"If you think about it, do you remember asking him to go shopping with you that afternoon? Actually, it doesn't matter, just be realistic. ”

Professor Wang's mouth was gentle, and he looked at Xinya.

"To be honest, I can't tell. I knew about watching that high school student's TV series, but then it was a little blurry, and I really don't remember shopping. ”

"You can't remember shopping, so do you know where you went that afternoon and what you did?" Professor Wang asked again.

Xinya rolled her eyelids upward, thought for a moment and replied, "I didn't go anywhere, I will make dinner after watching TV." ”

"The first few times I came, I said that when you were fantasizing, you didn't think it was a fantasy, it was real, you experienced it. Do you think these things are true, and you remember them afterwards?"

Seeing that Xinya didn't answer, Professor Wang looked at me.

When she couldn't tell the difference between fantasy and reality, she certainly couldn't answer this question, and I found it difficult to answer as a Witness. Because sometimes she can realize that she is in a trance, and sometimes she is not aware of her mind wandering or even what we think of as gibberish. ”

The consultation room suddenly became very quiet, Professor Wang was probably meditating, mobilizing all the information resources in his brain to form a judgment, and Xinya and I didn't know which direction to think, in fact, we were in a daze there.

While Xinya was in the bathroom, Professor Wang told me that Xinya was sometimes unaware of her role substitution, but now she found that she sometimes couldn't remember what happened at all, and she couldn't restore what she did during that time, and the situation seemed to be more complicated than originally thought.

"Why? How can it be more complicated?"

Psychosis is already terrifying, could it be more complicated than that?

"I suspect she has split personality tendencies, and she may not have more than one personality. ”

One moment of delusion, the next moment of split personality, how can they be such tall things!

That's something that sounds creepy, how could Xinya, a girl who usually looks so normal, be linked to a split personality?

"Professor Wang! It's unlikely, right?"

"Whether it's fantasy or split personality, I'm not sure enough. But the two are also closely related, both are mental illnesses, and it is entirely possible for deep fantasies to evolve into split personalities, and the boundaries in between are sometimes not so clear. ”

"You said that it's easy to understand that fantasy disorder is a little bit more understandable, and the split personality is only heard, what is going on?"

Professor Wang explained:

Split personality is about the possibility that a person's personality may split into more than two personalities, just as a person has more than two souls hidden in their body, commanding and controlling your body at different times and occasions. Each personality of this patient has its own thinking patterns and memories. The split personality can be all-encompassing and can have different genders, ages, races, and even species. They take turns controlling the patient's words and actions, and the original personality has no consciousness or memory of this time. Multiple personalities in a person may know each other and communicate with each other, or they may not know each other exist. If there is a personality that dominates the body in a certain period of time, then the other personalities may do nothing during this time period, and this period of time is blank in the memory of the other personality, and it is not known what the patient's body did during this period, and there is a memory gap.

"So what is the best treatment at the moment?" I think no matter what the situation is, as long as Xinya's "disease" can be cured or not worsened.

"I can't conclude that Xinya is a person with split personality right now, but I think even it is closely related to fantasy, and the root is still in fantasy. ”

"What do you mean ......"

"For the time being, let's consider it as a fantasy disorder, and from the analysis of so many situations you have introduced, Xinya's problem or cause seems to be relatively simple, as if it is an identity fantasy, that is, fantasizing about yourself as a certain character or others as an identity in your heart. ”

"Identity?

Professor Wang looked at me for a long time without speaking, and I felt uncomfortable and didn't understand what he meant.

"What do you think of Xinya?"

Why do you suddenly ask that?

"She's fine. "I tell you the truth.

"Where?"

"In all respects. Hard work, orderly, mature personality, dignified temperament, skillful housework, hard-working and virtuous, kind-hearted, caring for employees. ”

Professor Wang suddenly looked serious and leaned forward: "You have never considered remarriage?"

"It's not that I haven't thought about it, but when I think about it, I think of my deceased wife and my daughter, who is still in school, and I don't have any thoughts. ”

"When a person dies, she can't be resurrected, no matter how sorry you are, how much you miss it, after all, she can't come back. As for children, they have to grow up and fly solo after all. ”

"Professor Wang, let's move on to Xinya's question. ”

Professor Wang smiled strangely at me, then blinked inexplicably, and said, "I'm talking to you about Xinya's treatment plan right now." ”

Seeing that I looked confused, Professor Wang laughed twice, knocked on the table, and said:

"I have a private treatment recommendation, which is for your reference only, not as an official treatment plan. ”

"What's the plan? You said, let me do whatever I wanted. "I'm a little excited.

"Now that you've figured it out, can you do anything?"

"Tell me, I'll do it. "I swear.

"Marry Xinya!"

I never imagined that Professor Wang's solution to the problem was for me to marry Xinya.

I've never seen such a strange treatment plan.

If others know the truth, I have a good girl like Wenwen, and Xiao Qin introduced by his wife and sister, Guimei, who is a little younger but also infatuated, will not marry a mentally ill person, can you not scold me for being sick?

But because of my long-term relationship with Xinya and my understanding of her, although I felt that this proposal was a bit ridiculous as a treatment for mental illness, I didn't feel that it was insulting and disrespectful to me.

Besides, Professor Wang has stated that it is not an official treatment plan, and perhaps people have given a private "earthwork" out of good intentions.

But it made me extremely difficult.

I didn't want to marry Xinya just because I was worried about her illness, but I didn't want to see her condition worse.

Why is this so?

Is Xinya's current situation directly related to my marriage?

In other words, what would be the worst outcome if I didn't marry Xinya?