaking, the tears that fell from her face flew around, fell on the table, and smudged into big flowers.

"Zhou Shiyi, do you still remember that a few months ago, I accompanied your client to make up for his mistakes, in the mountain village, under the conditions of inferior environment, in the case of you all can't stand the flesh and blood turned out, blurred scene, why can I walk up without changing my face and help him deal with it?"

Lu Yan recalled the past, still smiling, and raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face. This time, she no longer looked at Zhou Shiyi, but was dumbfounded, her eyes empty and unconsciously clenched her wrists.

Her savior is gone, the man is gone, really gone, and has not been back since, and will never come back.

Zhou Shiyi was silent, but he felt that even if Lu Yan didn't look at him, he couldn't breathe. And a good ordinary person, not a close relationship, who wants to let you breathe and accept the panic you give inexplicably.

"Lu Yan," Zhou Shiyi lowered his voice intentionally or unintentionally, and called softly after lowering his tone.

"It hurts, Lolo, it hurts. Lu Yan's mind was groggy, she struggled to accept and identify the surrounding situation, and faintly heard this call, and had an illusion, subconsciously thinking that she was back to that person, that person was still there, and she was still giving her a blessing and embrace.

Lu Yan screamed glutinously, subconsciously opened his hands, rubbed his head against the air in front of him, and suddenly jumped into the air, suddenly sober, vigilant and full of resentment to look at Zhou Shiyi.

Her nerves tensed, her body slightly bent, like a wounded and running beast, tightly guarding her surroundings and everything.

"How can you, how can you know about him? How can you learn from him?" Lu Yan raised his head for a while, his eyes looked at one place but gradually softened, he looked down at his clothes, extremely unnaturally and constantly tugging at the corners of his clothes, his thoughts were erratic, and there were overlapping shadows in front of him, and suddenly it was a scene from the old time.

Before, the day after we met, you yourself said to me, when my voice was a little lower, it was like an old man. Zhou Shiyi didn't answer, his eyes were heavy and he observed Lu Yan, and there was a little more pity and distress in his eyes.

At that time, Lu Yan came to work on his first day. Lu Yan arrived early, and when he came to the office, he hadn't opened the door yet, so he simply stood outside with his back to the door, holding his arms and playing with his mobile phone.

Zhou Shiyi closed the door the night before, and talked to Ling Wei for a few hours about the office and the new clerk, because he talked too much and his voice was a little hoarse, coupled with tiredness, his voice was naturally lower than usual.

"Lu Yan, what are you doing?" Zhou Shiyi saw Lu Yan's back when he came, and couldn't help but sigh that he had really found a diligent employee, and was about to say hello to Lu Yan and establish his amiable and approachable boss image, when he suddenly found that Lu Yan's body trembled, and he turned around with hesitant steps, with a sad face.

It wasn't him, it wasn't him. After Lu Yan saw Zhou Shiyi behind him, his eyes changed a few times, and he quickly regained his calmness, and the whole person became calm again. She bowed her head slightly to Zhou Shiyi, and said hello in return, her long eyelashes fluttered, covering up the strangeness and changes in her eyes.

"Boss Zhou, I have an old man who is very similar to your current voice. Zhou Shiyi silently looked at Lu Yan's mood changes for a while, and he didn't intend to pierce it, he strode in front of Lu Yan with a smile, and when he went to open the door, he heard Lu Yan's thoughtful voice from behind.

A puzzling sentence.

Zhou Shi recalled that when he saw Lu Yan at first sight, he couldn't help but be attracted by the aura on her body, it was not that he had not tested her, but all the temptations were resolved without leaving a trace, and he sank into the sea without getting any useful information.

That was the first time Lu Yan mentioned an old man, Zhou Shiyi thought to himself, he knew that the old man was really an "old man", he just didn't know what her old man would be to her.

Zhou Shiyi suspected that it was her relatives at first, Lu Yan never mentioned her family, and she didn't contact her family much when someone was present, but a customer recognized Lu Yan by chance, and during their conversation, Zhou Shiyi keenly captured the fact that Lu Yan's parents were alive and was an only daughter.

If it is really a man with a similar voice to him, the oldest will not exceed Lu Yan's father's generation. On weekdays, Lu Yan is used to being alone again, in addition to being especially patient with children, he keeps an appropriate distance from other people and things, no matter how close and close they are.

Zhou Shiyi concluded that the old man, if he was not a close relative, would never be an existence like Lu Yan's brother.

It's just that a few days ago, in that village, inheriting thousands of years of customs in a small part of the south, the local ancestral hall was retained, and tablets were placed in it.

Lu Yan felt fresh at that time, walked in and walked around slowly, and saw the body of the tablet stiff in the main ancestral hall, and immediately turned his head and retreated.

Zhou Shiyi has always been following Lu Yan, he noticed Lu Yan's stiffness, but he couldn't see her face, and when Lu Yan turned her head, she still looked interested.

Zhou Shiyi then secretly went back and looked at the ancestral tablet, he carefully read the small character inscription on the tablet, and saw the word "Lu" on a tablet that had been placed for a few years.

The owner of the tablet was sent back by a woman surnamed Lu when he died. According to the content of the inscription, the woman surnamed Lu claimed to be his wife.