Chapter 286: Heart Knot
When he left Su Wan last time, he thought that he could let go, his heart was happy and satisfied, yes, since God had fulfilled his begging in the South China Sea and let him see his master, then he should be content, after all, his mind when he was in the South China Sea was that he would rather exchange his life for a meeting, then it would be better to treat himself as dead, and no longer burden his master, of course he knows that he has caused trouble to his master, it is better to end it like this, whether he lives or dies, he will never see each other in this life. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
When he played Shen Qing, he seemed to have gone to a new life, and there would be no more new students of Master Su Wan, and then he really didn't miss the shadow that had been haunting his heart all the time, even if he thought about it occasionally, he didn't feel as hot and ashamed as before, but rather tranquil and safe, he thought it was like this, anyway, every time he quickly cut off this kind of thought, he felt like this.
When he saw that Fairy Shao Aya, who was also a female teacher and a male apprentice, and Lu Ting was embarrassed, he felt that he had to help as a matter of course, and the idea of inquiring about Fairy Shao Aya's feelings about Lu Ting was born after being sent back by his senior sister, maybe it was Fairy Shao Aya's embarrassed eyes that chose the wrong cocoon were quite similar to the master when he was teased by himself, whether he should do this He hesitated, otherwise he would not wait for Fairy Shao Aya to get out of the cocoon Zhai before sending Shen Nian to ask her to go to Jade Silk Pavilion.
Thinking about Fairy Shao Aya's words over and over again, he took a deep breath to relieve the increasingly serious suffocation in his chest, and then shot out a wisp of spiritual power to cut off the leaf that he was staring at from the petiole, and watched the leaf fall from his side, and his gaze looked at another leaf.
At the moment when he lost his mind when he talked to Fairy Shao Aya, the despair that rose in his heart made him clearly realize that he had not really let go at all, although when he was searching for Shadowless Flowers, Ice Flowers, Danfang and Dark Silk Dresses, he told himself that he would just let the Mirror Narcissus Concubine send them, and he would not show up, but in his mind, it was difficult to suppress the shocked expression of the master every time he offered the treasure, and then he could really bear not to show up? This kind of direct and sincere torture made him dare not answer.
The second cut leaf was much more unlucky than the first, and as soon as it fell, it was stirred into countless pieces by spiritual power.
Fairy Shao Aya's words were like this spiritual power, not only pulling out the hope he had hidden in his heart and unwilling to admit it, but also tearing it to pieces, and it was only then that he painfully realized that he had been deceiving himself for so long.
What about goodbye? What about it?! Xun Yi's heart was sad.
I want to help Fairy Shao Aya from the bottom of my heart because she is a bit like Shizun, since the two are similar, then Shizun's feelings about herself must be similar to her feelings about Lu Ting, from her expression and tone, it can be clearly determined that she will not have feelings for Lu Ting who grew up anyway.
If it's because of cultivation, Xun Yi can grit his teeth and work hard, if it's age, it's easy to say, in another thousand years, the difference between a thousand years old and a thousand thousand fifteen hundred years old will not seem so disparity, if not, just wait for a few thousand years, one day the years will bridge this gap to insignificance, no matter how big the obstacles to face, he is willing to use his life to overcome it, but the obstacles in front of him are powerless, being watched by others to grow up is not something that can be changed through hard work, please ask Shi Niang to seal the memory of this kind of indiscriminate means he will not think about it at all, alas, he used to think that it was a great blessing to worship the Xuanfang faction under the guidance of Xingshang, now it seems to have become the biggest misfortune in this life.
"It's time to die, let it go completely. Xun Yi said loudly to himself in his heart, his heart was bleeding again, and the blood seeped into the tightly stuffed sand, and soon condensed into stones, making his head dizzy.
That night, when Zhixia came back, he was startled to see the broken branches and leaves in the courtyard, and looked at Xun Yi with a depressed face.
"Senior sister, I can't continue to cultivate, I'm always upset. Xun Yi said pitifully.
Hearing that this was the case, Zhixia relieved his heart, and said with hatred: "If you can't continue to practice, you will cut down my tree? Why are you really like a child! I didn't expect you to really add to the chaos when locked up in the yard!"
Xun Yi said dissatisfiedly: "Senior sister, in your heart, am I important or the tree important? I'm annoyed like this, you don't ask, isn't it just a broken tree, I'll go back and get you one, it's not a difficult thing." ”
Zhixia frowned and said, "Then let me ask you, why is it annoying like this?"
Xun Yi exhaled and said: "I'm annoyed as soon as I cultivate, it wasn't so serious before, I don't know if it's because I haven't cultivated for too long or because I can't adapt to the water and soil here, anyway, I can't sit still for a moment." ”
"You can figure it out if you don't adapt to the water and soil?! Zhixia really didn't know what his previous master had taught him, and after sending the spiritual power to probe it, her brows furrowed, and she said with some worry: "What's wrong with you? Why is the heart vein stagnant? The void fire is so strong, it's going to invade the spirit platform, and you must not cultivate anymore in the near future." ”
"I remembered some of my previous worries, senior sister, don't worry, I'm fine. ”
Xun Yi said this with a very calm face and a very firm tone. Zhixia didn't ask any more questions, in the days of acquaintance, she had never seen the little junior brother have such a serious time, she knew that the little junior brother was revealing his true temperament in the mood fluctuations, and the old incident that caused his mood fluctuations must be extraordinary.
At this moment, the divine thoughts of the Flower Immortal Concubine sounded in the minds of the two: "What's wrong?"
Zhixia was busy answering with divine thoughts, and Xun Yi couldn't spread his divine thoughts so far, so he looked in the direction of the island and smiled and said, "Master, it's okay, how are you now?"
"Bring him here. "The fairy concubine of the flower stamen instructed Zhixia.
When Xun Yi flew to the island, he saw that the flower fairy concubine was looking at the moon in front of the small building and meditating, the full moon was orange and yellow, it looked warm, but the moonlight sprinkled was still cold, in the quiet night, this picture was beautiful and lonely.
"Master, you ...... You are so beautiful!" Xun Yi stared at him with a surprised expression, this was not his pretense of exaggeration, what he saw before was the flower stamen fairy concubine who was being devastated by the wind and rain and had been greatly reduced, and what he saw at this moment was the delicate face after the rain, and the magic of the great magic power could naturally make people feel the glory of holiness.
The Blossom Immortal Concubine smiled slightly, then frowned and said, "It is indeed the appearance of the Void Fire Burning the Sky, why are you anxious?"
Xun Yi grinned and said: "As soon as the disciple cultivates, he is full of distracting thoughts, and the most unfortunate thing is that the disciple is ill-fated, and he has more troubles than others, and when he thinks about it, it is endless, but this time it is mainly because of whether the suspense master can successfully integrate vitality, seeing that you will definitely become like this, then the disciple will be fine." ”
"Flam!" Concubine Hua Rui smiled lovingly, and saw that he refused to tell the truth and didn't ask again, "Yi'er, I really want to thank you this time." She said as she took out the jade bottle containing the Wuhui Spiritual Liquid and shook it, then handed it to him, with an embarrassed look on her face, "But...... I use it too much. ”
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