When we went back, we still sat in that kind of car, this time we were on the bus because the time was relatively early, so it was not crowded, Ou Zhenhai probably summed up the experience, and took me to the innermost seat as soon as he got on the bus. I sat at the window, then my dad, and at the very edge was Ou Zhenhai.

I laughed, "Why are you shoving me into a corner?"

"Well, if you sit here, I can also save a lot of trouble. ”

I smiled and nodded; "It's just that it's hard to go to the bathroom, but it's good to sit here and avoid some lewd men, and I saw with my own eyes that a few of the little daughters-in-law in the car were touched by a man in his fifties.

Fortunately, these women are much stronger than Zhao Yunzhu, and after being talked about, they quickly launched a counterattack, scolded the other party for half an hour, and finally got off the male hooligan halfway, very tough.

The more I drove forward, there were more and more people, and it was messy, and the car was also very chaotic.

Because it's the Chinese New Year now, many people bring a lot of things into the city to sell, chickens, ducks and geese are stuffed into a carriage, children cry, adults make trouble, and there are also some dates and home-made pancakes and sticky bean buns are ready to go into the city to try their luck. Not to mention the atmosphere inside the carriage.

There are also some people holding some ointments and medicinal materials for treating rheumatism, and some people come up with some messy medicinal materials, and shout vigorously: "Be careful, this is deer antler, you can't afford to pay for it!"

Everyone craned their necks to see what the so-called deer antler velvet was.

There were also people who took some strange things that were passed down from their ancestors, saying that they were precious medicinal herbs, and began to sell them in the car.

"See! This is a serious wild snow clam in the Northeast! This is a whole scorpion, my grandfather got it at the beginning, and they are all good things, if it weren't for my grandson's daughter-in-law, I wouldn't have sold it." ”

Someone asked how much it was, and the man asked for 500 yuan: "You don't bargain for a penny! You get what you pay for, this is a good thing for me, it's all natural and wild, it's a good thing." ”

Ou Zhenhai was very concerned about this, he watched it for a long time, and then quietly told us: "Look at it, what is that old man selling?"

"Isn't it a medicinal herb?" said my father, "I look very old outside, and he himself holds it as a treasure, so it must be a good thing." ”

I smiled and said, "I also think that the old man is a real person at first glance, look at his hands are thick calluses." ”

"Hehe, you're wrong, those scorpions are actually made of sheep's horns. In addition, snow clams are ordinary forest frogs, which are everywhere in summer. This old man has a loyal face, and he is quite deceiving. ”

"No!" My dad and I were shocked, we had the audacity to sell such a broken thing for five hundred dollars!

Ou Zhenhai said with a smile: "So you have to understand that it is not enough to just look at your face, you still have to look at the depths of your heart." In fact, I have also done this, when I just left the factory, I was poor and couldn't eat, Dong Yulan was bent on forcing me to admit defeat, and all my ways to work were blocked for me. The house in the village had long been seized by those from my mother's family, and I had no choice, so I used some forest frogs to pretend to be snow clams, and sold them everywhere, and later sold them for more than 100. That day, I was able to eat a full meal, so I went to the restaurant and asked for a steamed bun, a big bowl of pork stewed vermicelli, and I ate it all. ”

My dad hurriedly said, "This is going to be bad! Be careful that your stomach can't stand it." ”

"Don't worry, Dad, I'm fine, I used to be unable to eat in the countryside. Some of them eat hard, and they can fight hunger when they are hungry, and my mother said it was a camel. ”

I looked at Ou Zhenhai, he always said these words with a smile, I think, he must have encountered a lot of sad and difficult things, how many people bullied him, trying to make him unable to live, he had to face those things at a young age, his selfish father, his despicable stepmother, and his younger brother, but Ou Zhenhai was always so strong.

"I'm embarrassed to cheat people out of money. Ou Zhenhai said with a smile.

My dad said, "It's okay, you couldn't help it at that time, don't lie to people in the future." ”

"Okay Dad, I got it. Now I rarely lie. Because in the past, the deception was for eating, even if it was exposed, it was just a beating. Now if I deceive someone and sell fake medicinal herbs, my boss will kill me. ”

My dad was startled, his face was instantly ugly, and I glared at Ou Zhenhai, how can this guy be open-mouthed, he knows nonsense.

I smiled at my dad and said, "He's joking! Be honest, don't scare my dad. ”

Ou Zhenhai smiled, sat up straight, and looked like a good elementary school student.

My dad chatted with him for a while, talking about some of Ou Zhenhai's love life, and Ou Zhenhai said some things, getting along with a few girls, why they broke up, and so on.

Although I think he has hidden a lot, my father still frowns and is silent, and it seems that he is not very happy.

I quickly changed the subject: "Dad, what are you talking about? Can't he have a rich ex-girlfriend anymore? I'm almost living with someone else." It's all the same. ”

Ou Zhenhai smiled at me, and at this time, someone took out some ancestral medicinal materials and began to show them, and he also leaned over to look at those medicinal materials.

My dad took the opportunity to say to me: "It's not that he doesn't let him get along with him, but he has dealt with too many girls, and there are only four or five of them this time." Maybe there's no such thing as ...... mentioned."

I smiled: "With emotional experience, you can better love your wife behind, I believe in him." Besides, he is honest, where ordinary people will tell you the truth, he must have packaged himself well. Only he is honest. ”

My dad looked at me with a sudden pain in his eyes, and he sighed and said, "You... Don't grieve yourself like this. ”

"I didn't wronged myself, Dad, what do you say. "I was confused.

My dad sighed and grabbed his clothes: "I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for your mother, I didn't do well before, but I don't want you to be uncomfortable, even if you don't get married, just be happy." Don't push yourself because of who you are. If I find someone and feel that only he can want you, and you can't marry without him, I will be even more uncomfortable. If I knew that you were not doing well, I would not be able to forgive myself, so I could only apologize with death. ”

I was speechless, looking at my dad, silent.

It occurred to me that my father died so early in my previous life, was it because he knew very well that I was not doing well?

I have been abused by the Xie family, and Zhao Qin and Liu Yaolan have also been hurting me behind my back. My child died and was sick, I was widowed and parenting, my brother was not happy, depressed, he was always unable to do anything, and he later became depressed and caused himself to die early.

I couldn't help it in my previous life, I was cowardly and incompetent, and I had children who couldn't leave the scumbag, but now I'm different, I can choose my own path, and I won't let him die like this

When my dad saw my tears, he grabbed me and said, "What's wrong with you? Are you crying? Am I right?"

"No!" I smiled and wiped my eyes, "I always thought you didn't want to care about me, and you couldn't see my sadness. I can't imagine that you care about me so much, Dad, don't worry, Ou Zhenhai is very good to me, I am very happy, if one day, he doesn't like me anymore, I won't beg him to continue to live with me, you are right, I can live a good life myself. And you and my brother!"

My dad nodded in relief. Then he said, "You must hate me, do you?"

"No, it's not easy for you. ”

My dad sighed: "Don't say these comforting words, I know you won't be happy, no one will be happy, let you suffer so much, I just think I did something wrong, I don't want you to be ruined because of me, I told Ye Zhao Qin that you can torture me, but she still won't let you go...... I hate to kill her, but thinking about your brother and your sister, I suffer so much every day. It's all my fault, I'm sorry for your mother. He lowered his head and cried.

He was blocking me in the noisy, dirty and messy carriage and weeping as he said this. No one noticed what was happening, and I patted him lightly on the back. I don't know how to comfort him.

"Dad, actually, I want to ask you, am I you and my mother......" I didn't dare to ask him if there was no blood relationship between the two of us.

Maybe it's because I have a public face, so everyone thinks I'm familiar.

My dad whispered, "I can't be forgiven in my life because of this." I just hope you live a good life and don't be like me. I will do my best to compensate you so that you can be happy. ”

I nodded, "If my brother brings back a not-so-nice girlfriend one day, will you accept it?"

"Isn't it beautiful? He can find a woman, just ugly, a widow with four children, I don't dislike it, as long as you are happy. ”

My heart suddenly felt a lot lighter, my brother should be happy, right? His love affair dad said he wouldn't interfere. Laughing happily.

My dad looked at me and said eagerly, "Something is wrong. You won't ask that, could it be that your brother is really the target?"

I laughed, "I don't know, I'm just asking." ”

"Okay, I'll just ask him. ”

I hurriedly said, "No, if he really has a partner, can he show it to you?" ”

My dad nodded, and then was a little worried: "Our family has such a reputation now, and we don't have any money." What kind of girl can be with your brother. ”

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