After she died
The heavy snow outside Lan'an Pavilion seemed to be lighter, and Fu Mingxian leaned her head against the pillar, her eyelids weakly supported.
The letter she sent to Huo Yanqing had already written that this was the last time they would meet, and she was running out of time, but Huo Yanqing still didn't want to see her.
Tears fell silently from her eyes, and Fu Mingxian smiled self-deprecatingly.
The cycle of cause and effect in this world has always been unpleasant.
At the beginning, Zhao Qin had already told her what would happen if she insisted on loving someone who didn't love her, but unfortunately she was young and ignorant and didn't have bruises all over her body, so she refused to turn back.
Now that she has run out of oil, many of the things she did in her previous life are not important.
"Drifting ......" Fu Mingxian's voice was like a gossamer, "I don't have much time." ”
"You take me out, I'm afraid Wang Yan will blame you, you take off the plum blossom hairpin on my head and bring it on, it is my reward for bringing me rough, Wang Yan looked at the hairpin and knew that this was what I meant, he wouldn't blame you. ”
Piao Fu couldn't help sobbing, shook his head and refused, "It was given to you by the overseer, don't want it." ”
"Madame, why do you want to see him rather than die, why?"
"The slave doesn't know what's good about him?!"
"What's good?" Fu Mingxian closed her eyes, thinking back to the past when she had intersected with Huo Yanqing in the past, she thought hard about it, but she didn't remember it.
I haven't seen Huo Yanqing for too long, and I don't even remember Huo Yanqing's appearance very clearly.
"It's nothing good, fluttering ......" Fu Mingxian thought for a while, her voice was extremely weak, "Maybe I really liked him in the early years." ”
"But after my grandmother died, I didn't like anyone anymore, and I wanted to see him one last time, or rather, I wanted to give myself an explanation. ”
"After so many years of love. Fu Mingxian whispered, maybe she really just wanted to end herself.
She is not an iron man, and her heart is also made of flesh, and it will hurt, and it will hurt.
But after a long time of pain, it will become numb.
Maybe I'm really going to die, and my mind is constantly floating with memories of the past.
The good and the bad, the happy and the painful.
She was forced to sit in a sedan chair to the governor's mansion, her grandmother took her hand and smiled softly at her, Fu Zheng carried her on her shoulder, Zhao Jinxiu was holding rock sugar gourd and peach blossom cake for her, and the young man who was more dazzling than red plum in the depths of Merlin looked at her dotingly,
"Ah Xian, will I marry you when I grow up in the future?"
"Madame......" fluttering red eyes, almost crawling from the ground to Fu Mingxian's side, "You hold on a little longer, the slave will take you back, the overseer will definitely have a way to heal you." ”
Fu Mingxian couldn't hear what Piao Xu said very clearly, and her vision in front of her was becoming more and more blurred, she seemed to see Fu Zheng and Zhao Jinxiu holding hands, smiling and walking towards her, and Zhao Qin behind her looked at her kindly.
They were here to pick her up.
That's nice.
It's time to be reunited as a family.
"Madame......" fluttering froze on her face, "Madame......"
"Madam, wake up......"
A figure suddenly appeared on the path of Lan'an Pavilion, it was Wang Yan!
Piao Fu shook Fu Mingxian's body hurriedly, "Open your eyes and see, it's the Overseer, it's the Overseer!"
"Slave, beg of you, ma'am!"
In a trance, Fu Mingxian's eyes really looked at the bluestone path according to the fluttering words, is there really someone, is it Huo Yanqing?
The heavy snow in the sky was blowing and falling on that person's head, Fu Mingxian thought about it seriously, even if that person was really Huo Yanqing.
In this life, in the next life, in life and in life, she doesn't want to see him again!
Her wrist fell from under the railing, and Fu Mingxian died in Lan'an Pavilion on the outskirts of Beijing.
"Madame......" The cry shook the heavens and the earth.
Wang Yan's running legs suddenly stopped.
He was originally called to the palace by Concubine Wan to do things, but when he returned to the mansion and found that Fu Mingxian was not there, he hurriedly found out, because he was in a hurry, he had no time to rest, and the eyebrows on Wang Yan's temples were already frosted, and even the people with him looked much older.
Piao Su looked at Wang Yan with a whimper, "Overseer, the slave and maid should die, please kill the slave and maid, it's all the slave's fault, the slave and the maid shouldn't take the lady out." ”
Wang Yan didn't seem to notice, step by step, his eyes locked on Fu Mingxian.
He slowly squatted beside Fu Mingxian, his slender fingers gently wiped the snow off Fu Mingxian's face, and his doting eyes seemed as if he was touching a rare treasure.
Wang Yan carefully held Fu Mingxian's hand in his hand.
Cool.
Cool that goes deep into the bone marrow.
It was so cold that it made him panic, "Ah Heng, why are you so cold." ”
Wang Yan looked flustered and put Fu Mingxian's hand on his chest, "Don't be afraid, I will definitely save you." ”
"You trust me once. ”
"I'll save you. ”
Wang Yan hugged Fu Mingxian in his arms, the corners of his eyes were a little moist, "I will kill Shang Daren, the official who framed your rented family, and asked the concubine Niangniang to send someone to find medicine for you." ”
"Ah Xian, do you know how happy I was when the concubine passed me into the palace!"
Wang Yan picked up Fu Mingxian by the waist, the corners of his mouth were a little chuckled, his eyes were a little moist, and he said in a choked voice, "Ah Xian, let's go home......"
"Let's go home. ”
Wang Yan's voice became lower and lower, and then he fell into the snow with Fu Mingxian in his arms, and the informant sent to find medicine in the tile spur had news that he could not completely cure Fu Mingxian, but he could ensure that she was safe for five years.
Five years is not a long time, but it is already a great gift for Wang Yan.
In these five years, he can do everything that needs to be done, and then ...... Be with her.
Obviously, Fu Mingxian had already promised herself when she went out, but she still missed the appointment...... She refused to believe herself until she died......
After three days and three nights of unsightly toil, coupled with great joy and sorrow, a strong body like Wang Yan could no longer hold on, and his consciousness began to become chaotic.
"I said I would marry you, and you promised to marry me, why ......"
"Don't wait for me to ......"
For a moment, Wang Yan thought about it, it would be better to go with Fu Mingxian like this, Wang Yan moved in the snow, found Fu Mingxian's shoulder and neck, held Fu Mingxian's hand tightly, and lay in the snow looking at the miserable white world.
Just as a light breeze blew, the snow on the plum trees fell one after another, falling on the heads of Wang Yan and Fu Mingxian.
Frost and snow blow all over the head, is this also white?
"Overseer...... Mrs. !! "Piao Xu was frightened, and she was helpless to help Wang Yan and Fu Mingxian up from the snow but to no avail, and her sad cries kept lingering in her ears.
Huo Yanqing's footsteps paused, and the bluestone path stirred up a piece of broken snow.