Chapter 518: Inner Self-Blame
Summer's expression was also a little sad, he paused, and then nodded, "yes, if only it were still there." ”
After saying that, he tried to calm down and then started the car.
It was quite close to the cemetery, so it didn't take long for them to arrive.
After placing the car far away, they walked over on foot.
Because it was a new cemetery, there were no weeds even if it wasn't taken care of, so Su Zhiyi and Xia walked to the side of the cemetery step by step.
Looking at the photo on the tombstone, the young face that belonged to Xia Yao on it, "Xia Yao, I've come to see you." ”
And the summer on the side went to Zhou Hua's cemetery, this was the second time he came here, holding the bouquet of lilies that Su Zhiyi had just bought, he groaned for a long time.
The tombstone Zhou Hua's face was a little serious, because this was a photo taken from her unit, so she usually didn't smile, and she really couldn't choose it, so she could only choose this one.
Summer couldn't help but squat down, gently stroked her face, and said for a long time, "Mom, are you blaming me?"
As he spoke, his tears fell and fell on the edge of the tombstone, "If I hadn't told everything, you and Dad wouldn't have divorced, and you wouldn't have had a car accident because of leaving, all because of me." ”
"It's all because of me, so I don't dare to come to see you, I don't dare to look at Yaoyao...... She's still so young, she could have had a great youth, and all of this was ruined by me!"
Looking at his sad appearance, Su Zhiyi could only comfort him softly, "Brother Xia, don't think like this, you can't be blamed for all this, only the person who hit and run at the beginning, if he sent them to the hospital as soon as possible, this would not have happened." ”
Su Zhiyi guessed correctly, and sure enough, this matter became a knot in Summer's heart.
That's why he avoided coming here.
"That's right!" Summer listened to her words, and suddenly came to her senses, "I forgot that there was this damn driver!"
"That's right, we must find him and let him bear the responsibility, otherwise let this kind of person harm the world, I don't know how many people will be harmed!"
"But it's been so long, how can we find that person?" was Summer's biggest fear, they had investigated the matter at the time, but they couldn't find any trace.
At that time, it was not found for a short time after it happened, and now I am afraid it is even more difficult.
"It doesn't matter, I'm afraid of everything with my heart, I don't believe that he can leave clues in such a big accident, and if he doesn't leave traces, it can explain the problem!"
"What's the problem?" Xia couldn't help but ask, looking at her confident appearance.
Su Zhiyi smiled, "Brother Summer, can you predict what will happen to you?"
"Why do you suddenly ask that? Definitely not. Although Xia was a little confused, she still answered her question seriously.
"yes, we didn't know what the problem was going to be, but this person seemed to know that he was going to have a car accident, and there was no trace of the scene at that time, what does that mean?"
"Does that mean that person must have gotten out of the car to clean up?" Summer could only answer like this, and he didn't have any answer in his heart.
"Yes, he had such a big thing at that time, and he was able to erase his traces in the shortest possible time, which can only show two problems, one is that he has seen too many such scenes and is a habitual offender, so he can be so orderly. ”
"What about the other one?" Seeing Su Zhiyi's face getting heavier and heavier, Xia couldn't help but ask.
Su Zhiyi completely lost his expression, "And the other ...... It's that he already knows what will happen to him, or he knows that this car accident happened, so he can get out of the car after the accident. ”
Summer listened to her analysis and couldn't help but nod.
Su Zhiyi looked around again, "Brother Summer, you can take a look again, there are no people here at all, and it is indeed not easy to be seen in this place."
Even if my aunt and uncle didn't die at that time, if they couldn't wait for someone to rescue them, they would have died of excessive blood loss. ”
"What a brute!" Summer finally came out of the decadence of this time, and he couldn't remember how long it had been since he had been so serious, and his mind was clearly thinking about the problem.
Every day before Su Zhiyi asked him yesterday, he threw himself into heavy work, busy day after day, so that he didn't even think about such a simple problem.
Yes, he was at fault.
But the person behind the calculation is even more wrong!
"So, Brother Xia, you can't let this matter weigh you down anymore, but you should find a way to change everything and catch the real culprit, so that you can be worthy of your aunt and Xia Yao. ”
After listening to Su Zhiyi's words, there was an embarrassment in the summer that was seen through, "You...... You know everything?"
Summer looked at her in disbelief, and the feeling of being hit in the heart made him confused.
It seems that they haven't seen each other since their accident, so how did she know this?
"Is this difficult? Brother Summer, you are the kind of person who will fight against yourself for everything, so you will definitely blame yourself for this matter, but if you think about the problem from your point of view, not only yourself, but also my uncle and I are guilty. ”
She looked at him with a smile, "It's because of me that you told everything you saw, otherwise you would probably have endured it all the time, right? It was also my uncle who agreed to the divorce to let my aunt leave with Xia Yao." ”
"But, I don't blame you for all this, I said it, you didn't say anything......" Afraid that she would follow her thoughts, Summer hurriedly spoke.
And my dad did that, and it made sense. ”
"You see, you know this very well now, so why do you blame yourself in the first place? These things are not within our control, and we don't know what will happen later, but many things have never been under our control. ”
"Su Tang, thank you so much......" Xia said sincerely.
"Actually, I should thank you. Su Zhiyi pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled, her gaze falling into the distance.
"What?" Summer looked at her puzzled.
"Forget it, you don't have to know. Su Zhiyi smiled playfully, then turned to leave, she put the bouquet in her hand next to the tombstone, looking at the photo on the tombstone, "Yaoyao, this is your favorite flower, may it bring you eternal peace of mind." ”
Summer had been looking at her, at the girl he had been silently fond of since he was a child.
She's always been like this, like she shines.
Perhaps fate had brought her bad luck, but she never seemed to be like a little sun, and she was not afraid of anything.
"Okay, Brother Summer, let's go!" Su Zhiyi got up after saying a few words to Xia Yao, took a deep look at Xia Yao's photo, and then waved his hand at the photo.
Listening to her words, Xia nodded, then looked at the two tombstones, and then chased after Su Zhiyi.