Chapter 32: The Man in the Memory

"Zijin, I don't know, we're friends or not, but I know that our concern for each other is true. I believe that if the two of us were to switch places today, you would have the same choice as I did. The moon looked at Lin Zijin, and her eyes were firm and unquestionable.

"Yes. Lin Zijin gave the moon the expected affirmation.

"Zijin, if you need me to chat with you, tonight, I will stay with you, if you don't need it, I will go back. ”

Looking at Lin Zijin, who had calmed down, the moon believed that he, a big man, would definitely be able to support the past and tide over the difficulties.

Even if she could accompany him one night, she couldn't be with him every night.

In other words, if he hadn't met the moon today, wouldn't he have been able to get over this hurdle himself?

At the end of the day, it's just that the moon isn't at ease.

"Xiao Qi, talk to me, okay?"

Tonight's Lin Zijin was probably a lonely person, which reminded him of the eight-year-old boy, the little man in the smoke.

"Hmm. ”

The man in front of him exuded a sad aura in his eyes, and people couldn't bear to refuse his request.

"The first meeting with Sky Blue was at my house. She was introduced to me by my dad. When I met her, I only had one feeling, I didn't like it. ”

Lin Zijin looked the moon beside him up and down, a casual burgundy long skirt, but it was exquisitely chic, with playful short hair, indescribably charming.

On that day, she was wearing a short-sleeved blouse with diagonal stripes, off-white in color, and huge jeans underneath, fat. The hair was tied in a ponytail, yellow and thin. ”

Lin Zijin stared at the moon's eyes, big double eyelids, and beautiful Danfeng eyes.

"Compared to you, Sky Blue is like a wildflower, natural and real. And you are more like the precious flowers carefully cultivated and irrigated in the park, beautiful and dreamy. ”

If it weren't for the last half of the sentence, with the moon's current temper, she would have drowned Lin Zijin with a mouthful of spit. It doesn't matter what sad and sad he is, no matter what his ex-boyfriend is, get out of the way.

Of course, the moon didn't.

Half because Lin Zijin was round, and half because the remaining reason in her heart told her: in front of him, she was a lady, a beautiful woman of Mu Mu.

"It's not bad, the flowers in the park are admired by thousands of people every day, and they keep taking photos. It's like a wild flower, blooming in a valley where no one passes, and if no one passes by, it's so lonely and fragrant. ”

The moon will no longer be as sad and sad as before, especially caring too much about Lin Zijin's words.

"Wildflowers need people who really understand to appreciate her beauty, just like sky blue. Compared to you, from the very beginning, she lost, she didn't have the same good appearance conditions as you, she was very ordinary, a little fat, but kind-hearted. She is a good woman and is fit to be a wife. Originally, we were already planning to get married. ”

Lin Zijin is still immersed in his own world, remembering.

Probably, the protagonist in his heart tonight can only be Summer Blue.

Actually, from a very early age, as early as before Lin Zijin and Mi Xiaoqi broke up, the person he pretended to be in his heart had been replaced by Xia Lan, where was her Mi Xiaoqi's shadow?

It's just that the moon is still unwilling: "You mean, I'm not kind, I'm not a good woman, and I'm not suitable to be a wife?"

Lin Zijin's unintentional words still hurt the moon, she was kind enough to accompany him, but he had to compare his current girlfriend with her.

Interesting, isn't it?

Lin Zijin stared at the moon with some astonishment, and wanted to say something.

Looking at him who was a little anxious, the moon was a little unbearable: "Forget it, for the sake of your bad mood today, I don't care about you as a sad person." ”

"Xiao Qi, you are a good woman, it's just that I am not suitable for you, I can't give you the happiness you want. ”

"Lin Zijin, I don't need you to say it, I also know that I am a good woman, and there are a lot of people who chase me. ”

The moon was a little angry, not because of Lin Zijin's self-righteousness, but because she was angry that she was so stupid and fell in love with such a man before.

In this case, he is clearly shirking his responsibility, does he think that the moon is here to renew his previous relationship?

"Then tell me, what kind of person is suitable for me, and what happiness I want?

As the words came out, looking at the stunned Lin Zijin, the moon began to regret his recklessness and regret his unscrupulous words.

Even she didn't know how to end such an embarrassing situation?

The moon hid her face and cried......

After crying for a while, the moon remembered her business, she stayed to comfort Lin Zijin, what did he say, why should she care?

"Zijin, tell me about Sky Blue. ”

The moon raised its head and gave Lin Zijin a bright smile, as if the unpleasantness just now had never happened.

"You're so serious and let me tell you about Sky Blue, but I don't know where to start. ”

"Let's start with your acquaintance. ”

"That day, probably because I was angry from the beginning, because my dad actually introduced me to someone. At that time, I was very angry: what age is it, I returned my parents' orders, and the words of the matchmaker. I sprinkled all my grievances on Tianlan, I didn't have a good face for her, even my dad couldn't look at it, and scolded me in front of Tianlan, but Tianlan persuaded my dad vigorously. I was thinking: If it weren't for my dad's hard work to bring me up, I wouldn't have seen her!"

The moon poured a glass of water for Lin Zijin.

"Why not beer?"

"Zijin, today, you drank beer and borrowed wine to dispel your sorrows, what about tomorrow and the day after tomorrow?

"Xiao Qi, your tone is very similar to Tianlan, the housekeeper's wife. ”

Lin Zijin couldn't believe it, looking the moon up and down, as if he had only met her today.

"It's nonsense, you haven't drunk yet, so you're talking nonsense. I know you're suddenly losing your azure and feeling bad. But I'm not blue, I can't make up for the vacancy and regret in your heart, just like you just said, I'm not suitable for you, I can't give you the happiness you want. ”

The moon looked at Lin Zijin gently, but the words behind it were returned to him as they were.

Hehe...... Lin Zijin smiled awkwardly.

"It's just that you just spoke like Sky Blue, Sky Blue always controls me, telling me to smoke less, drink less, and rest early. In the past, I was a little disgusted with this kind of discipline and felt that I was not free, but now I miss it very much, and no one will nagging me like this in the future. ”

Lin Zijin held his head in both hands, a little painful.

"In the future, there will definitely be another person to take care of you instead of Tianlan, I'm afraid, you will be annoyed by the time!"

The moon squeezed out a smile, but her brow was furrowed, and it was ugly.

"Zijin, the Buddha said that people are born to suffer, and it is inevitable that we will experience some suffering in this life, and we must face it bravely. Let me tell you a story. ”

"Okay. ”

"The story of me and my good friend Sun. We were both the same age and were childhood playmates. To this day, I still remember when I was a child, she wore pigtails and followed behind my buttocks, like a little tail, and she couldn't shake it off. Always, she learns everything I do, she eats whatever I eat, I am very annoyed with her, looking forward to when she can grow up, so that she can get rid of this annoying little tail. ”

The moon picked up the glass of water that Lin Zijin drank, took a sip, and put it down.

However, before the expected growth arrived, the sun moved, and it was when he was five years old. I was sad and sad for a long, long time, every day, secretly hiding in the quilt and crying, quietly wiping tears in places where my friends couldn't see, and even hiding myself in a place where my parents couldn't find me. ”

Moon paused, her voice choked.

"Once, I hid under a big tree by myself, and while lying down, I fell asleep. When I woke up, it was already dark, and I was scared and ran home crying. That day, my mother forbade me not to eat. ”

"Looks like you have a good relationship with the Sun!"

"Yes. ”

The moon lit another cigarette, took a few puffs, and continued to chat with Lin Zijin.

"Not long after the sun went away, I had a serious illness. It burned so hard that it needed to be hung with water. When the nurse came to me with a pointed needle, I hid behind my mother's back and refused to come out. I remember the first time I got the injection, my mother lied to me, like a mosquito staring, and it didn't hurt at all. I simply believed my mother's words, and when the needle was inserted into my buttocks, there was a sudden pain, and I started crying. ”

The moon light the ashes on the cigarette butts.

"That time, no matter how my mother coaxed me, how the fierce nurse and aunt scared me, I just refused to give in. In the end, it was the young male doctor who came forward, he squatted down and gently touched my head, coaxed me, and if obedient, gave me a rag doll. I happily agreed, because I wanted to get this rag doll and give it to the sun. In this way, she can sleep with the rag doll in her arms in the future, no longer afraid, no longer lonely. However, I didn't give that rag doll out after all. ”

Lin Zijin looked at the moon, and there was a lot of content in his eyes, pity, pity.

"We are really sympathetic! We all have unhappy memories in our childhood, and today, we have lost a loved one at the same time. ”

"Zijin, can you hug me?"

The moon looked at Lin Zijin, and the soft light was dense in her eyes, as if to say: At this moment, she just wants someone to rely on.

Lin Zijin hesitated for a moment, gently hugged the moon's shoulders, and took her into his arms.

The next day, when he got home, the moon couldn't wait to light a cigarette, and took two puffs of smoke, choking on the smoke to stop the restlessness in his lungs.

And the big net of fate is slowly kicking off at this time, and a wonderful show has just begun, just like the sky in the morning light, the good times of the day are revealed, like the little lotus.