What do I say in this chapter, I cried rarely, and it was tearful...... I was moved like this by the character I made out of nothing, embarrassed......

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When Guan Ping came out, the banquet was nearing the end.

Liao Jun only sat for four or five minutes after Guan Ping left, and then got up and left. He and Wang Bo have no common past, so they don't have a common language. He and Guan Ping have a lot of past in common, but Guan Ping is lukewarm to him, obviously keeping a distance from him, and even "never going back" just now, and continuing to stay here will lose its original meaning. After two bowls of wine with Wang Bo, he also left with Shanren.

"What's wrong, why do you look sullen?" Wang Bo asked in a low voice with a smile on her face.

"How can there be!" Guan Ping shook her head in denial and grinned.

"Then you can eat something more. You haven't eaten anything to visit me tonight. Wang Bo didn't care, and used chopsticks to pick up a piece of sweet roasted white and put it in Guan Ping's bowl.

"Hmm!" Guan Ping "um" for a moment, suddenly her nose was sour, and she quickly lowered her head and stuffed the sweet roasted white that Wang Bo had given herself into her mouth.

Throughout the night, except for the boy next to her, no one cared if she was well fed. Her father just called her around, and when he saw that the beer in the house was being drunk less and less, he made a face and lost his temper with her. If it weren't for the salary and gift money to gag his mouth, tonight, I don't know what kind of scolding was waiting for her.

She hadn't seen her for more than three months, and this was the first time she had been separated from her family for such a long time. Guan Ping thought that her mother would be very happy to see her. Mother was delighted. But the object of her joy was the big bags of new clothes she brought back for her younger brother Guan Yu.

For Guan Yu, the new addition to the family, although I haven't met once, I don't know why. Guan Ping always felt very kind. After hearing the news of Guan Yu's birth from her father in the Quartet, she looked forward to the day when she met her younger brother. She wants to see her brother's appearance, wants to hug him, kisses him, and wants to say to him that my sister will do her best to make you happy and safe in this life. Although she didn't want to admit it, Guan Ping knew it herself. She projected her feelings for Guan Yong, the poor child who unfortunately died young, onto Guan Yu's body.

After arranging Wang Bo at the table, Guan Ping, who couldn't wait, immediately ran to her mother's bedroom to see Guan Yu. People are seeing. When she came in, Guan Yu was being held in the air by her mother to amuse. But the moment her mother saw her, she felt that her mother was not surprised, but frightened. The younger brother, who was originally held up in the air by his mother and amused, was immediately hugged tightly in his arms by his mother like a hen protecting a chick after she came in.

In her mother's arms, Guan Ping saw her younger brother Guan Yu. Very small. is very thin, and looks like his father Guan Yongxiang. Guan Ping said Mom, let me hug my brother. The muscles on her mother Mao Zhihong's face immediately trembled, and said that Guan Yu had been playing for a long time, and she was dozing, and she was going to sleep, so let's talk about it when she woke up. Guan Ping said "oh", and her face was even embarrassed.

For their own home. Mother wasn't surprised, and she didn't ask how she was doing alone. I didn't let myself hug my brother who missed him for more than a month. When the aunts and aunts forced themselves to express their stance and went through the back door for the relationship between them and their children, not only did they not rush to relieve themselves and speak, but instead added fuel to the fire with their arms turned outward, "helping to do evil".

As for the two aunts, what do they say to give themselves food and clothing. When she was a child, she went to her cousin's house many times to play, and when she met her cousin and cousin eating some good things, the first action of her two aunts when they saw her was to ask her cousin and cousin to take the things to the house, and then close the door, and wait for them to finish eating behind the door before they came out to play with her. Sometimes when they meet their family eating, if they eat meat, they either pretend not to see themselves, or they do, and they don't ask themselves if they have eaten. If you don't eat meat, but just eat a very ordinary meal, you will ask yourself if you have eaten, and if you don't eat, you will sit down and eat together.

As for clothes, she wore a lot of her cousin Guan Jing's clothes. But all these clothes are Guan Jing can't wear them, Guan Jing herself told her mother to throw them in the river, or simply give them to the beggars outside, saving them from piling up space at home. Then, her aunt took these clothes to her home, saying that they were reluctant to wear these clothes quietly, and the baby was very good, but seeing that Guan Ping was pitiful, she still gave them to Guan Ping to wear.

A mouth full of lies!

But children don't tell lies. From her cousin's countless ridicules and ridicules of herself, Guan Ping knew the original fate of the clothes on her body.

Guan Ping was young, and she was not very sensible at that time, so although she was ridiculed by her cousins, she also liked to go to her cousins' house to play with them.

However, after she started elementary school at the age of seven or eight, she hardly went to her cousin's house. She still wears her cousin's clothes, she can't do anything if she doesn't wear them, her parents almost never buy her clothes, and she can't cover her body without wearing her cousin's clothes. But, whenever possible, if the clothes are torn, she would rather mend them herself, and if the sleeves are short, she would rather take them herself, than wear those clothes that her cousin has eliminated but that fit her better.

In Guan Ping's elementary school and junior high school, she is the only one who does not wear patched clothes all year round, 365 days a year. Sometimes, the clothes on the body don't look like patches, but like a flower or a bird, but in fact, they are still patches, but they are just sewn into a flower and embroidered into a bird by Guan Ping's skillful hands.

And his cousin Guan Zhi, who was mentioned by her aunt several times just now, helped her fight in the fifth grade of elementary school. At that time, she also felt so grateful to her cousin, and her cousin Guan Zhi at that time was like a big hero in her eyes.

However, this big hero lasted less than half a day. That same night, when his cousin called her to the back of a haystack near his home, suddenly hugged her, and was about to take off her pants, the image of the hero was shattered. Of course, his cousin didn't succeed, because she screamed. Her cousin was immediately frightened, turned around and ran away.

Since then, until now, Guan Ping has not spoken a word to his cousin Guan Zhi. Never set foot in his father's house unless he had to. As soon as she saw Guan Zhi, Guan Ping's first reaction was to walk away in a hurry. She couldn't afford to mess with her cousin, she had to dodge.

Guan Ping didn't tell anyone about that.

The two aunts, including her cousin and cousin, had never felt even one warmth in her eighteen-year-old life.

And the mother's maiden family, uncles and aunts, although they are better than aunts, but frankly speaking, the degree of goodness is limited. When my grandmother and grandfather were still alive, she often went to play. But after her grandfather and grandmother died in a car accident at the age of 11, she rarely returned to her mother's home. Among all the people in her mother's family, the third cousin Luo Xia has a better relationship with herself. Second cousin Wang Fang, for some reason, is always full of an inexplicable hostility towards herself.

Before going to work in a rice noodle shop, Guan Ping had always been "naïve" to think that in this world, whether it is her parents, aunts, aunts, uncles and aunts, relatives and friends, they are probably all about the same! She Guan Ping is so miserable and so pitiful, maybe she is not the only one who is so miserable and so pitiful, but because all the children in the world are so miserable and so pitiful. And some children, the reason why they look less miserable, not so pitiful, is because they deliberately show that they are not so miserable and not pitiful in front of others, like her, and once they return home and are locked up, in a place she does not know, they will probably, perhaps, be scolded by their parents, beaten by their parents, disliked, ridiculed, or sarcastic by their relatives, and even coveted and raped by their cousins!

For so many years, Guan Ping has been comforting herself like this. Only by constantly comforting herself like this, the thoughts that have kept popping up one after another in the past ten years and jumping off the edge of a certain cliff can be dissipated and suppressed by her!

Then, she came to the Quartet, walked into a rice noodle shop called "Sister-in-law Zeng's Rice Noodles", and came into contact with a boy named Wang Bo, his mother Zeng Fanyu, his father Wang Jichang, his aunt Zhong Xiaomin, her sister Tian Xin, who was a few years older than her, and many others.

She knew she was wrong. In the past, she was just lying to herself.

After all, I'm still quite pitiful, quite pathetic!

After all, I'm quite lucky and happy!

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