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As soon as Wang Yan's voice fell, Fu Mingxian quickly added these two words.

Don't want to......

It's no wonder if you don't want to.

Wang Yan laughed in a low voice, a rare gaffe for a person like him to be so calm, and the other hand on Fu Mingxian's shoulder also quietly went down, silently finding Fu Mingxian's slender jade fingers, and then the hands of the two overlapped in one place, and the ten fingers were interlocked.

Wang Yan said in a very solemn tone, "Well, I went out on a long trip, I am more sensible and obedient, it seems that I am ...... Or go out and walk often. ”

Fu Mingxian also smiled lightly and said, "I only know, enough is enough." ”

Speaking of which, I still have to thank Huo Lezhen, otherwise I wouldn't have let the relationship between Wang Yan and Fu Mingxian warm up so quickly.

She is a frank person, and the things she recognizes will not be easily changed, and since she has already identified Wang Yan, she will not twist it anymore.

Wang Yan was quietly hugging behind her back, which actually gave Fu Mingxian the illusion that the years were quiet, at this moment, she didn't think about anything, she didn't scruple to be with Wang Yan, and even her identity was not so important.

"Definitely. ”

Wang Yan lowered his eyes, his eyes were reluctant, what Fu Mingxian hoped for, as everyone knows, is also what Wang Yan thinks, but it is not now, he still has unfinished things to do.

Wang Yan slowly let go of Fu Mingxian, and then walked around to her, his expression became solemn, "I came here this time with the emperor's order, and I can't stay for a long time." ”

"You're going to stay here for the time being, and I'll send someone to inform you when I respond to the day. ”

The light in Fu Mingxian's eyes faded, and she was a little disappointed, "What's the matter?"

"Jiangxi is in turmoil, the emperor ordered me to go to quell the chaos, and Li Sheng has already taken the lead in opening the way. ”

The major events of the imperial court, all kinds of twists and turns, Wang Yan can't talk to Fu Mingxian in detail, "If I leave for a long time, I'm afraid that the army's morale will collapse." ”

This appearance, Wang Yan also spent a lot of effort to meet, and in just a few hours, he was leaving.

Fu Mingxian's heart palpitated, and the disaster was ...... Wang Yan went to Jiangxi this time to quell the chaos.

The war has an inexplicable shadow on her, her father was killed in battle, and her mother was martyred.

Fu Mingxian held Wang Yan's hand and suddenly tightened.

At this time, the mood suddenly fell from the clouds to the dust.

Wang Yan's eyes fluctuated slightly, "It's just a small battle, I'm sure, otherwise I wouldn't have been ordered to go on the expedition, besides, I have led troops to fight before." ”

He still has things to do, and there are people to protect him, he won't die so easily.

Fu Mingxian's eyes turned red in an instant, the battlefield was ruthless, her father was also an undefeated general of the Ming Dynasty, no matter how strong he was, he either won or died in battle, there can be countless victories, but defeat can only be done again.

The one that cost his life.

"Then why do you want me to stay at my grandmother's house, waiting for you to respond to the day and I will go back?" Fu Mingxian didn't believe it, if Wang Yan was confident, he didn't have to open his mouth to let her stay in He's house, presumably he was also afraid in his heart, if he couldn't come back, he wouldn't be able to protect her in Yingtian.

Wang Yan hugged Fu Mingxian in his arms with a smile on the corner of his lips, "You haven't seen your grandmother for many years, and you should stay with her for a while longer, and by the way, take a good look at whether Jiangnan is better or what should be done." ”

"Song Ze will continue to protect you in the shadows. ”

Wang Yan's eyes sank, which was also an important reason why he came to see Fu Mingxian, he sent Song Ze to Fu Mingxian's side.

Even the guards of the West Factory will be recorded in the book and used by the imperial court, but Song Ze does not use it, he took it with him when he saved him, he was the one he brought out, and he only did things for him.

Knowing Fu Mingxian's worries, the corners of Wang Yan's lips raised slightly, "Don't you still want to see Fu Mingmei, if it takes a long time, I'm afraid your mother will send someone to look for you." ”

"It's just that some bandits and thieves are not as good as the well-trained army, and the guards of the West Factory are a thousand times stronger than them. ”

Wang Yan had a smile in his eyes, and his eyes fell on the teahouse on the second floor of the street.

"That'...... So I went first. Fu Mingxian nodded with tears in her eyes and turned around very quickly, not wanting Wang Yan to look at her reddish eyes and hidden tears.

"Ah Heng......" Wang Yan suddenly stretched out his hand to hold Fu Mingxian again, and called her small character affectionately, "Wait for me to come back." ”

Fu Mingxian palpitated inexplicably, this sentence is inexplicably familiar when I come back.

Suddenly remembered that when the snow fell last year, her body could no longer support it, and she couldn't even sit under the porch and watch the snow flutter for long.

Wang Yan hurried over, his eyebrows were still stained with broken snow and he didn't have time to brush it off, he had always been not good at joy, he grabbed his hand very abruptly, and said to her happily, "Wait for me ......"

Again...... Wait for me to come back.

It's a pity that Fu Mingxian calculated that she was going out to see Huo Yanqing at that time, and although Wang Yan had something out of the ordinary, she didn't take it to heart, but she said this sentence again today.

So...... What did Wang Yan want to do at the beginning, and why was she so happy to let herself wait for her.

"You...... Be careful. Fu Mingxian thought for a while, as if she had made up her mind in her heart, if Wang Yan could come back safely, she would ask what Wang Yan wanted her to wait for that day,...... By the way, she is Ah Xian's thing.

Even if...... Wang Yan might think she was a monster.

"Okay!" Wang Yan's eyes flashed with a smile, and it was not until Fu Mingxian's figure completely disappeared that he returned to indifference.

The chaos in Jiangxi is not as easy as it says, if it really can't come back...... I'm afraid I have to plan for Fu Mingxian earlier.

……

"Heng...... Sister Heng?"

But I haven't seen her for a few days, Fu Mingmei has been thin and pitiful, her legs are curled up on the side of the clinical kang, her eyes that were originally like obsidian flashes are overshadowed, and she is tilting her head to look at the fallen leaves outside the window at the moment, and when she saw Fu Mingxian, she burst into tears again.

I often cry when I think about it.

Fu Mingxian was taken aback, and she felt even more distressed when she looked at Fu Mingmei.

But she didn't say anything, Fu Mingmei had just lost her mother, pushed herself and others, and only when the pain was in her heart was she qualified to comment, Fu Mingxian just stepped forward and held Fu Mingmei tightly in her arms, letting her sobble softly, and gently patting her shoulder.

After a while, Fu Mingxian slowly spoke, "I have also heard about Aunt Fang, no wonder she has always had a light personality and doesn't want to compete with others, but Sister Mei, she also has you in her heart." ”

If it weren't for being pregnant with Fu Mingmei, I'm afraid that when she escaped from the He family, Fang's would have committed suicide by throwing herself into the river, and she had lived for so many more years, and it was also for her.

"I don't want to go back to He's house, I'm being a father...... There is nothing bad about Second Master Fu's concubine, I don't want my mother to exchange death for my life. Fu Mingmei cried and shook her head.

"When people do something wrong, they always think about whether they can find another way to compensate, everyone has a different way, and that way belongs only to themselves. Fu Mingxian raised her head slightly, she had also resented Zhao Jinxiu.

resentment that she died in front of Fu Zheng's coffin, leaving her seven years old crying in front of the grave, and since then she has been lonely and helpless, if she has her mother to protect her, I am afraid it will be ...... There are many detours to be avoided.

can live a lifetime, Fu Mingxian has seen a lot of things clearly, she doesn't complain about Zhao Jinxiu, her mother loves her father like that, and she is ruthless to die with her father, I am afraid that she will also suffer from self-blame and guilt.

If one day she really likes someone, and that person dies on the battlefield, she will be disheartened and don't want to live anymore.

Everyone has selfish moments.

She had heard Zhao Qin's self-blame, and she blamed herself for not being vigilant when she received Zhao Jinxiu's entrustment to help take care of Xiao Mingxian, if she sent someone to watch Zhao Jinxiu, it would not have caused a tragic situation.

Fu Mingxian understood.

Her mother wanted to be martyred, probably from the moment she heard that her father had died in battle, and she endured the pain to arrange her way out and entrusted her to her grandmother.

After Zhao Jinxiu's death, Zhao Qin's family will not stand idly by, she is the favored daughter of Fu Guogong's mansion, if she is not so stubborn, I am afraid that she will live very well now, in the end, it is no wonder that she has taken a detour.

You can't blame others for your mistakes.

Mother loves herself, but she also loves her father, and there is nothing wrong with that.

"Maybe for you, this is a very painful thing, but for Aunt Fang, it feels relieved. Fu Mingxian sighed slightly, hiding the tears in her eyes, "She is your mother, seeing that you are alive and well until now, and finding the family that should be reunited for you, she arranged everything that should be arranged for you, and then she did what she wanted to do." ”

"In your heart, she is putting you before her. ”

"That's how she loves you, and that's how she chooses. ”

Fu Mingmei couldn't cry anymore, "Sister Heng, I know everything...... Sister Mei knows it, but I'm still sad. ”

"Don't cry anymore. Fu Mingxian gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Fu Mingmei's eyes, "You are only thirteen years old." ”

"You can only live better than before, and you will be right, if she looks at you like this, she will feel distressed. ”

Fu Mingmei leaned on Fu Mingxian's shoulder and sobbed softly.

Fu Mingxian couldn't bear to say, "Don't even complain about the He family, your father and brother...... It still hurts you. ”

Aunt Fang also believes in them, so she will leave without worries. ”

Uncle He has been looking for Aunt Fang's traces, at that time, he didn't know that she was pregnant with a child, waiting for He Jiuye to take over, and when he learned the truth, he also wanted Fu Mingmei to recognize her ancestors and return to her ancestors, even if Aunt Fang couldn't enter the door of the He family, she would be treated well.

They all wanted to be good for Fu Mingmei.

But I don't want Aunt Fang to be so chaste.

Fu Mingmei stopped talking, Fu Mingxian said softly, "It's right to be sad, it's right to keep filial piety, if you really miss her, you can always remember it in your mind, and she will live well in your heart." ”

"But you can't cry, or you're going to cry and break your body. ”

Fu Mingmei couldn't help choking, "Four...... Is my brother okay?"

Fu Mingxian felt that the tip of her nose was slightly sour, Fu Mingmei was really sensible and distressed, "It's okay, it's okay, you're all okay." ”

"Sister Heng, why do you think you look like a person?"

At this time, Fu Mingxian's parents are complete, and the people around her are all fine, obviously the feeling just now is something that only people who have experienced it firsthand will say, Ming Mingheng's sister is a little older than her.

Fu Mingxian pursed her lips and smiled, but she didn't explain.

"You have a good rest first, and when the fourth cousin is better, he will take you back, and Ning Xiang will take good care of you. ”

Fu Mingxian got up, and He Zhixiu was still waiting for her.

Fu Mingmei was a little reluctant, but she nodded obediently.

Approaching the threshold of his footsteps, Fu Mingxian remembered some important things and said, "My brother is being dragged by his grandmother to inspect the shop Zhuangzi, and he will come to see you after he is busy for a while, and he has always remembered this matter." ”

"My brother asked me to bring it. ”

Fu Mingmei got a little better, lowered her head and opened her pocket, which was filled with some preserved fruits, she liked sweets the most, but now she took it out and put it in her mouth, and she felt very bitter.

Fu Mingxian's time to go back and forth was just right, and when she returned to the cloth village, the owner of the cloth village and the guests had already returned to their original places, measured a few sets of clothes, and then returned to the teahouse to find He Zhixiu.

Magpie Zhi also obediently guarded on the first floor, Fu Mingxian's heart was inexplicably sweet for a while, I really don't know what means Wang Yan used to do this.

"Ah Heng, you can be regarded as back. Seeing that Fu Mingxian was well, He Zhixiu finally breathed a sigh of relief, "It's not too early, if you still have anything you want to buy, come out again when you have time, or let Uncle Quan help." ”