Sitting in the shade of the trees by the lake on the university campus, listening to the wind, listening to songs, and enjoying the comfort of the sun shining on my body, I love these leisurely days.

Spring always gives a feeling of starting over.

But why, why in this comfortable environment, there was a strange murderous aura, such a terrible feeling, actually made me shiver violently, just as I was about to get up to eliminate this crisis, suddenly an elbow locked on my neck, from her I smelled a familiar body fragrance.

Being able to quietly get up close and personal with a top killer and lock his throat is something that few people in this world can do.

However, this middle-aged aunt with a black air perm hairstyle hanging from her ears did it.

I grabbed her elbow with my remaining right hand, trying to break free, but her strength was so great that I could faint at any moment from suffocation as I rolled my eyes.

After a long time, when I couldn't make any resistance, she let go of her arm, turned my head to her, slapped her hands directly on my face, kissed me violently, and said, "Son, do you miss me?"

I said, "No!"

My mother glared at me, but she didn't break her free, and she continued to ask, "Are you thinking nonsense?"

I said, "Yes!"

After hearing this, my mother slapped me and scolded: "You are not filial, is it easy for me to feed you with a handful of and urine!"

Me: "......"

Mom continued: "You said that you have your father's handsome face and my incomparable intelligence, since you have such excellent intelligence, then what else can you do but be a killer!"

Me: "......"

The old mother turned her head and roared: "Husband, your son is insulting me!"

Me: "......"

Then an incomparably majestic momentum sandwiched a thunderous kick and kicked directly on my side waist, and the painful blow made me spit out sour water and fly for more than ten meters before falling to the ground.

My screams caused a couple of young couples walking by the lake to stop and watch, but before I could get up and resist, I heard my father say to me: "Brute, you take advantage of your mother's advantage, what else do you say you can do but be a killer!"

I was very broken and shouted at them: "You two are sick, what are you going to do, you have to toss me to death to be happy, aren't you?" ”

Dad said coldly: "Nothing to do, two things, first go to Germany with me, put your arm on, I will help you find the most perfect prosthetic leg in the world at present, and then, here is a letter from Feng Bei Xiaoye." ”

But just as I walked towards him, I suddenly felt a frighteningly light step behind me, and I turned sharply, and there was nothing?

Looking down, Xia Lan stuck out her tongue mischievously at me and handed me the sticky bean bun in her hand.

I don't know whether to cry or laugh when I see her at this time, my father is really still so awesome, and Xia Lan's skills can be improved to such a point in just a few months, but what is the use of her learning this thing.

Shaking his head and sighing, he turned around and asked his father: "Doesn't our Dou family have any magic skills, did the ancestor leave a broken wooden bar?"

Dad smiled wickedly and said, "Do you want to learn?"

Seeing his unkind appearance, I immediately shook my head like a rattle, took the letter from his hand, and said: "Bei Xiaoye left you the last choice, do you want Xia Lan to follow you, or let her follow us." ”

I looked down and touched Xia Lan's little head, I don't know what's going on, tears actually fell, I really want to accompany Xia Lan, watch her grow up slowly, and watch her spend every day happily.

However, I knew that I couldn't do this, only by my parents' side, she could learn an extraordinary skill, and from my personal experience, it was more important to be able to live calmly than simply pursue happiness.

I wiped away a handful of tears and said to my dad, "It would be nice if none of this had happened." ”

"If none of this has happened, what is the purpose of our existence," he said. ”

On the plane, I opened Bei Xiaoye's letter.

Dou Bao:

When you read this letter, I am no longer there, you should be able to face tomorrow bravely, don't pin all your hopes on death, what if that end is more troublesome than this.

I am not writing this letter to you to make a big point, but to tell you a story.

My childhood was spent in an orphanage, and for orphans like us, there are usually two destinies, those with good qualifications will be bought back for training by a place called the Killer Alliance, and those with ordinary qualifications will go down a road called Troubled.

When I was eight years old, I met a little boy who was a few years younger than me, he looked very shy, but the dad behind him looked very powerful, I knew what they were doing here, but it was a little strange, according to what I had noticed in the past, it was all adults who came to pick it up, and I had never seen a child.

In order to answer the questions in my mind, I followed the little boy until I realized that he had picked a skinny boy and a dirty girl with a watermelon head, and I realized that he was looking for a companion for himself.

However, from what I know about his father's aura, he should be a killer, so isn't the purpose of this little boy's search for a partner also to be trained to be a killer.

It's strange how there can be someone who educates his son to be a killer.

At noon, they stayed at the orphanage to eat, and several children sat together, and his father sat with the director and others.

The little boy was very sensible and well-behaved, and after eating he washed his plates, and then sat quietly at the dinner table, and after a long time, I saw that he seemed to be going to the toilet, so I followed him, wanting to ask why his father wanted him to be a killer.

But when I ran to find him, he was pulled into a room again, he put his finger to his mouth and made a silent gesture, and then he looked out of the door a few times, and began to lower his voice and said to me: "You don't want to be a killer, don't you, don't appear in front of my dad, he will take you away." ”

I said, "Even if you don't take me away, you'll take other children with you." ”

He said, "No, they asked to go with us, but my dad didn't like them, but I could tell from his eyes that he wanted you, so you must not be in front of him." ”

I said, "How do you know I don't want to be a killer, maybe I can be a good female killer if you take me away." ”

He said: "No, I don't know if you want to be a killer, but I know that your future should not be put in our hands, you should pursue a freer life." ”

It's unbelievable that such a little kid would say something about life.

But when he had said this, he quickly went out and locked me in the door.

I remembered his words, but I don't know whether it was sad or gratifying, I also belonged to the kind of person with excellent qualifications, and within a few days I was bought by a woman surnamed Bei, and she also had a daughter named Bei Xiaofeng, so she named me Bei Xiaoye.

My role is to become the shadow of Bei Xiaofeng, and pass on the phantom of the Pei family when she has an accident.

Many years later, when Pei Xiaofeng and I returned to the orphanage again to choose a shadow for her daughter Xia Lan, we found that the orphanage no longer provided the alliance with the delivery of young children.

After investigation, it turned out that there had been a person who had been quietly providing funds for these orphans behind the scenes, on the condition that they could have a normal life instead of living under the control of others.

If I continued to chase deeper, I found that the person behind the sponsorship was actually the little boy who said those things to me back then, and he had a very cute name: Dou Bao.

Then I tried to get close to him as best I could, just to say to him: Thank you for all you have done to us people, if even people like us have a chance to come out of the darkness, then you also deserve to live in the sun.

Travel through a cold and unforgiving world and don't lose to yourself.

Good

Luck！！

I smiled and folded the letter and put it in my breast pocket, and at the moment when the plane broke through the clouds, I took Xia Lan, who was about to get up, in my arms and said to her: "Your father asked me to hug you for him, but he is a bastard, I don't want to do that for him; ”

A month later, Xia Lan and I returned to Xiao Zhao's graves again.

There was a handsome little boy about Xia Lan's age who was sprinkling water on the tombstone with his eyelids hanging his eyelids, and when he saw us, he just glanced at the two of us, and then got up and walked to the side.

I couldn't help but smile when I saw his impatient look and asked, "You are not afraid to run into the mountains alone, what about your father." ”

He sat down beside the tree with his hands in his trouser pockets, and replied angrily, "Dead." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Feng Fengyi rushing out of the forest, carrying a fat rabbit in his hand and saying angrily to the little boy: "Which eye did you see me dead, isn't Lao Tzu alive and well." ”

Who knew that the little boy had a more tempered temper, stood up, kicked at the crotch of the storm, and then turned around and walked away despite his screams.

It was Xia Lan who grabbed his little hand, but before Xia Lan could open his mouth, the little boy slapped him, Xia Lan twisted the soles of her feet, dodged sideways, and scolded angrily: "I was kind enough to keep you to eat, but you are so rude, watch me teach you a lesson." ”

Then a whip leg kicked over, and the little boy snorted coldly, turned his palm into a fist, and hit Xia Lan's calf directly.

I saw that the two little guys were going to fight each other, and they couldn't stop for a while, so I hurriedly took the first step, carried the two of them into the air and said: "I'm full of food, Xia Lan, you quickly lay the mat for camping, stinky boy, you go and help your dad roast the rabbit." ”

Although the two were a little unconvinced by each other, after finding that they couldn't resist, they had to give up and act according to their orders.

And I put the flowers prepared in advance in front of the tombstones of several people, but I stood in place for a long time at a loss, until I heard Xia Lan call me to eat, and then whispered to them: "In my story, everything happened, but there was no betrayal, thank you for appearing in my life." ”

At this time, there was a voice from behind him: "What are you going to do next?"

I turned around and sat down next to a few people, and replied, "What can I do, kill Jin Chenjie tomorrow, and destroy the alliance the day after tomorrow." ”

He said, "Actually, it's still too late for you to stop now." ”

I laughed and said, "Why stop it, if I want to stop this, I can't do it at any time, I can't lie to myself, even though everything I do is what I hate, but it's what I need, and only when I'm in danger can I prove that I'm alive." ”

He shook his head and said nothing.

Then I asked, turning my head to look at Xia Lan and asking her, "What about you, have you figured out what you want to do when you grow up?"

She took a big bite of the sandwich, tilted her head and grinned at me, and said:

"I'm going to be a killer!"