"Who is Lu Li?"

When I heard that the other party was a girl and didn't know Lu Li, my heart was discouraged.

After confirming the phone number again, he asked with the last glimmer of hope: "Lu Li is a nineteen-year-old man. ”

"Nineteen?" the girl asked.

"Oh, maybe I mistyped ......"

"You wait!Lu Li!!" The woman shouted loudly once, and after a while, she was heard saying again: "I called Lu Li just now, why are you here?"

"Who are you talking to on the phone?" a deep man's voice said.

That voice was very mature, unlike Lu Li.

"A woman called me to find Lu Li, and after I shouted, you turned back!" said the woman with a big temper.

"Call me. The man said.

"You're not Lu Li!" the woman said.

"Lu Li is my brother! We don't have a fixed number for following your brother in this business, only your mobile phone number is unchanged! Therefore, Lu Li will tell others your mobile phone number!"

"Hey?" the man's voice suddenly came.

"What about Lu Li?" I asked.

"Ahem......" he coughed lightly, and then heard the sound of hurried footsteps, he should have avoided the girl, and then whispered, "Who are you?"

"Li Fei. I said my former name, and asked excitedly, "Where is Lu Li?"

"Li Fei, I finally found you, Lu Li had an accident recently, his father died, but he was fine. ”

"Where is he and how can I reach him?"

"It's hard for you to contact him, but he's told me about you, and he's gone to look for you, but you're not in the same city you used to be. ”

"Yes, I'm in high school in Hongren County right now. ”

"Then when I find him, I'll tell him that he misses you very much!"

"If you find him, you must ask him to call me, okay? I miss him too!" I said.

"Is the fight over?" the girl's voice reappeared.

With a "beep", the phone hung up.

After putting down the phone, I was much more cheerful, at least knowing that he was okay and that he had not forgotten me.

Touching the ring on his chest, hoping that he would contact me sooner,

At that time, I was young and ignorant, and I didn't know what drug trafficking was.

But now I know it's a crime, and I can't let him go further down that path!

He has a special place in my life,

How can such an important person watch him pull further and further away from me!?

&

I bought a bag of instant noodles and mineral water from the supermarket and went to the bus station.

After a hasty meal while waiting for the bus, I got on the bus back to the city.

Along the way, looking at those scenery, I remembered the scene when Fu Xiangqin took me home for the first time, and when I thought of her extremely reluctant appearance, my eyes moistened unconsciously.

But I don't regret those words that I said today.

Thinking of Officer Zhang's quarrel with her, I have no regrets.

But as long as I still have a little conscience, I should take the initiative to leave them,

I'm a drag bottle now, and I'm really sorry for their nurturing grace if I don't leave.

Leaning weakly against the window glass, the autumn sun shining strongly on the trees on both sides of the road.

In my mind, I suddenly imagined my biological mother walking towards Hangang City step by step with her pregnancy and mental trance.

When I think of her, I think of the days when I used to wander with her, and then Li Sheng, Feng Yan, Lu Li, and Lu Feng took turns in my mind.

From the hardships of wandering, to the warmth of Fu parsley, to the poverty and disease of picking up rags now.

The twists and turns in my life made me extremely tired.

At the age of sixteen, others are still blooming their youth, but I have to face so much pressure.

Sometimes, under the pressure, I feel drowsy when I look at the scenery in front of me.

&

Walking home from the bus station, when I stepped into the dirt of the western suburbs, I saw Fu Xiangqin's car from a distance.

I knew she would come to me, but I couldn't see her.

I hid in the woodland in the distance, and waited until the twilight faded, and I didn't see Fu parsley coming out of it.

She kept waiting, and I kept dodging.

It wasn't until about seven o'clock in the evening that the gate slowly opened.

Under the dim light, Fu Xiangqin was helped by Zhang Liang to the car.

The father followed step by step with his crutches, frequently bowing his head and saying something, as if he was confessing and admitting his mistakes.

After watching the white sedan slowly drive away, I stepped out of the woodland.

Push open the dilapidated door.

Step by step towards the small main house.

I can feel Fu Xiangqin's mood when she stepped into this courtyard, if she knew that I would become like this now, she would not have let me come back here even if she died.

She is a woman who can love me to the core.

Controlling his tears, he pushed the door open, and his father sat on the wooden chair inside, his head drooping, without lifting his head.

"Dad... I am back. I said quietly with a pestle on the side.

He raised his hand and pointed to my bedroom, and said in a low voice without any emotion: "I can't move your things, you clean up by yourself and leave tomorrow morning." ”

"......" I stood there quietly, without answering.

He slowly raised his head, and the gray hair on his head was particularly dazzling in the light, making the face age a lot in an instant.

He slowly stood up, looked at me with a shaky but determined gaze, and said, "You can go...... Your mother Parsley has come and said that if I continue to let you stay here, it will take you badly. This environment will raise your good seedlings badly!"

I didn't answer, my body slowly fell, and when my knees hit the ground, I looked down at his crutch legs, and said with tears in my eyes: "I won't go, I won't leave you." ”

I don't know what Fu Xiangqin told him, but I know that I must not leave my father, absolutely not.

I am the support of my father's life, and I am my father's breath when I live!

If I leave, my father's breath will be gone!

Fu Xiangqin misses me, loves me, and loves me! However, I know that in this world, the person who wants to give me thousands of favors the most is the disabled man in front of me!

This man is my father!

When I came back yesterday, when I saw that there were only steamed buns and pickles in the cooking place, no one knew how sad I was!

When I saw that half of the medicine in my father's medicine box was missing, I had no one to talk to and confide in.

Everything has now gone from pressure to motivation!

I want to work hard, I want to forge ahead, I want to raise my head in front of fate and run forward against the wind!

I'm going to work hard to create better conditions for my father, I can, I definitely can!

"You go! Your mother Xiangqin is right, you still have to follow her to have a better development! You hurry up and pack your things and go to the Han River tomorrow!" he said, shaking from his trouser pocket and taking out his phone!

I knew he was going to call Fu Xiangqin, so I got up from the ground and snatched the phone!

"You give it to me!" he excitedly moved forward.

I hugged him!

That was the first time I hugged him!

It's so skinny......

The tall and majestic father was as thin as a child......

When he felt his emaciation and powerlessness, the tears could no longer be controlled......

"Dad, I'm not leaving, don't let me go......"

"How can you say such heartless words to Fu Xiangqin! How can you be so unfilial......

"They quarreled, they quarreled because of my studies, because of your illness! I don't want them to be embarrassed, they raised me, if you want them to take care of our family in the future, that is the real unfilial ......"

As I spoke, I slowly left my father's body, looked at his deep and weak teary eyes seriously, and said: "Dad, people say that life is a ruthless knife, this knife can kill people but can also hone people! You are not as strong as others can live, I am in good health, why can't I work hard with you! Everyone wants a comfortable life, and I want it too! However, I want to fight for it with my own efforts! You are the beam of the family, and I am the beam of the family! Let's support our Mo family together!" I'm picking up garbage at school, I'm going to work part-time, and I'm going to study hard! Our Mo family's life will get better and better! Let's let others see how hard our Mo family's bones are!"

"You... How did you...... When other people's children are still playing, you ...... "Father's tears could no longer flow uncontrollably, and he couldn't speak.

"Sister......" Zhang Liang's voice suddenly came from behind him.

When I turned around, I saw that he and Fu Xiangqin were standing outside the door.

At that moment, the tears on Fu Xiangqin's face had already flooded down, covering her mouth and looking at me with surprise.

The look in her eyes told me that I wasn't that little girl anymore......

I walked over step by step, but she turned away with tears in her eyes, not daring to look at me.

"Mom......" I whispered as I stood inside the door.

After her body trembled, she couldn't control it anymore and turned around and hugged me, "Why do you say you are so sensible, what are you doing so sensible? How much will you suffer after you are so sensible...... Can... But Mom really didn't raise you in vain... I didn't raise you in vain... Ah......h

"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"