Shen Feng's life has been full of energy recently, because his wife is pregnant, and he is finally going to become a glorious father.

Coming back every night to watch TV with his wife, accompanying his wife, and watching his unborn child grow up little by little in his mother's womb, he felt an indescribable happiness.

Since becoming a father, when I watched "clannad", I had a different feeling.

In particular, his child was conceived while he was chasing "Clannad" with his wife every week, and "Clannad" meant something very much to him. Looking at Xiaoxi inside, he seemed to be looking at his daughter. It makes him more caring for his wife - Nagisa's story touches him, but he definitely doesn't want to experience that kind of encounter.

My wife's love for "Clannad" is fanatical, and she is a brain-dead fan of the porter master.

So did he.

Even the names of their unborn children had already been decided—if it was a daughter, it would be Xi, and if it was a boy...... It's still called Xi, Shen Xi.

We will encounter all kinds of things in life, but when the time comes, we will return to us like a tidal wave with all kinds of harvests, and have a wide tenderness like the sea - this is the origin of the name "Xi" that Nagisa gave her daughter.

Shen Xi is very good, full of poetry, and contains the best wishes of his parents. It's also a gender-neutral name, and it seems like a good name for both boys and girls.

However, Xiaoxi died.

The impact of that scene on Shen Feng and his wife was very huge. They almost see Xiaoxi as their own child. One can imagine how much of a blow Xiaoxi's death caused to the hearts of the two.

And pregnant women. Mood is very important, Shen Feng comforts his wife every day.

But in a short period of time, my wife still couldn't get out of the huge pain caused by "clannad". "Clannad" brought her too much touch, made the two cherish the ordinary happiness in front of them more, and made their lives sweeter, she liked "Clannad" too much, so it hurt too much.

I was expecting a reversal of the plot, but on Valentine's Day. "Clannad" did not air.

It seems that "clannad" was over on the day Xiaoxi died.

Hope is shattered, which makes the wife's mood even more lost and painful.

For the first time, Shen Feng had the idea of wanting to kill someone...... He thinks that killing the master porter should be regarded as eliminating harm for the people.

"Wife, come and watch the TV and relax. Shen Feng called his wife to watch TV, and his wife's mood was particularly lost on this day, because this was the day when "clannad" was played, and it used to be the day she was most looking forward to. Now is her saddest day.

"Alas......" the wife sighed and lay on the bed. listless, I don't even want to watch TV. As soon as she thought that it was this day, Xiaoxi passed away, and her mood couldn't get better.

""Clannad" is on the air, last week was not the end, Xiaoxi is not dead. Shen Feng said to his wife.

"Lie to me again, this trick was used to deceive me during the Qingming Festival, and then I waited for 3 hours, but I didn't wait for "clannad". The wife said sadly, lifting Shen Feng away from her.

Shen Feng wanted his wife to watch other comedy stories to adjust her mood, but his wife's obsession with "clannad" was too deep, and she waited until she rested, and she didn't wait for "clannad". Not only did it make her even sadder, but even Shen Feng's husband's credit was drained.

"Even if the porter's "clannad" is over, our "clannad" is not over yet, this is the family, this is life, as long as I live, I will never let such a story happen to our Xiaoxi!" Shen Feng said affectionately.

The wife's mood seemed to be comforted a little, but when Xiaoxi was mentioned, it still couldn't withstand the sadness that had not faded.

Shen Feng went out to get himself some fruits and snacks, hoping to use "eating" to divert his sadness.

After going out, I found that the time was just past eight o'clock, and the prime-time program had already begun to be broadcast.

I don't know why, maybe it's a legendary "man's intuition", he turned on the TV by mistake, and then turned on the Tianmian channel by mistake, and his eyes suddenly widened......

"Wife, come and watch "Clannad"! It's really not over!" Shen Feng shouted loudly.

"......" The wife didn't say anything, and it seemed that his truth was being teased again.

"Really! I swear if I lie, then let my son have no dicks!" Shen Feng continued to shout.

Finally, his wife's muffled voice came from inside: "Isn't there a little cock a girl, don't you just want a daughter like Xiaoxi?" ”

The first time Shen Feng found out that his wife's reaction was so keen, didn't her attributes always feel a little cute and cute?

He felt that his wife's painting style was wrong.

But none of this is anything compared to comforting your wounded heart. Shen Feng directly put the sound of the TV to the maximum, and the familiar sound, the familiar BGM, sounded at home.

Shen Feng only felt a gust of fragrant wind coming, and saw that his wife, who was still in bed, had already achieved the most comfortable on the sofa, which belonged to her exclusive throne.

His eyes were fixed on the TV, and Hao Ran on the TV was the familiar picture of "clannad".

After a week of pause in the middle, at the moment when fans were already desperate, "clannad" was like a bright light, shining from the eyes of fans into their hearts!

……

The picture is gray and white, lifeless, as if it has lost its light, just like the feelings of fans after Xiaoxi's death.

This is exactly the scene when Okazaki and Nagisa meet at the beginning of the first episode of "clannad", as if they have both returned to that time.

But at this moment, both Okazaki and the audience. It's completely different from what I was feeling before.

On the cherry blossom slope. The floating cherry blossoms freeze in the air. Time stands still.

Nagisa is in front of Okazaki, and it is here that the two meet, meet, know, fall in love, and finally part......

"Perhaps, at this time, I shouldn't be like Nagisa talking. If you don't meet me, Nagisa will ......" Okazaki's voice was full of self-blame, regret, and sadness.

After leaving Nagisa, such a voice has been hovering in Okazaki's heart.

There have also been such voices among fans: Nagisa's death is all because of Okazaki, if Okazaki can mix better, maybe it can bring Nagisa a better life, so that Nagisa will not have an accident.

After Xiaoxi's death, after half a month, "clannad" finally reappeared, but as soon as it appeared, this problem was naked in front of people.

Do you want Okazaki to meet Nagisa?

If you don't meet Nagisa. Okazaki's life will continue to be decadent, and his life will be busy. It is impossible to have any stories that moved the audience, and Nagisa ...... Nagisa's body was determined when Nagisa was a child, and if it wasn't for Okazaki, would Nagisa really be fine?

Without the mutual support of Okazaki and Nagisa, can Nagisa become stronger? Without the love between Okazaki and Nagisa, Xiaoshio ...... Will there still be zài?

After such a long time, people have been given plenty of time to think.

Now that I think about this kind of thing, it seems that I have come to the original mentality of Okazaki - escape!

He is escaping, and the audience is also escaping, and escaping is just an ostrich mentality that does not want to see the tragedy happen with his own eyes, not a kind of strength that has the courage to face a difficult situation.

And escaping will not solve any problem at all.

Escaping, not just escaping grief.

Also escaped from happiness.

In this static time and space, which was supposed to be the place where fate met, Okazaki escaped, and Nagisa turned around, ran against Okazaki, and walked down the ramp.

The two hearts that should have been dissolved are drifting apart.

It seems that without Okazaki's initial accosting, Nagisa may not have mustered up the courage to enter the school, and she will not move forward bravely, she walked down the ramp and passed by Okazaki, Okazaki was indifferent, maybe she would have left Okazaki's life completely.

Watching Nagisa go down step by step, people's hearts suddenly became irritable and heartbroken for no reason.

An invisible hand, as if grasping the heart, tore hard.

The face of the fantasy world is finally revealed here, and this is not just a story that Nagisa wants to perform, but a world formed by the thoughts of many people in another world.

The farthest and the closest is another world.

Those once inexplicable lights have finally revealed their mysterious identity - that is the light of hope.

Countless hopes come together to form a miracle that will change the world!

A huge storm of light swept through the fantasy world, and before the machine qì people disappeared, the mysterious girl in white called out a name: "Goodbye, Daddy." ”

Time begins to flow again, the cherry blossoms slowly fall, the cherry blossoms of the fans, is a kind of warm beauty, and the gray world is dyed with brilliance again!

Okazaki, who came back to his senses, turned around suddenly, and shouted loudly with all his might, "Nagisa!!"

He ran towards Nagisa, who was leaving in reverse, and hugged Nagisa in his arms.

He can't let go of Nagisa, he doesn't run away anymore, and no matter what happens in the future, he won't regret his choice.

"Nagisa, I'm here!"

"Great, you can stop me. Nagisa smiled softly, happy for Okazaki's choice.

"I thought Okazaki would feel very uneasy that it would be nice if he didn't meet me. ”

Okazaki didn't speak, he choked up and couldn't speak, he hugged Nagisa hard, as if he wanted to rub Nagisa into his body, so that the souls of the two would become one, and he used his actions to express his heart.

"It's great that I was able to meet Okazaki, and I feel very happy, so please don't be confused anymore, and no matter what happens to you in the future, please don't regret meeting me. "This is Nagisa's request.

Encounters are not a matter of one person, but of two people!

"Thank you!" Okazaki burst into tears, holding Nagisa's cheek and clenching Nagisa's hand again, he would not let go, he would not be confused, and he would not regret it!

Being able to meet Nagisa is the happiest thing in his life!

This is the second time Okazaki has chosen Nagisa...... The first choice was Okazaki's confession to Nagisa.

This choice is not only Okazaki's choice of Nagisa's love, but also his choice of himself and Nagisa's life after that!

This is a choice, not a simple love, but a promise of life! (To be continued......)