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Lying on the bed and falling asleep, he didn't know how long he slept, but he only felt some brightness, so he got up slowly, and he didn't feel good in the morning.

There is an indescribable feeling floating from the bottom of my heart, as if something has disappeared, as if something has been plundered, and it feels strange.

He made the bed and smelled something about her, it snowed yesterday, and today it was extremely cold, and the moment he opened the window, his skin seemed to freeze.

He opened the closet and found that some of her clothes had not been taken away, and sometimes some traces were left behind, but it was troublesome, and it might be better to disappear completely.

He picked up a white cartoon T-shirt, put it under his nose and smelled it, there was a smell of laundry detergent, but unfortunately her smell did not remain, but the neckline of the T-shirt was slightly deformed, perhaps a trace of her.

He shook his head, took out his clothes, and went to the living room.

Walking into the bathroom, he found the toothbrush she hadn't taken with him, the toothbrush was sky blue, and the bristles of the toothbrush were slightly curved, so much so that he thought of some weird memories.

For example, when she picks up a toothbrush and keeps brushing her teeth, her mouth is full of foam, she laughs like a madman, and memories are a very cruel thing, especially when she is alone.

"What are you thinking. Li Mu shook his head.

He couldn't help but pick up her toothbrush and use it, but he felt that he was really crazy, otherwise how could he do such a thing, but thinking about it, he was not so normal, so he simply used it.

After taking a shower, he came out of the bathroom and began to make breakfast, thinking about today's itinerary, whether he might have to see her from a distance today, or he might not see her at all.

He thought about it, he liked her, and he wanted to find it back, but he didn't think of a reason to convince her, what was the reason? What kind of reason is appropriate?

Because I like you, please like me too, but she likes him in the first place, so why leave? It's a strange paradox.

Li Mu put the egg fried rice on the plate, turned on a sad music, and felt the solitary eating in the early morning, sometimes eating alone is not a very bad thing.

The song is "ACT5" by Nell, and he finds that many of the songs in this band are very melancholy, and they are used to commit suicide when they are out of love, and he feels a little bit of that way now.

A faint melancholy deposited like a snowflake in the secret base of his heart, accumulating more and more, as if covering that layer of cinematic memories.

Hey.

Do you want to commit suicide together?

The song seems to greet him, and his answer is, of course, no, he still wants to live, although he has lost something, it does not mean that he wants to die like this.

Can lovers share each other's blood and bones, maybe, but can two people who like each other share their thoughts?

He dreamed of her last night, and she seemed to be laughing, laughing so happily that he didn't even know whether he should laugh with her, maybe he should laugh, maybe he shouldn't laugh.

After eating.

Li Mu went downstairs and walked the dog, Rhine looked cheerful, for it, the disappearance of the hostess did not seem to be a sad thing, their feelings were not deep.

Buzzing.

"Hi, hello. ”

Messages from strangers, numbers that have never been seen before.

"Hello. Li Mu thought about it and replied, maybe he was too bored.

"It's a cloudy day and it's fun. ”

"yes. “

"Do you think the clouds look good?"

"Not bad. ”

Messages from strangers are no longer replied to, and they disappear without a trace.

Maybe it was the wrong message, Li Mu thought that there will always be many coincidences in this world, some people come into your life and leave from there, as if they never appeared.

You may still be able to meet at a certain intersection, but it's just a stranger.

Li Mu took Rhine home, ready to go out for a walk, today's weather is not bad, it is very suitable for a walk alone, there is nothing wrong with being alone.

In the staggered alleys, there are two men who are swallowing smoke in the alleys, and it is not easy to find a place to smoke now.

Li Mu walked alone through the streets that she had once walked with her with her bag, smelling the air in the city mixed with her breath, looking for certain traces.

Buzzing.

"It's noon, do you want to eat?"

It's the stranger again.

"No, I like to be hungry. ”

“stranger。 ”

"It's always been like this. ”

The stranger is not replying.

Li Mu shook his head and continued to walk forward, he walked through the streets, passed by many shops, smelled a lot of different smells, and heard all kinds of sounds.

While passing by a pet store, I found some puppies, including a teddy dog.

Teddy dogs are not uncommon dogs, and he noticed a brown teddy dog running towards him in front of him, led by a young woman.

She has long hair, gentle eyebrows, pale pink lipstick on her lips, and a simple white canvas bag on her left shoulder, but her earrings are very large, like Taijiu.

"I'm sorry. She said to Li Mu.

The teddy dog pounced on Li Mu and jumped around.

Li Mu took out a dried meat from his trouser pocket, he seemed to have the food for Rhine with him, and the teddy dog ate the food in his hand at once.

"It doesn't matter. Li Mu smiled.

"You're ......" the long-haired girl looked at him and tilted her head.

"Am I?" Li Mu wondered, he was sure that he had not seen her.

"I recognized the wrong person, I thought it was my classmate, are you also a student?"

"Possibly. ”

"You have a dog too. ”

"Hmm. ”

"That's why I'm taking this, I'm going to dinner, do you want to come along?"

Cuckoo.

Li Mu's stomach screamed.

The girl chuckled.

"Good. Li Mu thought for a while and nodded.

"I'll put it back first, my house is nearby, can you wait for me here?"

"Good. ”

Waited a while.

She came back and walked with Li Mu to a nearby restaurant, she seemed to be very cheerful and liked to talk.

She said that her name is Jin Shijing, she studied art, she likes to draw and sing, but her favorite is dogs, and she knows that Li Mu raises dogs, so she asked him what he raised.

"Labrador. Li Mu said.

"Labrador, it should be cute. ”

"Hmm. Li Mu nodded, and glanced at her eyebrows again, although there were some similarities, there were still some differences, perhaps because the makeup was more similar.

Is he starting to hallucinate? That's not a good thing.

"Hmm, I'm going to work, by the way, what is your mobile phone number. Naturally, she pulled out her phone.

"Well, 010-xxxx-xxxx. Li Mu told her her mobile phone number.

The two are separated.

Li Mu found that there was an extra friend request in Kakaotalk, and Li Mu agreed to the request.

"Are you going?" Li Mu pondered, should he go to that place or not?

In the end, he decided to check it out.

There were a lot of people when he came, and he watched from a distance, but still did not find her figure, and it was not until a moment that he saw her figure, and she seemed to be doing well.

"Maybe she's doing well. Li Mu whispered, and he looked at her through the flow of people.

She also seemed to notice Li Mu's side, but it was only a glance, and she quickly regained her gaze, perhaps she had already decided to avoid him.

Li Mu shook his head and walked out of the crowd, but he couldn't help but turn around, and in an instant, his eyes met, he saw her pupils, and she also saw his eyes.

But it staggered in the next second.

Li Mu chuckled, he didn't know if he was laughing at himself or something else, but a feeling rose from the bottom of his heart for no reason, what kind of feeling was this?

Night falls.

Li Mu walked down the streets, rubbing shoulders with many people and losing all direction.

Buzzing.

"How was the night?"

"It's fine. Li Mu replied.

It's the stranger again.

The stranger did not reply again.

Li Mu shook her head and received a message from Kim Go-eun, saying that she was watching a movie together, and she wanted to observe something.

Li Mu thought about it and didn't refuse.

There was also Han Xiujing who came, Han Xiujing saw him and asked him how he felt about falling out of love, Li Mu said, it's okay.

The three of them went to a video store, rented several adult movies, and then came to Han Xiujing's apartment to watch them together.

Han Xiujing also lives alone, her apartment is very large and clean, which makes Li Mu's ability to live as a woman change slightly.

"Sit down, what do you want to drink? Coke, coffee, or juice?"

"Water. Kim Go-eun said.

"I'm going to drink Coke. Li Mu said.

When he is depressed, he needs to supplement some carbohydrates so that his nerves can be excited, so that he will not get depressed.

The movie begins.

Li Mu doesn't understand the content very well, after all, it is an adult-oriented boring movie, and it pays more attention to sensory reactions than the plot.

Fortunately, the three of them are not very normal, and they don't feel much excitement when they watch those movies, Kim Go-eun is just holding a pen to record something, and Han Xiujing is playing with a mobile phone.

Li Mu was lying on the sofa thinking about the plot, and after thinking about it, he didn't understand what was going on, the male protagonist seemed to like a woman, that woman had a boyfriend, and then the woman's boyfriend split his legs.

But the hero is a kind person who doesn't want to take advantage of the situation, and silently protects the heroine. The heroine is obviously very open, but the male protagonist is more reserved, but fortunately, at the end of the film, the two do it once and then it ends.

Next, Kim Go-eun began to put on another movie, and Han Xiujing ordered two fried chicken takeaways, while asking about Li Mu's breakup.

"That's pretty much it. Li Mu said casually.

"I didn't understand, which means that she liked you very much and broke up with you?"

"Yes. ”

"Would you like to introduce a new girlfriend?"

"No need. ”

"Why?" Han Xiujing was slightly wary.

"I still like her. ”

"That's good. Han Xiujing looked relieved.

"Good what?"

"Fried chicken with Coke, how's that?"

"Well, I don't want to drink anyway. Li Mu said.

After eating the fried chicken.

They continued to watch the movie, and they didn't know how much they watched until late at night.

Buzzing.

"Don't you sleep?"

Stranger's information.

"How do you know I don't sleep?"

"Guess. ”

"Oh. ”

Strangers don't reply either.

Li Mu shook his head and half-lay on the sofa, sleepiness hit.

"Would I like to give you a quilt? Han Xiujing asked.

"Good. ”

Han Xiujing took the quilt and pillow to Li Mu.

The two of them continued to watch the movie, and Li Mu lay on his side, feeling the invasion of the god of sleep in the noisy sound.

The chaos and noise seemed to bring him into a state of silence, and he fell into a wordless dream, with a white body in front of him.

He tangled slowly with her, his fingers running down her body, feeling her softness and warmth.

Late at night.

He woke up.

There were two bodies on the floor of the living room, and they slept soundly, the moonlight shining in and shining on their bodies, moving along their cheeks.

He took a breath and looked at the ceiling.

The lights on the ceiling have gone out, and forbidden content is still playing on the screen.

Buzzing.

"Lion Bear, isn't there?"

"In. ”

"You went today?"

"Hmm. ”

"No wonder she's a little weird when she comes back, Lion Bear, but can you really hold on?"

"Yes. ”

"Well, I'll figure it out. ”

"What's the solution?"

"I didn't expect it now, maybe I could let you meet in the future, and besides, I think it would be good for you to give it a try. ”

"What?"

"Haven't you dated other women?"

"Almost. ”

"Then you can try it, and if you don't feel it after trying, then I'll help you. ”

“…… Good. ”

"Lion Bear, but I still think it's better for you to give up, you know? ”

"Well, so I don't want to be separated. ”

"Hey, you're stubborn. ”

"Yes. ”

"The first time I've seen someone like you, alas, is it fun to fall in love?"

"Didn't you talk about it?"

"I haven't talked about it lately, and when I think about it, it always feels a little unreal. ”

"How is it not real?"

"I can't say clearly, I just like someone, but when I am together, I find that that person is actually different from what I imagined, and then I get together less and leave more, and gradually become estranged, and finally I can't even count as friends. ”

"Probably. ”

"Don't you regret it?"

"Regret what?"

"Knowing her, it is obviously very difficult for two people to be together, they have little time to meet, and they can't do things openly like other couples. ”

"It doesn't matter. ”

"Really, can you really tolerate all her shortcomings?"

"Well, at the beginning, I only saw the advantages, and in the end, didn't I just break up?"

“…… Yes, do you know my shortcomings?"

"I don't know. Li Mu thought for a while.

"It's really disappointing for me as a friend. ”

"Does a low IQ count?"

"You're a low-IQ talent! ”

"Hmm. ”

"But it's really not smart enough, otherwise it wouldn't always be wrong. She replied.

"Well, you know that, too. ”

“…… I really want to beat you up. ”

"Come on. ”

"We'll meet tomorrow, and I have something to talk to you about. ”

"Good. ”

"By the way, how do you feel right now?"

"It's a little melancholy, but fortunately, I've felt this way before, and it's not too uncomfortable. ”