Chapter 100: The rain hits the plantains

The snow curtain is fragrant and lonely, sitting alone at night is cold and cold, and the dream is broken and more remnant, I don't know where to send this heart.

Pacing slowly on the side of the coffin, the figure lingers.

He gently reached out and stroked the coffin, and his thin and pale five fingers rubbed against the damp and cold place of the jade coffin. Vaguely, it was the man's tears.

Hongyan has tears and is difficult to dry, endure parting, his heart is ashamed, and he bears thousands of sins.

The purple-clothed man looked at the tears for a long time in disbelief, and gently pushed the jade coffin open.

The woman's calm and gentle face reflected the moonlight outside the window, and she was gentle and gentle. Gong Yuyu gently stroked her soft hair on her sideburns, slowly picked her up, and hugged her into her arms on the side of the coffin in the main hall.

The suppressed cry echoed above the mourning hall, powerless and at a loss, and the pain was dazed.

"Why...... You're so stupid......"

The voice is suppressed, and the wind is silent.

"Why...... I didn't ...... with him" Gong Yuyu trembled slightly and stroked the hair on her back, pointing his fingers, so pitying: "You and I are not husband and wife at all...... He's the one you agreed with...... He's the one you're thinking about...... It's me who lied to you all along...... Lie to you I'm in poor health, lie to you I'm that person...... And thou hast always believed...... Never doubted ......"

I couldn't stop crying, and my voice was so helpless: "You are such a good girl, marry me, I don't know how to pity it...... It's so good to me, but I'm still ......" changed his voice and said in a suppressed voice: "It's me who is sorry for you...... Lang lang...... I'm the one who bears you. Holding the person in his arms tightly, his voice trembled: "How much do you love...... It's my fault, it's my fault...... Why...... I didn't love you well...... I...... I hate myself so much......" suddenly burst into tears, and he laughed sadly: "I actually let such a good lady die because of me, and the public loses the rain in this life...... He shall not die well. ”

The west wind crosses at night, and the cold moon dreams are remnant.

……

The backyard of the mountain villa, the flower town trail.

Mei Shuying turned her head and looked straight at Gong Yiyun: "Do you know what kind of feelings your eldest brother has for you?"

Gong Yiyun's face was shocked, and then he became angry and threw his sleeves away.

"If it is as the prince said, I will ask my mother to explain it clearly...... It's just that I don't bother with the private affairs of my public loser!"

"That's nature. Mei Shuying looked at him and walked away, her eyes were cold and quiet.

"In this way, is it possible that the big brother of the public loser can also be a Gu alone?" In the dark on one side, Yun Xiao walked out quietly, frowning slightly between his eyebrows, and asked Xiang Mei Shuying.

The man in white stroked the jade fan in his hand: "If Gong Yi Yun was also planted with a lover Gu alone, it would indeed be harmful, and it would make Gong Yi want to eliminate it for him." And in order to avoid it, she designed the public rain in the same way, and will deliberately hide it from us...... But Ben Gongzi always felt that he had overlooked something. ”

"I don't know why, hearing that the eldest brother of the public loser resents his brother like this, Yun Xiao is only sad and suffocated. The young man looked at the person who had already walked away in the night, and suddenly said.

Mei Shuying smiled: "You are still young and don't know how to disturb people." The love between men and women is still ruthless, and this situation can only be said to be a bad fate. ”

The young man nodded, as if he had an understanding, and raised his head and asked, "Brother Mei understands?"

The man in white turned his eyes and glanced at him coldly.

The young man in Tsing Yi was still stunned.

Mei Shuying turned around and walked, wanting to go back to Qingfeng Pavilion, but after a few steps, she suddenly froze.

Yun Xiao watched him leave, and was stunned when he saw it: "Brother Mei?"

"I didn't expect it before!" As soon as the red plum on her clothes was raised, Mei Shuying suddenly turned around and jumped up, heading straight to the Rain Curtain Pavilion.

In this situation, how could that person tolerate the rain of public loss! How could he not show up?!

Yun Xiao's eyes were shocked, and he didn't have time to ask more, and was about to follow the past.

Suddenly the sleeve was grabbed.

……

In the cold moon of the cold window, a figure stood in the fluttering drapery, looking coldly at the person holding the body of Feng Langlang on the side of the jade coffin. "You've learned your mistake and repented. ”

Gong Yiyu was shocked when he heard the sound, and then he laughed, and his voice was sad: "I have always known my mistakes...... I've always repented...... But I just can't understand it. ”

"Bastard!" the man's voice was cold, "how could I give birth to a rebel like you?!"

Gong Yuyu slowly stood up, carried the body of the wind in his arms back into the jade coffin, and turned to look back at the person behind him: "...... Father. ”

The man approached him with a grim face, and reached out and grabbed the purple-clothed man's neck. "Even if you get married, you have repeatedly asked to wait for your brother to come back, and you will not hesitate to postpone the wedding date again and again, I only want to say that you have a deep brotherly relationship...... I didn't expect ...... I didn't expect ...... You brute!"

"Daddy......" Gong Yu called, his eyes deep and painful.

"Shut up, don't call me daddy!" Gong Yiming threw the man to the ground, "I don't have a son as rebellious as you......! To Yun'er...... You!" His chest rose and fell unstoppably, and Gong Yi Ming looked down at the people on the ground, his face was extremely cold: "Gong Yu Yu, I read that you are her son, and I didn't kill you." But you're going to come out on your own! I told you, you have such crazy thoughts, and you still want to live in this life...... You can only stay in the dungeon honestly! If you go crazy in the dungeon, you won't lose the face of our public loser! I'll just let you die! But if you dare to run outside...... Run outside...... I'm going to kill you brute with my own hands!"

Gong Yuyu clenched his five fingers tightly, his face was pale and irrepressible: "I won't go back to the underground palace......"

The man's face was cold: "Tiger poison does not eat children, don't force me to kill you." ”

"There...... Without him. ”

Suddenly, the strong wind hit the face, and the chest was a palm. Gong Yuyu spat out a mouthful of blood with a "poof-" sound.

"If your mother is still here, she will be extremely disappointed in you!"

“…… You are not allowed to mention my mother!" Gong Yuyu turned his eyes to him suddenly, his eyes cold. "I'm sorry for her, but you're even more so! You're not qualified to mention her. ”

Gong Ming Huo Ran was silent for a moment. Then he looked at him coldly: "Since you know that you are sorry for your mother, why are you still obsessed!"

The purple clothes were stained with blood, and the sound was sad. "I don't understand...... I was just...... Control zhì can't stop ......" suddenly quiet, and his voice was extremely astringent: "I...... Where is it...... I miss him...... I want to see him......"

"Shut up!"

"I want to see him...... Stay close to him...... Give him everything. Looking at it in a blink of an eye, Gong Yuyu's eyes were so sad: "He keeps asking me...... What do you want most...... Actually, I never lied to him...... "Look up at the moon, the moonlight is sad." "I want him to live carefree ...... the most"

The sonorous sword sounded, and Gong Yiming shook his hand and drew the sword on the side of his neck: "If you say one more word, I will kill you!"

“…… I had just turned five years old that year, and you brought that woman back from Miaojiang, and it didn't take long for you to give birth to him...... You didn't do what you promised my mother...... Help my mother to be right...... but he made the woman the main house...... Since then, I have been the eldest son, and he is your second son. ”

Gong Yuming's body trembled.

"At first...... I really hate him...... Timid and cowardly...... So crying...... Stupid again...... Stupid again...... I also like to be strong. ”

Gong Yiyu looked at the person holding the sword, and there were tears in his smile: "Do you know...... Every time you dance a sword, study, or ride a horse with your aunt and wife, how scared is he...... But before the crowds, he will still force himself to dance for you, to read to you, to learn to ride...... Only afterwards, cry with me...... He doesn't like ...... Don't want to dance...... Don't miss ...... Didn't want to ride ...... either."

"I hate him for that...... If you don't want to, why agree...... Why do I have to force myself? I will not pay attention to him, but in my rain curtain pavilion...... Learn poetry and painting, and carve my mother's puppet every day......"

"He also knew that I did not like him, and sometimes he went to me, but he did not dare to go in, and I did not see it...... Then I woke up in the night and saw him crying in the corner of my bed...... I knew that as long as he was afraid, it would be late at night, and he would run to my side, whether I was awake or asleep, he would always be close to me, and only cry peacefully beside me. ”

A slight blood mark on the neck, oozing a little blood under the sword of Gong Yin, but Gong Yu was unconscious, and said slowly: "Later, when the lady had a birthday banquet, I knew that it was unavoidable, so I followed the nurse to see the woman for the first time...... Kowtow to her and give her a birthday greeting...... He was standing behind the woman, carefully hiding, wanting to look at me, but not daring to look at me, ridiculously tight. In front of the woman, I played with him, made him happy, tricked him into drinking the peppered water, tripped him into the pool, and choked on the water for a long time...... And I just watched from the sidelines, indifferent. ”

"But he's really stupid...... Wrapped in a wet suit, he still wants to be next to me...... Listen to me and drink the water I poured for him......"

"Later, when I came back, I was too close to him, but I was caught a cold and fell seriously ill. ”

"Then I heard that my wife had been happy and quiet since I was a child, and ordered her servants not to come and wait when I was awake. So I opened my eyes and saw him. His voice was soft and full of emotion: "I can see him standing by my bedside, and there is real worry in his eyes...... Just like when my mother was alive...... He was different from that woman...... I've always known that. Then I got used to it...... Accustomed to seeing him when you open your eyes...... I was used to him watching me practice calligraphy and painting...... I was used to him following me to learn how to carve puppets one by one...... Accustomed to his grievances, sadness, and sadness...... and threw herself into my arms and cried...... Once or twice...... I couldn't bear to push him away anymore...... I want him to live carefree. ”

Later, my health got worse and worse, and I vaguely felt that it was because of him...... At one point, I began to hate him, guard against him, and alienate him, but I still couldn't help but want to see him...... Will look at him from afar. Gong Yuyu was quiet for a moment, and his eyes suddenly became weak.

"That year...... Lang Lang met him in the backyard, and I stood not far from the pavilion and watched them all the time...... I saw him fall off his horse and be rescued by Lang Lang...... I saw Lang Lang rush out and stop the horse's hooves for him...... I saw him crying because Lang Lang was injured...... I saw Lang Lang scratching marks on the dark iron pattern in his hand...... Seeing that they agreed...... I promised to ...... again when I grew up."

The sword in Gong Yuming's hand kept shaking, and the blood seeped more and more.

"I'm very happy...... I also think...... That girl is so nice...... Kind and lovable...... How endearing...... But then ...... He came to me...... said that he wanted to learn things, became no longer cowardly, became steady, and could take care of the entire public loser......" His eyes were suddenly thick, and his voice was slightly hoarse: "I said okay...... The eldest brother was very pleased. Then I asked him...... Why do you suddenly want to change...... Who influenced you?" smiled lightly, and Gong Yuyu's eyes were bitter and compassionate: "He said it was because of my ......"

"I thought...... I can do nothing...... Standing behind him without caring about anything...... Guarding him for the rest of his life...... But it couldn't ...... I can't do it......" Tears slid down slightly, dripping onto the sword in Gong Ming's hand. Gong Yu said in a trembling voice: "I can't stand him lying to me...... I can't stand him, but I want to hide it from me...... The girl's business...... I don't give up...... Asked him tentatively many times...... Every ...... He replied because I was taught...... Not a word about the girl...... I didn't mention the agreement with her...... "Suddenly it was hard to breathe, and Gong Yuyu closed his eyes and said: "At that time...... I know it...... He doesn't see me as a big brother anymore......"

"So...... Later, Lang Lang mistook me for him...... I acquiesced...... I thought to myself...... Wait for him to come back...... When he came to me and told me like before, this girl was actually the one who changed him and influenced him, and was hidden in his heart...... Then I won't have to deal with him...... But he was able to come on the night of marriage...... Rush in front of us...... But they still won't tell me the truth. ”

Five fingers clenched, and the public lost the rain with guilt and helplessness: "I robbed his beloved woman...... Deliberately make him sad and sad...... But it turned out that he was sad and sad that I was so painful...... Every time I saw his sad eyes, I looked at Lang Lang...... My heart hurts uncontrollably...... But why didn't he sue me?!" Gong Yiyu stretched out his hand to support the jade coffin, and cried suppressedly: "I have always refused to touch Lang Lang...... I want to wait for him to soften...... When he came to me, confessed to me, and begged me...... Tell me the truth...... Just like before...... As long as he comes and begs me...... I'll give Lang Lang back to him...... But...... All the time. ”

Gong Yu looked at the jade coffin, and his voice was painful: "I feel more and more sorry for Lang Lang...... All the expectations, hopes, and guilt are pressed in the bottom of my heart, and I am painful and sad...... I don't know what's wrong with me...... Later, when I saw him grabbing Lang Lang's hand in the courtyard, I couldn't help but be angry with Lang Lang...... drunk himself alone in the Feihua Building one by one...... Only then did I realize how ridiculous I was...... But when he came to find me and took me back to the Rain Curtain Pavilion...... I couldn't help but look forward to it...... I took him to see the black horse he had given me...... And he said it was the same as it was back then...... Same as back then...... But the next moment, he raised his hand and killed the black horse......" Tears flowed down freely, and Gong Yiyu said word by word: "At that time...... I looked at the blood of the black horse on the ground...... The wine woke up all at once...... Suddenly, I just felt ...... After dreaming for more than 20 years, he finally died. Gong Yuyu said in a trembling voice: "I have never ...... Feel so cold...... My heart hurts so much...... I don't want to see him again......"

"So I designed him and Lang Lang to become skin-to-skin, and used the account book to frame him so that the competition steward would find out, so as to return Lang Lang to him...... In order to make yourself no longer able to stay in the public loser...... Far away from him...... I won't see him again......" his body trembled, and his voice was weak: "I thought...... So I can forget about him...... Forgot what was expected of him...... Forget this intolerable mind...... But...... I can't ...... at all," he closed, "I still miss him...... So think about it...... Thinking that he is full of satisfaction...... It hurts to think about it...... I thought that as long as I saw him again, I would die...... It doesn't hurt either. ”

Touching the jade coffin with his hand, he said bitterly: "But I heard about Lang Lang's death...... It turned out that they couldn't get together at all...... Even if I'm not there...... The previous mistakes cannot be remedied...... I've killed him...... It hurt her too...... I robbed the woman he loved so willfully...... I never went back...... I killed that kind and lovable girl...... Killed a girl who was so good to me...... killed the person he loved......" Gong Yiyu gritted his teeth and said bitterly: "He...... Hate me so much......"