390: Can't help it

"Pick one—poison, or me?" I asked.

Wei Guhai saw that I was so serious, and his eyebrows were instantly twisted together, "There is no contradiction between drug trafficking and loving you." ”

"Yes! And it's a big contradiction! If you choose me, then don't go to drug trafficking!" I said very forcefully.

"Whew......" He exhaled very depressedly, then grabbed the steering wheel hard, and looked at the front of him into anxiety.

"Wei Guhai, drug trafficking will kill you! You know that! Moreover, you know very well how bloody and violent He Hongxiao is! I know that you want to surpass him, but what is the price of surpassing him? I don't want you to be a person who hides from the police all day long and can't eat a meal like He Hongxiao in the future!" I said very excitedly.

This was the first time I had an argument with Wei Guhai since I met him. There must also be disputes.

I don't want him to die, and I don't want to be against him in the future. After all, in the not-too-distant future, I might be a police officer......

"Give me some time, okay? give me more time......" he turned to look at me and said.

"No! now. Right in front of this anti-drug slogan, you make a choice! If you choose drugs, I'll get off! If you choose me, I'll go with you!"

"Elope!" he suddenly said two words.

Elope......

"Private... Ben?" My mind went blank suddenly.

"Right...... Elopement, now if I stop Stanley Ho's mainland plans, then he will definitely be suspicious. At the same time, if I choose you, there will be a risk of exposure in the future, and then I may become the man who was skinned, and you may also be caught by them to feed the crocodiles. So, the best thing to do is to elope, I have millions on hand right now, let's find a place to live the rest of our lives in peace...... How?" he asked, turning his head to me very carefully.

Originally, I asked him to choose, but it was he who made me choose whether to elope or not.

"Factor, I said, I love you, very, very much. I know that love is not spoken with the mouth, but expressed with practical actions. However, in reality, my actions are not arranged by myself, and I have to follow him when I enter Stanley Ho's internal camp. If I don't, he'll probably kill me!"

"You have worked for him for so many years, he can't kill you!" I said.

"No...... You think too simply! Stanley Ho told me personally, he said that I have a lot of secrets about him, and although I forgot all those secrets after I suffered a head injury, he said that I might remember them! So, if I don't follow him, I will die. ”

"What about He Lily? Does he dare to say that in front of He Lily? I don't believe it!"

"He said it in front of He Baihe at that time...... "Wei Guhai's cold eyes pierced my heart," ...... If I want to marry He Baihe, I have to do it with him, and if I don't do it with him, he won't let He Baihe get married. ”

"You won't marry He Lily. I said.

"Yes, I promised you that I would break up with He Baihe. Again, it means I'm leaving Stanley Ho. It's just ......," he said, and his mood suddenly fell into a depression again, "...... It's just that I originally thought that He Hongxiao would no longer sell drugs, so I contacted Daoji and went to Nanyun to organize a team, as long as we do a few big orders, there will definitely be a qualitative change in strength! However, now it seems that this road does not work......"

"Stanley Ho won't let you do it alone, will you?"

"Yes, he doesn't allow a second drug lord to rise on his territory......" Wei Guhai said, and lit a cigarette in annoyance.

The night breeze blew, and the smell of smoke drifted out of me, and I took his cigarette case and lit one as well.

Each smoked a cigarette and didn't know how to continue the topic of "elopement".

The words just now also continued to ferment in their respective brains, making people feel a sense of drowsiness after drinking.

If it is as Wei Guhai said, there may only be one way to "elope".

If he doesn't elope, he has to be under the control of Stanley Ho, right?

Will Wei Guhai continue to work hard for him, and then when the time is right, let him marry He Baihe?

Thinking of this, I feel very uncomfortable and confused, and I am confused by the former Lu Li. I really don't know what Lu Li thought in the past......

Could he have foreseen the current situation, or was he actually deceiving me? No, no, no, it was absolutely impossible for him to deceive me, his eyes, his words, and his promises were all so sincere, he couldn't have deceived me.

If he had lied to me, he wouldn't have fallen in love with me so quickly and wanted to elope with me.

"Do you think elopement is childish?" he asked, throwing the handle out of the window.

"Do you think it's naïve?" I asked.

"I don't know how to say it, it feels... I feel that after I met you, it was like a different person, I was not as determined as before, and I lost the courage to kill decisively. Isn't it, love is the kind of thing that makes people weak?" he said very plainly, but from the heart.

I know he is telling the truth, when I first met him in the hotel, he was full of murderous energy, and now he always gives me a feeling of doubt.

"Are you tired? I said.

"No...... I feel like I can't control my feelings when I'm with you, and I'm worried that this feeling will lose me, do you feel that way? ”

"Yes...... If I didn't feel that way, how could I worry about you so much, and how could I strongly reject you from selling drugs?"

"But...... How could you fall in love with me so easily in such a short time since you've known me for so long?" he looked puzzled.

He asked me that more than once, and his essential question was to ask whether we knew each other before.

But I can't say.

But I don't want to deny it anymore.

So he changed his way and said, "Think for yourself...... You think slowly, and I'll wait for the day when you figure it out. ”

"You mean we've known each other before, right?"

"I said, think for yourself," I said, looking at him carefully as I half-turned, "take a good look at me, I'm sure you'll remember." ”

"But...... But He Baihe told me a lot of things from the past, and it didn't say that I had a lover before. He said.

"Is this face familiar to me?" I looked at him anxiously, how I wished that his mind would suddenly remember everything after his mind exploded at this moment!

Remembering that we are brothers and sisters from childhood to adulthood!

I remember exchanging finger rings with each other when we were thirteen!

I remember that we have been through many, many hardships together!

I think of Feng Yan, I think of my stepfather Li Sheng, I think of Zhang Liang, I think of him who risked his life to go to Hongren County to send me money!

"Brother......" I grabbed his hands and put them directly to my ear, "...... Can you think of anything?"

This action of covering his ears is the action he took to protect me when he was a child, and he should be very, very familiar with it.

His hands involuntarily covered my ears, and his eyes began to flutter uncontrollably, and then the expressions of doubt, doubt, anxiety, and incomprehension took turns.

In the end, he helplessly let go of his hand, shook his head, and said, "No, I can't think of it, I can't think of anything...... What does this mean? Can't you tell us what happened?"

"What about this...... I grabbed his left hand with both hands, lifted it up, touched the ring on his ring finger and said, "...... You've been wearing this for so long, haven't you thought of anything?"

"It's the knuckle ring around your neck. ”

"Yes, but this is the finger ring you gave me......"

"When?" he asked.

"I ......," I looked at his urgency, unable to control it any longer, "in the summer when I was thirteen......!