XVIII. Go and stay as you like - wave goodbye
Xiao Hao is a very confident person, of course, not only his confidence in his appearance, but also too many labels on his body, with high EQ and IQ.
But he is often ridiculed by Wang Hanyu as a very narcissistic person, and the surface of the laughter often hides the true thoughts in his heart.
It's hard to understand what is going on in a person's heart, because everyone is good at disguise. No one knows how uncomfortable the heart is on the surface of happy laughter, just like Xiao Hao himself said, "I often sit in the bright lights, and I also want to taste the porridge in the morning from time to time."
Whenever the night comes, I think that I will be old, and that calm heart will inevitably have a little throbbing. "Time flies, the wind is light. The clouds rise and fall, and the vicissitudes of life. Growth is accompanied by the passage of time by second, and perhaps this second of acquaintance will be an opportunity to change their lives.
In a blink of an eye, he was no longer naïve, and his handsome face was not hazy. Naughty teenagers are also bound by society, and everything is quietly changing. The only thing that hasn't changed is that you can still look at the sky when you look up.
Only spent every day in a daze in alcohol, but now every day he felt meaningless, holding a wine bottle and staggering down the bleak street, involuntarily recalling the many pictures and his most familiar back.
Suddenly, he lay on the ground with a colic, his trembling hands clutching his clothes frantically trying to pull out his heart, "How can I feel like this? Xiao Hao's vicissitudes of life looked at the sky desperately, and said frantically, "I should have everything, right, God, you are so unfair to me." You have given me everything but I have lost my beloved, can you hear me begging. Shall I trade everything I have for her future?" I remember that you didn't like spicy food, you didn't like coriander, you liked to eat sour food, you loved to laugh, and you didn't like to talk. I still remember all of you, I still remember the places I went to with you, I haven't forgotten, you like the sunshine, you like the ancient town. Those bluestone slabs have our memories, and our memories are still asleep in the message board, and the hoarse cry echoes in the air: "I've never felt so bad, like the first time I met you, I never had, you don't know, you don't know, I think you must know"......
"It's a pleasure to meet you for the first time, I'm Xiao Hao, Xiaoyue, Xiao Ri Tianhao." "Hello to you, my name is Liu Meiqing, beautiful beauty, clear water"
I only heard Xiao Hao laughing, "It must be the clear water out of the hibiscus, and it is really worthy of natural carving and decorating a poem"
Meiqing was quite embarrassed by Xiao Hao's words, her cheeks were flushed, and she stared at the floor with her head down, Xiao Hao nodded, coughed, and said seriously, "I don't mind sitting next to you." ”
At this time, Liu Meiqing raised her head, shook her head and said shyly, "I don't mind", when he spoke, Xiao Hao looked straight at Meiqing with his eyes, and Meiqing was a little scared
。 Meiqing saw the teacher walk in before he got out of his eyes, the sound of the teacher's shoes stepping on the floor when he walked in couldn't even hide such a mocking voice, dressed in a bright suit, holding a beige cover magazine in his left hand, and holding his gold-rimmed glasses in his right hand, which attracted countless girls to scream as soon as he appeared.
Of course, Xiao Hao also saw this mash-up king, and almost didn't react, "Isn't this Wang Heng, why is he here?"
"Ahem, I am your counselor, from now on, you can come to me for advice whether you encounter problems in your studies or life," the audience burst into applause.
Wang Heng waved his arm: "Thank you for your support, we are definitely unfamiliar at the beginning, so we will all understand each other in the future." So let's get acquainted with it for yourselves. ”
After speaking, he was about to turn around and walk out of the classroom, Xiao Hao ran out of the classroom and chased after him. Wang Heng, you stop for me, Wang Heng turned around and looked very surprised. It turned out to be Xiao Hao, what are you looking for me, Xiao Hao slowly stepped forward, attached to Wang Heng's ear and said, "What do you want to do?"
Wang Heng looked stunned, and then looked left and right, and said slowly: "Xiao Hao, I obeyed your father's orders to protect you, so now I have two identities, that is, your counselor and your personal bodyguard," After speaking, he left, leaving only a dashing back, like a tall poplar.
Xiao Hao shook his head, thinking in his heart: "No matter, what he wants to do, as long as he doesn't disturb me." After thinking for a while, Xiao Hao turned around and walked into the classroom. After going back, he continued to take his mobile phone to add other beauties in the class, it seems that this kind of life is the life he wants?
Liu Meiqing looked at Xiao Hao who was huddled in the crowd, she looked at it and didn't say anything. She wanted to talk to him, but she couldn't rush around him. Her personality also makes it more difficult for her compared to other girls.
In fact, at this moment, Xiao Hao noticed her in that corner, she looked so special. But he could only pretend to laugh and talk to her, Xiao Hao couldn't calm his emotional heart.
He looked at her secretly, and the word like was written in his eyes. But he didn't want her to find out, he wanted to protect her silently, he wanted to be her knight.
Ding Ding Ding With a burst of bells, the bell rang abruptly after class. The classmates all walked out of the classroom in ecstasy, leaving him alone in the classroom, and only when he was alone would Xiao Hao show that gloomy look. He is actually very lonely, very lonely, very thoroughly, he never lacks the opposite sex, but no one has entered his heart.
But he saw Miqing, and for the first time, he really had the passion to like such a person. He had lost this feeling for a long time, and he was not sure if he would succeed or not, but at this moment he had made up his mind to try, and people who were used to having a good ride would always fall in love with setbacks.
People who have never been rejected are more humble in front of feelings, and for the first time they have that kind of unpredictable heart. He sat there for a long time, and finally he still didn't dare and didn't want to disturb his life.
The fastest way for a person to change is to make him like someone. If you want to make him feel inferior, the fastest way is to make him fall in love with someone.
None of us have the right to choose our destiny, but we can choose our own lives. It's like a winding path that may have turned into a straight road over time, and the road is actually still there, but the surface has changed.
How many couples have to end because they don't want to admit defeat first. No matter how much that person resembles you, you can't forget it, you can't forget it, you don't have to deceive yourself. Open your heart and let her slowly come out of your heart. You don't have to apologize for something you missed, just like thinking you don't need any reason.
(Don't let the outside world affect your mood at the moment, and don't give him a second chance, no matter who hurts you.) Even if you still think about it from time to time, don't have any illusions. Don't try to convince yourself to forgive. Regrets seen in other people's stories, hopefully don't appear in your life. )