098: Brother, can you give up?
"Brother......" I shouted, and I couldn't help but go up and hug him.
He patted me on the back and laughed softly for some reason, and that smile was warm and gentle, which could make people's hearts calm down quickly.
It's a feeling that no one can give.
It is impossible for me to hug my father, and when facing Fu Xiangqin, there are too many unspeakable secrets.
Only Lu Li, only in front of him I am the truest self, and only in front of him can I reveal my heart and tell him all my suffering.
"Oh, what's going on?" his deep voice made my heart warm and unwilling to let go of him.
"There's a lot going on, and I feel very sad. ”
"Okay, it's not enough to talk outside, can you go in and talk?" Lu Li smiled and gently pushed me away and asked.
"Oh......" I said, quickly pulling out my key and opening the door as I asked, "How did you find here?"
"For us, there's no place we can't find out. He gently touched my head and said.
"There might be someone in there, right?" I asked.
I remember when I came to the house just now, I saw the light in the living room on, and I thought that this Zhang Yang might be in the house.
"Zhang Yang and Wei Zizhou? I've inquired about it, and it's out of the way. He smiled and walked into the room with me.
"Zhang Yang?" I shouted, but there was no one.
Picked up the phone and called him.
"Hey, Murphy. ”
"Why aren't you at home when the lights are on?" I asked.
"Don't mention it, fuck!" Zhang Yang said very unhappily: "I went to the café with Xue Xiaotong tonight, but she is not finished yet, she has to take me to watch a movie together, who the fuck has that mind!"
"Since you agreed, you can't refuse so directly, right?" I said.
"I couldn't stand it anymore, so I just refused! I said I had something to do when I went home. However, as soon as I returned to Wei Zizhou, my parents called me and called me home to educate me! I am now in the bedroom, and I don't bother to pay attention to them...... By the way, are you home?"
"Well, it's back, that ...... Tonight, are you coming back tonight?" I glanced at Lu Li next to me and asked softly.
There were still countless small throbbings in my heart, and I didn't know why I had that special feeling, as if something was going to happen.
"I'm not going back. As soon as I got out of the bedroom, they taught me! I'm so fed up!" Zhang Yang said with disgust.
"Oh......"
"Hey, why are you talking weirdly tonight? Zhang Yang said suddenly.
"No, I don't. I'm normal. Okay, I'll not tell you, I'll wash and sleep. I said and hung up.
Looking at the watch on the wall, it's almost eleven o'clock, and it shouldn't be possible for Zhang Yang to come back.
"Finished fighting?" Lu Li asked as he sat on the sofa.
"Well, I'll pour you a glass of water. I hurried over to the coffee table and took out a new cup to pour him water.
When he turned his head, he bent over and pulled this thing out of the partition under the coffee table with his hands.
"What's wrong?" I asked, putting down my glass.
He pulled out a couple of photos from below.
It was a photo left by Wei Zizhou's father before, and after I turned it out last time, he simply didn't hide it anymore, and threw it directly under the coffee table.
"Wei Zizhou is really the son of Wei Ye, heh. He smiled lightly, pointed to the leopard master above and said, "This is your boss, and this is my father." ”
"Well, I know it all. I took the picture, looked at the people on it and said, "They were all buddies at the beginning." ”
He sat next to me, breathing in his ear and said, "I'm more and more sure now that it was the few of them who killed your own mother together, but they also paid the price. It's just that I don't know who scared them so much that they didn't dare to go back, they all hid in this small Hongren County. ”
"It must have been my mother's old lover, the one who was in the army. Didn't your father say that, too? The man surnamed Chu was the youngest officer in Hanjiang City back then, and he seemed to be the commander of the division, right?" I said.
"It's possible, but it's also someone else. Lu Li looked at the photo curiously and said.
"Well, it could be someone else. If you really hate someone, you can't make him so comfortable, right? You see how much more nourishing the leopard master is now, if it weren't for the drug incident, he would be more nourishing than anyone else now......"
"Alas......" When Lu Li heard me talk about Leopard Master and drugs, he suddenly sighed, "You're not having a good time now, aren't you?" Officer Zhang must be very angry when he knows that you are a princess in Yunfei. ”
"He was very angry, but I told him all about the situation. I didn't lie to him, I went to be a princess because of my father's illness. He also went to the hospital to investigate, and he also went to my house to see my father, and he didn't tell my father about my princess at that time. ”
"What about the others? He can't be at all...... right," Lu Li asked.
"He took me to the drug rehabilitation center, took me to meet the people who were persecuted by drugs, and when he came back, he asked me why I helped you, but I didn't tell him about you, I just said that I took money from the drug dealer and helped him escape. ”
"Heh......" He gently rubbed my head and said with a smile, "You won't feel guilty if you do that...... It's helping bad people do bad things. ”
"I don't think there are good people or bad people in this world......" I said suddenly.
At that moment, my face was calm and my thoughts were normal.
What I'm saying – the answer from the bottom of my heart – is that there are no good people and no bad people in this world.
The so-called good people and bad people are evaluated according to their living habits and ethics.
However, if you go deep into a person's heart and think about some problems in his environment and in his situation, you will have a completely different perception.
I used to think that Su Qing and Su Yan were the kind of women who made people sick, but when I knew what happened to them, when I slowly walked into their hearts, I felt that they were not dirty, they were normal.
Fu Xiangqin is a good person in the eyes of others, she is a doctor who saves lives and helps the wounded, she has seen too many life and death, and she has a special understanding of life in her heart. When I walked into Fu Xiangqin's heart, I could feel the kindness in her, and at the same time, if someone else entered Fu Xiangqin's environment and life, she would also become a good person.
It is not ourselves who shape us into this kind of character in this moment, but the society, our environment, and the people we meet.
It is the external things that are constantly hitting our souls and shaping us into who we are in this moment.
Ask yourself, which of us has ever felt like a bad person?
But, by the same time, ask yourself, how many people around us think we are kind?
Man himself is a living organism where good and evil coexist.
There are no absolute good people, there are no absolute bad people, and there is no such thing as good people and bad people at all.
In my eyes, there are only two kinds of people in this world, one is the mentally normal, and the second is the mentally abnormal.
In real life, there are many more mental illnesses than mental normality......
"There are no good people and no bad people in this world...... All villains have their own reasons for doing bad things, and in his heart, he never feels like a badass. I said.
"Are you comforting me?" Lu Li's face suddenly sank, even though the corners of his mouth were still grinning, his eyes were already a little indifferent.
"Not to comfort you. ”
"Oh, huh...... However, I can't forgive myself. He said inexplicably.
"Brother, what's wrong with you?"
After Lu Li took a sip of water, he got up from the sofa, walked to the windowsill on the side, looked at the dark night outside, and said, "Didn't Officer Zhang take you to the drug rehabilitation center? You should have seen those people who escaped poisoning, right? However, in reality, I have seen even more terrifying ...... When a person is swayed by drugs, when a person is addicted to drugs, he is no longer a person, or only after taking and eating can he have a little bit of mental autonomy...... Other times, they're just a drug-seeking walking corpse with only one thing in their eyes, and they can do anything when they can't stand it the most......"
"If you know that drugs are so harmful, don't do it anymore, okay?" I said, walking over and hooking his hand.
He shook his head coldly, turned his head to look at me with frosted eyes, and said, "There are some roads, once you set foot on them, there is no turning back. ”
"Can't you give up for me?" I said excitedly.