Chapter 6: Depression
Qi Mei felt that the first day she returned to the past might end in prostration and death.
The severe pain made Qi Mei squat for a long time, however, she was surprised to find that as the pain weakened, the weakness she thought did not come, but her body felt more and more strong and energetic.
Qi Mei, who breathed a sigh of relief, put her mind at ease, however, when she came to the shabby toilet and the shabby mirror with black spots and mildew, she couldn't help but exclaim, "Ah~~"
The black man in the mirror, is she?
Unscrewed the old-fashioned brass faucet, the water slammed onto her face, Qi Mei breathed a sigh of relief, the black on her face turned out to be a thin layer of black mud, and the skin under the black mud was shining.
But this black mud is also too stinky, and Qi Mei feels that she is about to be forced into a cleanliness fetish.
At this time, the cleaner entered the toilet room.
Seeing this, Qi Mei could only hurriedly endure the desire to gag, hurriedly washed her hands, face, and neck in the exposed places, and ran out of the toilet, planning to find an opportunity to wash it quickly.
But he didn't notice that the cleaner behind him was full of surprise, "Oh my God, isn't this little girl's skin just a living glow!!"
That little face is extremely smooth, so delicate that you can't see a pore, and the cleaner can't say any adjectives, but she thinks that this little girl is much more beautiful than that big star.
"How does this little girl grow?" the cleaner exclaimed, but then she rubbed her nose, "Where does the smell come from? Could it be that the little girl smells of a fox? Such a beautiful little girl actually smells like a fox. The chattering cleaner couldn't help but feel very sympathetic and regretful.
Qi Mei had just returned to the ward, and before her mother woke up, she saw Han Yan holding two insulated boxes, pushed the door and walked in, "Xiaomei, I brought you something to eat, you eat something first." As he spoke, he handed one of the insulated boxes to Qi Mei.
was reminded by Han Yan, she realized that she was too hungry, hesitated, and Qi Mei, who was still defeated by hunger, took the insulated lunch box, thanked her, and avoided the side...... I'm afraid that I will smoke him o(โฏโกโฐ)o...... He hurriedly ate it.
At this time, Qi Mei finally vaguely remembered that Han Yan, the future boss, was afraid that she was a bamboo horse with a vague memory, and the cooperation with the Han Group in her previous life, whether it was Han Yan who recognized her as a green plum or really took a fancy to the cooperation with the Liu Group, she didn't know, but she didn't care anymore.
It seems that Han Yan's relationship with her should be quite close, but because of the pain of Qi Xinshu's drowning, followed by the death of her grandfather, and the integration into her biological father's new family, Han Yan, as a bamboo horse, was also forgotten in her muddy nightmare, but everything is different in this life.
She only knew that in her previous life, she was the first time that her bamboo horse found her mother, and in this life, he was the first time to go into the water to save her mother.
For her, Han Yan is her benefactor.
"Yan ...... Brother ......" Thinking of Han Yan's previous self-proclaim, Qi Mei overcame her psychological discomfort, "Have you ridden a bicycle?"
"Well, downstairs. Han Yan couldn't help but look at Qi Mei on the side, and wanted to walk over, "What's wrong?"
Qi Mei waved her hand, "I'm going to go back and change it." Holding back the fire on her face, she said directly, "Yan...... Brother, "Once born and twice matured, Qi Mei finally got used to the future boss who was still young, "Give me the bicycle key first." โ
Seeing the blush on Qi Mei's face, Han Yan was stunned, thinking that the little girl knew that Aimei was shy, "Okay." As he spoke, he handed the car key to Qi Mei, "The black phoenix bicycle parked downstairs opposite the gate is my car." You go back first, I'll help you watch Aunt Qi, don't worry. โ
"Well," Qi Mei's heart warmed, but she didn't expect that before she could speak, Han Yan thought of this.
At this moment, she even had an illusion, feeling that if everything was handed over to Han Yan, she would have no worries, but then she was surprised that Han Yan in front of her was just a fourteen or fifteen-year-old teenager, and her mental age was much older than Han Yan, and she actually wanted to rely on Han Yan, a teenager.
Out of the hospital, riding on Han Yan's black phoenix bicycle, Qi Mei chose a street with fewer people, so as not to attract attention, in fact, the smell on Qi Mei's body was not as heavy as she imagined, but under the influence of psychology, Qi Mei felt that she couldn't afford to lose that person.
Looking up at the small street in front of him, with Qi Mei's eyes more than ten years later, it was very narrow and could barely accommodate a car.
Of course, in this era, there are only a handful of cars in the entire Huayun City, and they are full of endless streams, clanging bicycles, and more passers-by with their legs and feet.
Compared with the high-rise buildings of later generations, the low floors, crowded shops, narrow streets, and even the cement pavement that is not smooth and smooth on both sides of the street are particularly down-to-earth, but it is not old, but it tells Qi Mei that the history of this street is not old.
In fact, this path, if Qi Mei remembers correctly, should have been renovated when she was just in junior high school, but it has only been used for three years.
The passers-by are wearing mostly coarse cloth clothes, a variety of darker coats, homespun thick trousers, and some more fashionable women are wearing trousers, permed with large rolls, and walked confidently on the road......
Everything that is full of history, shining in the sun, has repeatedly told Qi Mei that she was really reborn at the age of thirteen, she rescued her mother, and she will see her grandfather again soon.
The bright light shone on her face, making her eyes squint slightly.
Thinking of her mother, Qi Mei felt full of worries, a young mother, has depression, and depression has never said that it is cured, some are just slowing down and weakening, but it is also particularly prone to recurrence, and there are millions of people who commit suicide because of depression every year, according to statistics.
In other words, even if her mother was rescued by her, she couldn't let her mother leave her sight for too long, but fortunately, Han Yan helped take care of her mother, otherwise, Qi Mei sighed.
However, my mother's depression has not occurred for nearly ten years, how could it have a sudden attack? This made Qi Mei's heart heavy, if she didn't know the real reason, Qi Mei was afraid that her mother, who had been lost and regained, would lose it again.
She had already lost once, and she couldn't bear to lose again, and she couldn't even think about it.
She had to find out why her mother was having another depressive episode.