"I didn't ...... It's okay!" Ouyang Qing smiled, and then was about to go upstairs.

As soon as she went upstairs, Lu Qingfeng entered the door, and after he entered the door, he looked around in the living room, but he didn't see Ouyang Qing's shadow at all.

"What about her?" Lu Qingfeng said slowly, Sister Li could naturally know who he was referring to by 'she'.

Sister Li stretched out her hand and pointed upstairs: "I just went upstairs." ”

"Well, then let her have a good rest, I'll go to work first. Lu Qingfeng didn't go upstairs, but went to the entrance cabinet to get his briefcase.

Sister Li saw that he was leaving, and was slightly surprised: "Mr. Lu, didn't you go upstairs?"

"No, remember to make an extra portion when cooking at night. Lu Qingfeng said, and walked out the door.

Seeing that he was changing his shoes, Sister Li responded and then reacted in hindsight: "You...... Mr. Lu, will you come back for dinner?"

It's no wonder that she was surprised, after all, Lu Qingfeng hasn't been back for many days and nights, and it's unprecedented to have lunch at home at noon today, how can she come back for dinner?

"What? can't you?" Lu Qingfeng changed his shoes and looked up at her.

Sister Li hurriedly waved her hand: "Of course not, Mr. Lu, you can rest assured, I will definitely make a table of delicious food waiting for you tonight!"

Sister Li was very happy, and after watching Lu Qingfeng leave, she ran upstairs.

Ouyang Qing was sitting on the big bed in the room at the moment, and when she heard the footsteps, she thought it was Lu Qingfeng chasing her, so she hurriedly sat down.

But she never thought that it was Sister Li who entered the door, and she was slightly surprised: "Sister Li?"

"Qingqing, let me tell you, Mr. Lu is coming back for dinner tonight!"

"Huh?" Ouyang Qing's surprised mouth was almost ready to stuff an egg, but in an instant, she pretended not to care and changed her face: "Why did he suddenly want to come back?"

"I don't know, just let me add his portion when I cook at night. Although Sister Li was also very puzzled, she was very happy: "Maybe he finally realizes the importance of your mother and son in his heart now, right?"

Looking at Sister Li's happy appearance, Ouyang Qing shook her head: "Who knows what he thinks......"

When she spoke, there was still a hint of sweetness on her face, and her eyebrows were lowered and her cheeks were red.

Seeing her like this, Sister Li hurried over: "Look at you, how happy you are now! I will see that this situation will develop, or it won't be long before Mr. Lu will propose to you." ”

"Marriage proposal?" Ouyang Qing, who was originally happy, trembled slightly, and she lowered her eyebrows: "He won't......"

How can you know that he has no heart when you have known him for so many years?

Now she may be a bit of an exception to him, but it's just an exception, he won't......

I don't think so......

"I think Mr. Lu has you in his heart, but neither of you will say anything, why don't you take this step at this time?"

"What do you mean?" asked Ouyang Qing blankly.

"What do you mean? Naturally, it is up to you to speak, since Mr. Lu has not said it for a long time, it is up to you to say, if you tell him your mind, I don't believe he will not care. ”

Looking at Sister Li's straightforward temperament, Ouyang Qing smiled bitterly and shook her head: "How can this relationship be such a simple thing? He has seen a lot of winds and waves, and he may not be able to do anything because of me, now I have all this just because he looks at the child's face, if there is no ...... this child"

"You have a head start over other women, this is the luck God gives you, you must cherish it. Sister Li looked at her hesitant appearance and couldn't help but speak.

"Sister Li, you don't understand, you don't know what I want......" Ouyang Qing was a little disappointed, what she had right now was not what she really wanted, but what she wanted was......

Sister Li looked at her puzzled: "Then what do you want?

"Yes......" Ouyang Qing was a little hesitant and couldn't open her mouth.

"It's nothing more than feelings, but the more you are like this, the more you can't get anything, if you want money, you want money, if you want love, you want love, but you don't want anything to get anything. ”

"His love...... It's too hard. "I've known him for so long, I've never seen him go crazy, he's like he doesn't have a heart.

Probably since he was a child, he saw his father live up to people's lives a lot, and now he is also adhering to the attitude of not being emotional and not sad, and he has been traveling in flowers since middle school.

"So, since you know that you can't get love, why don't you fight for the others?" Sister Li looked at her hesitant look and couldn't help but speak: "I'll tell you a story about my cousin." ”

Ouyang Qing was stunned, and then nodded: "My cousin is good-looking and highly educated, but she has never found a partner, whether it is uglier than her or not as educated as her, among our relatives, she is the only one who is not, do you know why?"

Ouyang Qing thought for a while: "Because she is demanding?"

"No, her requirements can be said to be high but not high, whether it is a rich or talented man, she has been on a blind date, and people are quite interesting to her, but in the end it didn't work out. ”

"What's the reason for that?"

Sister Li looked at her and sighed: "Because what she wants is a feeling, in her words, a feeling of being able to live a lifetime." ”

Ouyang Qing listened to her words, as if she had been hit by something: "Feeling?"

"Yes, what she wants is to stay for a lifetime, to live a life at a glance, this feeling is too difficult. That's why she said that her requirements are also high, but they are not high. ”

After a pause, Sister Li continued: "My other cousins married rich people who wanted money, and although my husband couldn't say how good he was to her, he was fortunate to be able to live this life." Tucai married a college teacher, although her husband is very talented, but he is also dull, and only the cousin who can't say what he has requirements for, has not found anyone who has feelings in the legend until now. ”

Listening to Sister Li's words, Ouyang Qing was a little touched.

She wants the kind of person who can live the next life, can stay with her for the rest of her life, or to put it bluntly, she just wants a home.

But for Lu Qingfeng, the word home is too far away, so in his body, Ouyang Qing has never felt the real existence of the word home.

Although I love him, I also understand that I can't live this life with him at all.

Or rather, he has always been a person with a bad record, and she doesn't trust him enough.

Sister Li looked at her contemplative appearance, then reached out and patted her hand: "I don't want you to make a decision when I tell you, I just want to tell you that a woman's life is too difficult, and every step you have to take now is not only for you but also for your children." ”

Hearing the word child, Ouyang Qing was shocked, and she suddenly realized that she really thought too little about the child, and never cared about insisting on what she insisted on, but forgot to think about the child, did she really want to let her child become an illegitimate child? I want to talk about "Rebirth Ninety-Eight Good Time" with more like-minded people, WeChat pays attention to "excellent reading literature", chats about life, and finds a confidant~