The content of the title story in this chapter is purely fictional, and if there is any similarity, it is a coincidence within a coincidence......

Everyone's normal heart, ordinary heart-

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"Is your love affair with Lee Seung Gi real or fake?"

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Inside the babysitter's car.

Lin Yun'er couldn't help but be surprised, and even felt incredible.

She didn't expect the president of the group to ask this kind of gossip question that only comes from the mouths of fans.

To answer or not to answer, to tell the truth or not to tell the truth, at this moment and in this situation, Lin Yuner actually has no other choice.

"It's true"

Seeing that her pretty face on the other side suddenly darkened, Lin Yun'er immediately added: "But it's also fake." ”

Lin Yucheng didn't answer, just looked at her quietly with half-squinted deer eyes, waiting for her to follow.

Looking out of the window for a while, Lin Yun'er bit her lip, "Yun'er, I know you have a cigarette, can you give me one?"

Lin Yucheng was not surprised, he took out the cigarette case lighter from the bag in his hand, took out two of them and put them in his mouth to light them, handed one to her, and said, "If you don't want to smoke, don't force it." ”

took the cigarette that had been lit, stared at the smoking cigarette butt, and then followed Lin Yucheng's example, took a deep breath and inhaled all the smoke into his throat...

"Ahem... Ahem, ahem... Ahem..."

Seeing that Lin Yun'er was choked by the smoke and coughed until she burst into tears, Lin Yucheng sighed secretly, got up and sat down beside her, kept patting her back with one hand, and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with the other, and then took the cigarette she took a puff from her hand, extinguished it together with the one in his hand, and waved his hand to disperse the smoke: "You really don't need to force yourself, don't say what you don't want to say." ”

Lin Yun'er, who felt better, just shook her head, turned her head to look at her pretty face with concern, and said calmly: "I said it is true, because from a subjective point of view, I have indeed interacted with him, and I have also given feelings to each other, and I have really relied on him for a certain period of time in the relationship." Caresses, kisses, I gave him all these things, and I fantasized about further things, of course he asked for it, and more than once, and even sometimes I thought, since he needs it so much, then I will simply give it all to him. ”

After a moment of silence and a pause, Lin Yun'er continued: "The reason why I haven't given it to him is because every time I get to that point, something suddenly pops up in my mind. They were desperately trying to stop me, they wouldn't let me go, I couldn't describe what it was, I thought, maybe it was sanity and situation. ”

"Although I have debuted for so many years, although I have the aura of the supreme goddess and even the first beauty in Asia, in fact, I, Lin Yuner, have always been a very conservative and traditional woman, and I also believe that I am such a woman. I know what the entertainment industry is like, so I will never have any substantive relationship between my real life and this circle, it's not that people in the circle can't believe it, it's just that I really don't want to do that, maybe I'm too selfish, but I really don't want to let myself be hurt. ”

"I'm scared. ”

With a laugh, Lin Yun'er said again: "I said it was fake, because this relationship, which looks like a romance to outsiders, was opened in the wrong way at the beginning. Lee Seung Gi pursued me for several years, and during that time I never made a very clear statement to him, neither agreeing nor refusing, not agreeing for myself, and not refusing for myself. ”

"Maybe it's vanity. He was very popular at that time, very popular, at least in South Korea, he is definitely a well-known high-quality model male artist, with a lot of national titles, countless people surround him, no one doesn't like him and doesn't please him, including those of us female idols who don't have a high status. Even if you know that you don't like him, you have to always remind yourself that you have to please him. ”

"Because he has advantages in many ways, I can't compare with him at all, so when I meet him and know him, especially when he takes care of me in my career or life one after another, I want to assert myself and don't want to push him away, and at this point, I admit that I am greedy and greedy. ”

"But then again, people's hearts are flesh and blood, and he can see and touch the care he has taken care of me again and again. I'm a woman after all, and women are always soft-hearted. I can refuse his pursuit once, twice, three times, but I can't turn a blind eye to what he has done for me, and I can't go against my conscience. So after that, I slowly tried to open up to him little by little, but I would still keep a certain distance from him, and the so-called boyfriend and girlfriend relationship has always been ambiguous, and even in the period before the relationship was exposed, the most intimate gesture I had ever done with him was just holding hands. ”

"On January 1, 2014, I didn't know how it was exposed, and I didn't look at the yellow calendar when I went out? ”

"I thought about coming out to clarify, but the company gave me a gag order for the first time not to talk nonsense, and the subsequent voices were all done by the company's public relations, and my mobile phone, computer, and iPad were all taken away by the agent at that time. Then the whole of South Korea was full of news about my relationship with Lee Seung Gi, I never thought that I, Lin Yuna, would be able to dominate the Korean Open Naver for so long..."

"The media from all walks of life have made up reports about me and Lee Seung Gi doing this and that, but I want to ask them, what does that kind of photo that is blurry or even impossible to see clearly explain the problem?...

"Because of this exposure, the official FC and my personal exclusive FC were crazy when I was young, I don't know how many fans are shouting to turn black and turn passers-by, and the number of anti is increasing every day... What I saw and felt during that time, to put it in that advertising slogan, was so sour that I couldn't stop it..."

"I thought that Lee Seung Gi would be able to stand up and help me say a word to clarify for me, but I didn't expect that he would hold a press conference to help me clarify, but he turned his face and released a love letter to the media and the public... There is deep affection between the lines, and it is really full of emotion, it is obviously a text that many people can't understand, but it has earned so much touching and support, how did I never know that his Lee Seung Gi's acting skills and writing would be so good?"

"The more things developed, the more I imagined, the more passive I became, the more I couldn't help myself, and when it was a foregone conclusion, the people would not allow me to say a word. I'm Korean, and as a little idol in Korea, I have no way to argue what to fight for, so I have no choice but to accept it and go with the flow..."

"Later, I thought that I had already reached this point anyway, and I had no ability to change anything, so it was better to change from passive to active than to be passive. Since they all believe that Lee Seung Gi and I are a couple, then at least we must be fair to each other, and we can't always be led by people, so I decided to officially date Lee Sheng Gi. At least this will not make people think that I, Lin Yun'er, am a ruthless person, even if I pretend, I have to pretend, but I didn't expect to really be emotional..."

After saying most of the chapter, Lin Yun'er was also a little dry, took out two boxes of strawberry milk from the Xiaoice box next to the seat, inserted them into a straw, and handed Lin Yucheng a box.

Lin Yucheng took the drink box, and slowly puffed up one by one, looking like a little girl. When Lin Yun'er saw him in such a posture, she was speechless: Ah, do you want to adapt to being so inspiring and so vividly synchronized with my god?

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Lin Yun'er seemed to have completely opened the conversation, and some words that were inconvenient to say were ready to be confessed to Lin Yucheng and Pan after a fierce ideological struggle. Although these words would make her blush, heartbeat, and even embarrassed.

Anyway, they are all adults, so what's the big deal? He is no one else, he is 'himself'! Since he is 'himself', let this 'self' know more about himself.

"I... I'm not a virgin..."

"Poof, ahem, ahem..."

"Damn!!"

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