What's the bad thing?

Li Yunze frowned and seemed to have difficulty speaking, his brows were slightly furrowed, and his expression was solemn and deep: "It's just ......" still couldn't open his mouth, so he turned around and threw Shen Ruoqi directly on the bed.

"That's it...... Something like that. ”

Such...... Shen Ruoqi's reflex arc was really too long, and he looked around left and right before he reacted to what he said. Does this mean rolling the sheets?

If it weren't for this, he wouldn't be so difficult to speak, wouldn't it? Let her analyze and analyze, as the old saying goes, he must have had this idea every day, so he would have this kind of spring dream.

"Li Yunze, you ...... Do you want to sleep with me?" Li Yunze felt that it was difficult to speak, why did she say it so easily?

Li Yunze looked at her steadily, and then shook his head: "I didn't think so. ”

I'll go to your uncle! If he said this, wouldn't Shen Ruoqi be so amorous again. If you haven't thought about it that way, how can you have such a dream? No matter how you explain it, there is only one possibility, and that is that you subconsciously want to do it!

"Well, it's okay if you don't admit it. Can you let me go now? If we keep doing this, I'm afraid your dreams will come true. Shen Ruoqi didn't realize that her words were very provocative.

Following her words, Li Yunze naturally mistook her words for some regret: "Qiqi, do you want me to make my dreams come true?"

At this time, it is natural to be reserved: "Absolutely not!"

Li Yunze still didn't mean to get up from her, and sighed lightly: "You don't understand, that dream doesn't look like a dream." It's too real, as if it really happened. Qiqi, will we ......"

Shen Ruoqi couldn't help twitching the corners of her mouth, and said that she hadn't thought about it, okay?

"Stop, you said you didn't think about it, then I didn't think about it either, let's stop on this topic. Didn't you say you were going to tell me all the truth? I'll wait!" Discussing things in his room and in his bed is so much that it must be stopped immediately.

Li Yunze nodded in response, and finally stood up and sat up. But before Shen Ruoqi could sit up, Li Yunze hugged her. Lift the quilt and lie down for her, and then lie to the side by herself, lying down in a proper manner.

"Are you going to tell a story, or are you going to sleep?"

Li Yunze didn't answer, and after a while, he said softly: "When it snows, accompany me to the grave! I want to take you to meet her and tell her that I have someone to accompany you." ”

Is he going to take her to his mother's grave? Before he has even written a word, he wants her to go to see his mother-in-law? Shen Ruoqi looked inexplicable.

"Don't talk to me about anything else, I have to know where your heart disease is, and I need to know how to treat you. "Why is there so much nonsense, how can she see that he regretted it and didn't want to tell her.

Li Yunze was silent for a moment, clasped her hand, and recalled the past he was most reluctant to recall.

His mother is a typical Jiangnan woman, with the gentleness of Jiangnan smoke and rain. In Li Yunze's impression, his mother has always been a gentle woman, but occasionally she becomes less like herself.

Her name is Liu Han, and even her name is full of the subtle taste of Jiangnan Liu'an. The age difference between her and Li Zhi is fifteen years, and no matter how you look at it, such an age difference seems to be for each other's money, but his mother really admires Li Zhi, and it is deep in the bone marrow.

At that time, Li Zhi's original wife was seriously ill and had been dragged by potions. During that time, Li Zhi was busy at both ends, and he relied on Liu Han to help him take care of everything. Liu Han was Li Zhi's secretary and had been by his side for nearly ten years. She has never crossed the line, and the two have feelings for each other but tacitly know each other.

When that line was broken, I'm afraid no one can say. Li Zhi was confused and made Liu Han pregnant, and in order to avoid the spread of rumors, he had to send her out of the country alone.

It didn't take long for the original wife to pass away, and Li Zhi didn't feel sad for too long before he recovered. At that time, Liu Han's belly was five months old, and Li Zhi promised Liu Han that he would marry her when she gave birth to the child.

However, Li Zhi has not come to see her since. Until the day before she entered her due date, she saw a piece of news about Li Zhi. Lai's and Montessori want to tie the knot, and the two groups join forces.

Xu was stimulated, and she was going to give birth that night. There was fetal gas, and there was some dystocia, so she was going to give birth smoothly and temporarily changed it to a caesarean section.

A week later, Li Zhi finally came to see their mother and son, and Liu Han didn't want to see him, which was really sad at that time.

Liu Han is a soft-hearted woman in the end, and Li Zhi easily forgave him after coaxing him for two days. He only said that the news of the marriage with Montessori was only for the interests of the group, and the two families were just benefiting each other and could not be taken seriously.

After that, Li Zhi accompanied her abroad for a whole month, which can be regarded as stabilizing Liu Han. In the following days, Li Zhi also ran at home and abroad, but he didn't mention marrying Liu Han.

It wasn't until a year later that Li and Montessori suddenly announced the news of their marriage, and the two families quickly implemented it. In this way, Montessori's eldest sister Meng Shijia became Li Zhi's new wife, and Liu Han became an unknown outer room.

He promised to marry her, and even put a wedding ring on her, but in the end he was still nameless. Liu Han has made trouble, Li Zhi has been lying to her, saying that she has no choice but to say that this marriage is in name only. said that after the Li Group got through this difficulty, he would announce his divorce.

For her promise, Liu Han waited for many years. She gradually withered from a bright rose in waiting, and she was no longer the gentle and capable female secretary that Li Zhi admired. She changed, becoming sometimes silent, sometimes crazy.

Depression, as painless as it sounds, is not a big deal. But over the years, it has become more and more serious. Li Zhi would occasionally come to see them, but only her own son was by her side.

When she saw that her son was growing up and becoming more and more like Li Zhi, she began to trance, and she began to vent her resentment against Li Zhi on her son.

That's when Li Yunze's nightmare began to sprout, and his mother would beat him and lock him in a dark storage room. But when she woke up, she would be in pain unable to face her son and would harm herself.

Until he was nine years old, Liu Han never waited for Li Zhi's promise, but heard and saw how the husband and wife created great results for the group.

For the past nine years, she has been like a person walking on a tightrope, and she finally can't bear this torment.

That night, she dressed herself carefully, very beautiful, like the gentle Liu Han before. She hugged nine-year-old Li Yunze and told a fairy tale, the story was a bit long, and he fell asleep before he finished listening.

He woke up in the middle of the night and seemed to hear the sound of glass beads hitting the floor upstairs. He climbed out of bed and called his mother a few times but did not answer.

There was a faint fragrance in her mother's room, like the smell of her hair. She was not in the room, and Li Yunze suddenly became a little scared.

The glass of the bathroom reflected a faint light, and Li Yunze stood at the door and shouted a few times. Through the door, he heard the sound of water. He tiptoed to open the door, and red blood poured out......

She ...... Committed suicide?" Shen Ruoqi squeezed his hand, and she could feel him trembling. She now finally understood why IS felt it was cruel to let him tell her in person, and it was indeed cruel for him to recall such a painful image, but it was the key.

A deep cut was made in her wrist, and she lay in the bathtub, blood and water mixed and gushed out. I stood there afraid to come closer, and the blood slowly spilled over my instep. The smell of blood permeated the entire bathroom, and I watched her face pale as paper, more like a dummy. ”

Shen Ruoqi turned over and hugged him: "You can bear that kind of picture?"

Li Yunze shook his head: "I fainted, and when I woke up again, I had forgotten everything." He came over and did my mother's funeral, and then I moved out of the house. He put a lot of people to take care of me, and at first I was fine. It wasn't until the maid who took care of me couldn't find me one night that she realized that I was mentally ill. ”

Shen Ruoqi couldn't say how distressed she was, she experienced a different childhood at this age: "That...... How did you come up with these things?"

Li Yunze leaned over and looked at her and kissed her on the forehead: "The day I met you." ”

"Me?" Shen Ruoqi looked surprised.

Li Yunze rolled over and got out of bed and took out something from a box in a drawer: "Do you remember this?"

This is...... Her school card?Jincheng No. 1 Middle School, Shen Ruoqi.

Shen Ruoqi thought for a while before remembering that when she was in the first year of junior high school, she seemed to have lost her school card once.

"Why did you pick it up?" Shen Ruoqi couldn't remember where he lost it.

Li Yunze smiled bitterly: "I was too impressed that day, but for you, it was just a very inconspicuous thing. ”

"That...... What's going on in that hut? Is that Mt. Yuelu?"

Li Yunze nodded: "From that day on, you are destined to be my medicine." It was the first time I went back to Li's house, and my second brother had always looked at me unpleasantly, and he tricked me into going to Yuelu Mountain, and finally locked me in that wooden house. As it got dark, my fear grew worse and my consciousness became more and more blurred. Just when I was in such a desperate situation, you appeared. ”

Shen Ruoqi still had no impression of this: "I saved you?"

Li Yunze chuckled and nodded: "At that time, the situation I appeared in was probably similar to the situation when you saw me in the stairwell, you held me and tried your best to comfort me, and this school card was torn off from you when I was struggling." Later, you left me and ran away, you wanted to go down the mountain for help. I didn't wait for you to come back, it was the people of the Li family who brought me back. ”