Chapter 132: Pressing Step by Step 2
The eyes are moistened by the crystal of a star, full of sparkling, rippling and clear, lemongrass softly speaks, and the voice is very low, as low as the bottom of the valley lake.
"Yunxiao, if I tell you that I love you, can you give me a chance?"
After a long silence, Yunxiao said in a deep voice: "Ike, let me go, and let yourself go." Love is an unattainable luxury for me!"
Tears overflowed uncontrollably, wanting to burst out of her eyes, she was unwilling, obsessed: "Why? Because of the moon, right?" Grabbed Yunxiao's arm that stretched out to pick up the coffee, and shook it before he dodged, spilling the coffee, and the anxious look was piled up on her delicate face, she finally understood, but she was not giving up on the pursuit of the answer: "You love the moon, don't you?"
Yunxiao took out the tissue, wiped the coffee stains on his cuffs, and quickly melted into the darkness, silent.
Ha ha...... The self-deprecating wry smile, his silence was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue, giving lemongrass a heavy blow, and he clearly acquiesced!
"I should have known! The moon would have described to me the little things you had been along. Even if a gentle brother is, how can he spoil his sister and buy ice cream from time to time? How can a stupid brother be so stupid as to learn to play the guitar just because of his sister's unintentional words..."
"That's enough!" he scolded, almost screaming, before he stopped Lemongrass's nuanced dissection.
"Yunxiao, you're a coward!"
At this point, lemongrass is ready to "break the jar and break". Some things, since they have started with great effort. Just spread it all out. As far as Yunxiao is concerned, if he can't face up to his feelings, he can't leave the past and start over, since he doesn't want to face it. Then she is willing to disguise herself as a villain and uncover for him the deepest but looming truth hidden under the casual appearance of those years!
Seeing Yunxiao's resolute face, his muscles protruded, his fists clenched, and Lemongrass lowered his posture.
Lowered his eyebrows and whispered: "Yunxiao, to the moon, you are as trustworthy as a brother, as inseparable as a relative; To you, she's sometimes clingy like a sister, and sometimes ......"
Deliberately pause and leave it blank. She couldn't bear to admit it herself: "But I firmly believe that you must know very well that love is different from liking, and you know whether you love or not!"
Yunxiao smiled bitterly, still silent.
"If you love the moon, please give her happiness. If you can't be together, or you don't love her. Then please let yourself go. Okay?"
Between the words, Lemongrass reached out to touch Yunxiao's face, she just hoped to soothe the deep sorrow between his eyebrows, but was dodged by his backward movements.
At this time, Lemongrass was extremely calm and continued to persuade: "If you can't recognize your emotions, be my boyfriend, okay? Let me help you!"
"Echo. I know exactly how I feel about you, just a friend. Nothing else. ”
She knew that why she had to stress and declare it again and again, and why bother to rub salt in her wounds?
"I understand! I don't care. Feelings can be cultivated slowly, as long as we get to know each other better. ”
"Don't push me! I don't want to fall in love yet!" Facing lemongrass's pressing step by step, Yunxiao retreated step by step.
"In that case, then at least let me be by your side as a friend first, and when you are tired and tired one day, hoping to find a love home, please remember that you still have me, okay?"
"I ......"
didn't give Yunxiao a chance to continue, she was afraid that he would reject her again, so she spoke first: "I know you can't refuse me, unless you cut off the relationship with the moon! Otherwise, with my relationship with her, I have been inseparable good sisters since college, even you, I'm afraid it will be difficult to break us apart." ”
"Echo, can I ask you something?"
Lemongrass waved her hand and said, "Needless to say! Don't tell the moon about our meeting today, don't let the moon know that you're my "good morning lover," I know!"
The woman opposite was so smart that she didn't need to say anything, she understood all his thoughts. Yunxiao looked at lemongrass gratefully.
At this moment, Fang Cai carefully looked at the girl in front of him who had met for the second time but had been ignored by himself, only to see her chestnut medium hair, slightly curly hair tips, straight eyebrows, and exquisite makeup, she was clearly a delicate girl. Purely from a male point of view, putting aside personal feelings, she is very beautiful, not the kind of thin purity, like a seductive mellow fragrance, soft and long...... The close-fitting short skirt looms over her delicate body.......
It's just that he doesn't feel for her, like a coquettish flower, just appreciate it but have no urge to get closer.
"Waiter, another cup of Blue Mountain. Lemongrass's voice is in her ears, in fact, it is very durable, Wu Nong's soft words from time to time, occasionally hearty and uninhibited, she smiled and stared at the man opposite with one hand on her cheek, explaining: "Don't get me wrong, I ordered it for myself." ”
As she spoke, she lifted her cyan coffee cup and showed it to the man opposite, and saw that she had finished drinking her coffee and was already at the bottom.
"Look, do I know you very well?"
The two looked at each other and smiled, both bitter.
"In order to get to know you better and experience your feelings, I also ordered a cup of Blue Mountain to taste the bitter taste. ”
"Why force yourself, everyone has their own preferences, so why bother to change them in order to accommodate others?"
"Why did you learn to play the guitar and why did you prefer ice cream?"
Faced with lemongrass's questioning, Yunxiao was speechless!
"Yunxiao, if there is no moon, will you fall in love with me?" Lemongrass was unwilling after all, and couldn't help but say the voice in her heart.
"Ike, there is never an "if" in life!" He knows this very well. Like the mistakes of the five years old, he regretted it too much, and he was miserable and tormented him all the time!
"Yunxiao, you are really cruel, even a "if" is stingy to give, and you are not even willing to give me a simple lie!"
Ignoring Lemongrass's sad eyes, he stared down at the brown coffee in front of him, stirring slowly: there is never fairness in love, love and dislove are always so clear in people's hearts, and yet so cruel!
"Yunxiao, in the future, you will call me lemongrass like the moon! ”
"Okay!" no longer politely refused, this was the only time today that Yunxiao promised so refreshingly.
And she understands that all this is just because of the moon, and it has nothing to do with herself.
In fact, when we met alone today, from the beginning to the present, he has always called her Echo, implying that she understands, but for him, they are just polite ordinary friends, not close best friends, so he stubbornly refuses to call her "lemongrass" like the moon.
She could only crush herself, turn herself into dust, and slowly seep into his life...... (To be continued.) )