"Do you love Lu Li or me?" he looked at me quietly, waiting for an answer.

There is almost no need to ask this sentence.

However, when he asked, I wanted to give him an answer.

Tell him directly that I love Lu Li, should I tell him the story of our past?

Tell me about the hardships I had when I was a child, about the days when we were beaten together, and how he guarded me from being bullied when I was at my lowest?

"Maybe I shouldn't have asked......" His eyes instantly faded when he saw that I didn't speak.

"Different feelings can't be compared. We're all different, aren't we?" I said. Try not to deceive him about revealing his true thoughts.

"If there is only one person left in the world of love, will you keep him or me?" he asked again, and when he saw that my expression was a little indifferent, he added: "You must know that Lu Li is an engaged person." ”

His last sentence inexplicably pierced my heart.

He Baihe was too good to Lu Li, she helped him establish his prestige when he was in the Silver Triangle, and later after he was injured, it was He Baihe who saved him from the police, even if the domestic doctor said that it was no longer possible, she did not hesitate to take him here for treatment.

Regardless of how much money was spent on this, that dedication alone moved me, can the kind-hearted Lu Li not be moved?

"That place in my heart will still be left to Lu Li, right?" he asked.

I shook my head and said, "I don't know...... I don't know how to answer. ”

"Actually, you know that Lu Li can't be with you, right? He's engaged, and he doesn't love you, right?" he asked. His expression became more and more anxious.

I know how heavy and strong his thoughts are about me, otherwise he wouldn't have changed his mind and came to the United States for surgery. However, now that it's over, I really don't want to continue with such an emotional entanglement that shouldn't continue.

"We're not really suitable. "I said it directly.

His expression darkened, the light in his eyes seemed to fade in that moment, and the whole person was speechless, "You mean, we broke up, right?"

"We cheated on each other, didn't we? You lied to me that you came to school and ended up seeing a doctor. I lied to you that I liked you, but I also wanted you to heal. I said.

"I admit that I lied to you, but why did I lie to you? I also have self-esteem, and if I told you that I was a dying man! Would you fall in love with me? No...... I was wrong, you agreed to fall in love with me precisely because I was a dying person, just like Zhang Liang! Just like the words I said in front of Zhang Liang, I asked him to promise me to pursue you, because I showed him my medical records, and I asked him to pity me! I ...... I am so humble in front of you!......" He smiled bitterly, shook his head again, and then seemed to be full of tears, but he did not dare to cry.

That painful look made me entangled.

"I never thought the two of us would be the way we are, I wish we could just go on, even if we can't be lovers? Isn't it good to be friends?" I explained.

"Huh...... ......He turned sadly, not wanting to see me struggling with his crutches and bowing his head.

The sunlight at that moment was too bright, and the brightness was particularly uncomfortable.

If it was a shower at the moment, it might be much better, and if you think about it, maybe it was destined to break up at this time, right?

Even if I don't want to say it during his recovery, since I know my relationship with Lu Li, I can only say it.

"I don't want to give up on you......" he suddenly turned to look at me, "...... You know what? This life is alive because of you, and if I had known it was a lie, I might as well have died. ”

"Tian Sen, I don't have the impression that you are such an extreme person. I said. I hate talking about life and death in love, and I don't like to put too much pressure on each other.

Although when I face Lu Li, I may also go to the extreme to ask him to come back, ask him not to go to the Silver Triangle, and let him stay at home with me, although I have also been selfish, but I will still agree with all his ideas.

Even if he wakes up one day and tells me - you go, I want to marry He Lily - then I will let go of everything, even if I force myself to let go of everything, I will leave.

However, Lu Li didn't, he always said to let me wait, and he always said that he would give me an explanation!

So I've been waiting stupidly for him to give me an explanation, and if he gave me an explanation that made me betray the whole world to love him, I would do the same.

"I'm not extreme!" he said aloud.

"In my eyes, it's extreme, it's not extreme but it's persecution, we're all adults, we have to know how to respect each other. ”

"Why do you lie to me!Why do you want to lie to me!Why do you want to lie to me so real!?I don't believe you don't have the slightest affection for me......"

When he said these words in such a "crying" manner, I realized that my heart was so hard.

He is the best and best man to me since I was a child, and he can be described as good to me with meticulous care.

When I'm with me, I don't leave an inch, I take my tastes into account when I cook, and when I go to training, I learn fashion things to improve my grades. Everything he has is like a good boyfriend.

However, there is no standard for love, it only acts according to our restless heart.

If there were standards and rules, then there would not be so much love and hate in this world.

The souls that can fit are one in a thousand, and what we have is more of an unfair competition in love. When each of us meets the "most loved" person, we don't want to let go, but reality is a big killer of love.

It takes two people to face the suffering of reality together, and if Lu Li loses to reality one day, my persistence will become ethereal.

…

"I went too far...... Heh," he smiled wryly and held his forehead, and then walked past me in a little panic, saying as he walked, "I'm sorry, I lost my temper, I shouldn't have talked to you like this, I shouldn't have ...... like this"

When I saw him admit his mistake, the kind of self-blame in my heart suddenly came out.

I don't know if this is Tian Sen's "plan", or if the most primitive thing in my heart is that I can't stand it - others admit their mistakes - and it is obviously me who is wrong.

This indescribable emotion infects me and makes me extremely entangled.

"Don't ...... like that," I turned, grabbing him in a panic.

I could feel him holding back as hard as I could see his trouser legs shaking.

"Murphy, I'm sorry, I... I think I need to get some rest, and we'll all take what I just said. I, I want to rest, can you help me to the ward?" he said in a warm tone.

It's just that his pale face and shaky legs let me know that the damage caused to him today will always be remembered in his heart. At the same time, I also know that he will never retaliate for these injuries I have done to him, but will only treat me twice as well.

&

As the night fell, he lay quietly on his hospital bed.

When I open my eyes from time to time, I will be concerned about letting me go to Lu Li, he knows that I am thinking of him in my heart.

To be honest, I would love to find it, but, I can't.

If I really go to find Lu Li, how distressed should he be?

Therefore, after telling him that Lu Li was taken care of, he stayed by his side quietly.

However, I myself know very well that even if I am sitting here, my heart is on Lu Li's side......

I thought I would stay here for a week before leaving with a heart.

However, at this moment, I want to be able to hide here for a while, maybe when I leave, Lu Li will wake up.

When the night was about to spread, he half-sat up from the bed, "I'm hungry." ”

"I'll go buy you food. I stood up and said.

"No......," he said, slowly getting out of bed.

I quickly brought him the crutches, and he propped up the crutches and said, "It's all fast food here, there is no Chinese food, I'll take you to eat Chinese food." ”

"How can you get out when you're sick?" I said.

"The doctor said that I was suitable for moving around more, which was conducive to recovery. As he spoke, he took his coat from the door and prepared to put it on.

"I want to eat burgers. "I said it directly.

After hearing this, he stopped what he was doing, "Junk food." ”

"I love to eat. I said.

"Then I'll eat with you. ”

"You can't eat it, I know the hospital has arranged nutritious meals for you, you eat nutritious meals. I said.

As soon as I finished speaking, a nurse pushing a trolley came from outside the door, "Sir, your dinner is coming, oh......" The nurse looked at me with a little surprise and asked, "Is this your girlfriend?"

"Oh, thank you, let me introduce, this is my girlfriend Murphy. Tian Sen said with a smile.

"It's a pleasure to meet you," the nurse said with an affirmative look on her face, "You know? Your boyfriend is the hardest working boy I've ever met, and I've never seen a boy who works so hard in recovery!

"Thank you, Lucy, I'll eat!

"I know you're going to eat, and it's going to be clean every time, oh, am I disturbing the sweetness of the two of you? hehe, I'll leave right away!" Lucy smiled and left.

Seeing this, I turned around and said, "I know there's a burger seller downstairs, I'm going to get a burger." ”

"Then don't eat any more burgers tomorrow. He said.

"Well, good. ”

&

There was a burger restaurant not far from the entrance of the hospital, and after I ate one quickly, I hurried back.

After going to the hospital, his feet went to Lu Li's ward as if he didn't obey the call.

They are a floor apart, and if something happens, they can rush back.

When he arrived at Lu Li's ward, Dao Ji was lying on another bed and watching TV boringly, but he only looked at portraits and couldn't understand at all. When he saw me come in, he asked with a smile, "Why did you come here as a sister?" ”

"Oh, isn't there another sick number?"

"That Tian Sen? I think he's weird...... Is he your boyfriend?" asked Daoji.

Suffer a loss and grow wise, this time I don't dare to tell the truth, in case I let He Baihe know that Tian Sen and I are ordinary friends, I will definitely be suspicious.

"Sort of me as my boyfriend!"

"What do you mean?"

"Yes......" I said helplessly.

Then, he walked up to Lu Li, held his hand, and wiped the sweat from his forehead.

"Use this! Wipe your body too! With you, I'll rest too!" he said, throwing a white cloth over him.

After I took it, I carefully wiped his body.

"Then I'll wipe it later......" Daoji said with a smile on the side.

"I'm fine with wiping. I'm his sister, and I'm not an outsider. I blushed and said with a pout.

"Really?" said Daoji, looking at me with interest.

I gave him a cold glare, and then silently went over to wipe his legs.

I feel that I can wipe his body, and I will have indescribable satisfaction in my heart......

&

The next day, Zhang Yang and Wei Zizhou came to visit Tian Sen, but I told Tian Sen before that it was best not to tell outsiders about Lu Li, so I didn't tell them.

They also have a lot of things, and they happen to be on the rise in their careers, and hard work is inevitable. So, after visiting Tian Sen, I went directly to the airport to Paris. After that, I will go back to my country to prepare some things, and then I will go back to the United States.

After the two of them left, Tian Sen was obviously a lot happier. Because, Zhang Yang and Wei Zizhou didn't know that I had a showdown with Tian Sen. After I came, I still felt that Tian Sen was my boyfriend according to my usual habits.

……

For more than a week, I would find time every day to accompany Tian Sen for rehabilitation training.

It's mostly instrumental, and then supplemented with electronic devices and medications that I don't understand. I have to say that Tian Sen really worked hard, many times the doctor felt that he couldn't hold on, but every time Tian Sen saw me standing not far away, he would step on the equipment again to exercise.

Dr. Cooper always had a puzzled look in his eyes when he saw all this, but he wouldn't say anything more about his doubts after the last embarrassment.

In the morning, I accompanied Tian Sen, and the rest of the time I went to Lu Li's ward.

Dao Ji actually knew that I was a little "abnormal" with Lu Li, but if we didn't say it, he wouldn't be sure. It's just that after seeing me coming, they will take the initiative to leave.

Then, I will wipe Lu Li while saying something from my heart. Even if it's repeating that I miss him.

Whenever Dr. Cooper saw me in Lu Li's room, there would be another look in his eyes, and there was no doubt in that look, some of which were curious. Every time he finished testing Lu Li, I let out a burst of sighs and gave me a thumbs up.

However, he won't ask me more about the relationship between me and Lu Li.

…

After more than a week, I slowly adapted to the rhythm of life here.

My English has also improved very quickly, and because of my childhood experience, my ability to adapt to the environment is slightly better than others.

However, the good times didn't last long, and it didn't take long for He Lily to return......