485, persistence and principles

PS: I have been coughing for more than 20 days, Western medicine, Chinese medicine, home remedies, buy a nebulizer online to atomize it at home, and I have exhausted all the methods, but I still have a cough...... I was scared and didn't dare to put it off any longer, so I decided to go to the hospital today to let the doctor check my lungs, so I only have one shift today, forgive me...... (Tomorrow 5,000 words will return to everyone, wait and see)

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Wang Bo happily went to bed and leaned against Dong Zhen. The high and low bed that my godsister slept on was a single bed, only one meter wide, squeezing an adult and a person who was about to become an adult, so she only had arms to arms, and her legs were leaning together. Wang Bo felt that Dong Zhen's body next to him seemed to tremble, and he didn't know if it was cold or something else. But he could only think that the other party was afraid of the cold, so he pulled the quilt that only covered Dong Zhen's lower body upwards until his chest.

"Thank you!" Dong Zhen thanked him, glanced at Wang Bo, and said, "Bobo, I can't see that you are so small, you still care about people so well, do there are many girls in your class who like you?"

"How can I be? I'm not a sweetheart, why do people like it?" Wang Bo was a little surprised.

"You are a sweetheart! Good grades, versatile, gentle and generous, and more caring about people. I don't believe the girls in your class are not tempted!"

"Maybe there is. However, if people don't say it, I don't know!" Wang Bo continued to say modestly.

"No one has ever confessed to you, haven't you ever received a love letter from a bold girl?" Dong Zhen asked again.

Wang Bo immediately thought of the stack of ten or twenty letters that he treasured in the drawer as "trophies", which could be regarded as love letters, and he couldn't help but feel a trace of pride in his heart. But he said: "How can it be? You don't know the style of study in the fourth middle school, it is possible for a boy to write a love letter to a girl, how can a girl write a love letter to a boy? I'm not a public lover, and I'm not particularly handsome, so why do people write love letters to me?"

Girls are much more reserved than boys. Dong Zhen nodded, "By the way, Bobo, when did you and your little girlfriend start playing friends?"

"More than a month ago. ”

"The day you lived?" Dong Zhen's eyes suddenly widened.

"Hmm!" Wang Bo nodded.

"Hehe, you'll be looking for a chance!" Dong Zhen smiled.

"Why...... It's just the right time!" Wang Bo said with some embarrassment.

"When did you fall in love with that 'pretty model'?"

"When I was in high school. ”

"Love at first sight?"

"It wasn't love at first sight...... Belch. Actually, it was love at first sight!" Wang Bo bowed his head and said, a little surprised. Talk about her love history with a girl like Dong Zhen, who is familiar but not so familiar that she is heart-to-heart. He always felt a little weird.

"Bobo, can you ask a comparison...... Secret question?" After a while, Dong Zhen asked again.

"Secret?" Wang Bo was stunned, "Then it depends on how secretive it is!"

"You...... Progress with your little girlfriend to ...... To what extent?" Dong Zhen tilted her head. Stared at Wang Bo's side face. A frustration.

Wang Bo was shocked, knowing what Dong Zhen wanted to gossip, but he pondered for a while, and said deliberately: "Sister Zhen, it has only been a month since I established a relationship with Liang Ya, how can there be any progress?"

"No KISS, hug or anything like that?"

"How can it be even fast?" Wang Bo was like a hedgehog that had been stabbed, "That's it...... It's just holding hands. ”

"Hee-hee. You're ...... Don't want to?" Dong Zhen smiled.

"Of course I think so, but. Isn't it that you haven't been playing friends for long?" Dong Zhen has been asking about his gossip, and Wang Bo is also ready to fight back, "Sister Zhen, what about you, where are you and the surnamed Mu progressing?"

As soon as he asked, Dong Zhen's originally excited face quickly became gloomy. Wang Bo immediately understood that he had said the wrong thing, Mu Junyi was like her scar to Dong Zhen, and he also went to expose other people's scars, which was really a little inconsiderate, so he immediately apologized: "I'm sorry, Sister Zhen." ”

"It's okay!" Dong Zhen smiled reluctantly and patted Wang Bo's shoulder with her hand, "You told me so many secrets, in exchange, I should tell you too." ”

"Sister Zhenβ€”" Wang Bo spoke again.

"Don't talk, listen to my sister tell you slowly. Dong Zhen raised an index finger and pressed it on Wang Bo's lips. Wang Bo then shut up. Although the other party's index finger was completely separated from his lips, that kind of tactile feeling was deeply imprinted in Wang Bo's mind, making him a little distracted for a while.

"Mu Junyi and I were introduced by relatives. I've known each other for about three months. Dong Zhen began to tell his love history, and Wang Bo estimated in his heart that three months, that is, September, when he started school.

"He is four years older than me and graduated from West China Medical University. Because of the excellent professional knowledge and the school, in the People's Hospital, it is more valued by their leaders and is cultivated as a young backbone. As far as work is concerned, he can be regarded as a promising young man.

"How can I say how I feel about Mu Junyi? The first idea was to get in touch and see if everyone's personalities were compatible and if they could be together.

After a period of contact, I found that this person's personality is still quite good: sunny, polite, and self-motivated, except for sometimes being a little arrogant - this may be a common problem for students graduating from prestigious schools, and there are no other problems or bad habits in life. I'm more concerned about it.

"It was probably just over a month ago, by the way, after attending your birthday party, he and I officially established a relationship and started a formal relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend.

"Soon after the official relationship began, he proposed ...... to me That kind of requestβ€”you know what I mean?" Speaking of this, Dong Zhen glanced at Wang Bo, and after seeing Wang Bo nodding in a little surprise, he began to continue, "This kind of request. Of course I can understand. However, in terms of sexuality, because of tutoring. I'm kind of a conservative one. Moreover, it's not just me, your sister, and Li Jing, in fact, they are all about the same. Don't look at us singing and drinking a lot, and acting in a heroic manner, just think that we will mess around in that regard. That's just an illusion. In terms of play, your sister and I are both a little indulgent. But that kind of thing, Bo Bo, we will all be very cautious. At least not with a guy who's only known him for three months. Do you see what I mean?"

Wang Bo nodded. Understood!

"He mentioned to me several times that he was doing that kind of thing with him, saying that he had endured it hard and held it back. Sometimes, I see his hard work and patience. I really want to give it to him. Let him get his wish. Anyway, if you do it early and late, you will do it sooner or later. How much does it make sense for me to insist on what I call persistence? And, as a normal girl, I don't want to do that kind of thing myself. The instinctive need from the physiological side also tormented me from time to time, and tempted me to break a certain barrier in my heart and come to a complete liberation.

"But. I just can't get over this. It's just that I don't want to give it to each other at this time. I don't know why, but every time he prays to me. When I asked him to give it to him, a voice in my heart came out saying no, telling me to be cautious, and not to regret it for the rest of my life.

"In the past two days, I have been reflecting on myself: the reason why I am so persistent and principled in front of him is probably not because I am really persistent or principled, but because I am still not sure whether I can go on with him until I enter the palace of marriage. Or more fundamentally, I don't really like him and I'm willing to give everything for him. So, because of this, there are many concerns.

"If I like him from the bottom of my heart and accept him, I won't be so hesitant and entangled after he has expressed that meaning to me repeatedly, but open my heart and enjoy that wonderful man/woman/love together.

"Let me tell you, Bo Bo, when I saw Mu Junyi sitting up naked from that simple, cramped bed, the first thought that came to my mind was not anger, but a relief, a liberation from the kind of bondage and shackles. I don't feel like I have to say sorry to him again. He's finally found someone who can let him vent, who is willing to let him do what he wants.

"For the breakup with Mu Junyi, I don't feel that kind of heart-wrenching sadness. But it was precisely because I didn't feel it that I fell into another kind of sorrow.

"You know, Bo, I don't hate him at all, not at all! In a way, I actually understand him. But only in this way, only when there is no hatred, can I feel more sad and more sorry.

"Bo, you say, am I a bad woman, an incompetent girlfriend who doesn't treat her boyfriend wholeheartedly?"

Wang Bo looked up and saw that Dong Zhen, who had been narrating in an extremely rational language, didn't know when she was already in tears.

Wang Bo naturally reached out and hugged Dong Zhen in his arms, comforting him: "Sister Zhen, don't blame yourself. Don't be so yourself. You didn't do anything wrong. It is a rare quality for girls to have their own persistence and not blindly obey boys' demands. You are not incompetent. It was Mu Junyi who was incompetent. It was he who could not withstand the temptation and betrayed you first. Your persistence and your principles should be understood and respected by him, not betrayed! You are not sorry!"

Dong Zhen threw herself into Wang Bo's arms and sobbed softly, her voice was mournful and desolate. Wang Bo patted Dong Zhen's back with his hand, and sighed to himself, sighing that he was really disturbed, and he couldn't explain it.

And Dong Zhen, the delicate girl, just said, but it made him feel as if he had re-acquainted with each other. What he didn't expect was that she was singing, drinking, and often talking to Li Junhua, Li Jing and others how crazy she came, he thought he would be a more open and casual person, but he didn't expect that the other party was "inconsistent between the outside and the inside", and his heart, in a corner unknown to outsiders, actually had his own persistence and principles.

Dong Zhen is like this, things are gathered by like, people are grouped, what about Cousin Li, who seems to be bold and has been dating boys since the third year of junior high school? Like Dong Zhen, "the outside is not the same", does she have her own persistence and principles?

Wang Bo's thoughts flew and began to think.

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