Brother Yang had already gone into the room to rest. I took the door key that Brother Yang gave me and stood in front of Mr. Wang's door, hesitating and hesitating.

Mr. Wang, has he already slept? If he really sleeps, if he doesn't sleep and finds out that it is me who has come in, what will he think of me? Will he think that I am not right-hearted, shameless, and have any intentions for him?

Or would he have thought of me in some way? He was gentle and mature during the day, but now it was the dead of night! And I had entered his room on his own initiative, would he have taken this as some kind of hint?

On the one hand, I am worried that Mr. Wang will misunderstand me, and on the other hand, I am afraid that it will be self-defeating and make the fake come true, so that Mr. Wang will have some undeserved thoughts about me.

At the end of the day, I realized how difficult it is to turn ideas into actions.

Moreover, I somewhat regretted that I was nosy. Since Brother Yang wants to sleep in the car, let him sleep well, just one night, it must not be a big deal.

Minutes and seconds passed. I was still walking around at the door of Mr. Wang's room. Fortunately, it is the middle of the night when there is no sound, and there is no one around, otherwise, I am afraid that I will not even have the courage to wander around the gate of Mr. Wang.

I looked at my phone again, and it showed that the time was already one o'clock in the morning. Can't wait any longer. Otherwise, if I don't have a good rest at night, I will definitely have dark circles tomorrow, and when the time comes, if there is any misunderstanding after Brother Yang sees it, I really don't have the face to see him.

I took two deep breaths, took the key, inserted it into the lock hole, and rotated it gently.

The door opened.

The room was pitch black, and I couldn't see my fingers. I didn't dare to turn on the light, for fear of waking up Mr. Wang, who might have fallen asleep.

Fortunately, the layout of the room was similar to the one I stayed in, so I was able to touch the wall and walk slowly towards the room in front of me.

A minute or two later, I arrived at the room. The eye has begun to adjust to the darkness of the room, and is able to dimly see the outlines of the bed, table, and sofa. There are two beds, one in the front by the window and one in the back near the bathroom. Brother Yang told me that the bed he slept on was the one near the bathroom.

I didn't go to bed immediately, but stood quietly on the window wall and watched for a while. The dark room was quiet, and so was the bulging bed by the window, indicating that the person under the bed had fallen asleep.

So, I breathed a sigh of relief, tiptoed to the edge of the bed, sat down gently, slowly lifted the quilt, and then "swished" into it like a fox.

With such a simple action, when I lay down on the quilt, I found that whether it was my palms, back or face, I was nervous and sweaty.

This is the first time in my life that I have slept in the same room with a "strange" man other than my college boyfriend, and the tension and anxiety can be imagined. On the one hand, I was worried that Brother Yang and I would be stiff, and the tanuki would be exposed for the prince, and then I myself would be underestimated and despised by Mr. Wang, who misunderstood me, and on the other hand, I was extremely afraid that the man sleeping next door would suddenly break out and then forcibly have sex with me.

And Mr. Wang, if he really wants to forcibly fight with me, what should I do?

Shouting and screaming, swearing to die?

Or a fierce silent revolt?

Or resist for a while, and after resisting, break the jar and obey him?

Or do you not resist and let it do whatever it wants?

I was taken aback by one of my last thoughts, and then criticized myself fiercely in my mind:

"Xia Xue, Xia Xue, you have to be reserved, you have to be honest - no, it's not enough to be reserved, you have to resist, with the most resolute attitude, the most unmistakable action to say no to him!

"Ah, Xia Xue, Xia Xue, what kind of messy things are you thinking about all day long? You are really shameless, you are really hopeless! You have to remember the original intention of you and Chen Ziyang to change rooms: it is to let him rest well, to put safety first, and not to have accidents, not those things you think about in a mess! Mr. Wang is so good, so gentleman, so talented, but what kind of person are you imagining to be? People want girlfriends, even if they are women, and with their current fame, status, and wealth, I don't know how many young women will be embraced! Do you need to be forced? Still swear to resist? Still resisting to death? Are you funny!"

After all this cranky thinking, after all the self-mockery and self-criticism just now, I was surprised to find that the nervousness and worry just now were all gone.

The whole heart is settled, or it can't be called stable, to be exact, a little faint loss, a kind of indescribable chagrin, as if I have become a lowly, poor worm that no one wants!

And this poor worm, who is actually worthless in the eyes of others, is there to worry and hurry, worrying about what a big celebrity, a rich man will do to himself, wrongdoing, you say ridiculous?

This kind of loss and frustration began to grow stronger and stronger like fermentation. There is a breath in my heart, inexplicably angry, angry with myself, and then I began to feel sorry for myself, feeling that although I am in Brother Yang, Brother Qiang, in a group of Chinese students, and even in front of foreigners, I am quite popular and pursued by them, but in front of the real big people, it is dispensable, nothing.

"Are you really so pitiful? Is it really nothing? If now Mr. Wang knows that it is not Chen Ziyang who sleeps in the same room with him, but me, then he ...... How will he react?

"It's a plain and nonchalant saying, 'Oh, so you have changed the house price?' Then go to sleep!' and then suddenly no one turned over and went back to sleep as if nothing had happened?

"Or do you feel surprised, surprised, and then your heart starts to be unsettled, you start to turn over and over again, and you start to have some kind of 'incorrect', 'shouldn't' thoughts in your mind?"

As soon as the thought of wanting to know the reaction of the man next to me came to me, it began to grow wildly in my heart uncontrollably, and it made my whole body tremble. I feel like I'm really going crazy, I shouldn't have thought about anything, and I shouldn't have thought about sleeping well, and then I got up early tomorrow morning and exchanged it with Brother Yang!

However, the devil who lived in my heart lured me to get up and wake up the man next to me to see his reaction to test my charm.

"You're not nothing, Xia Xue!" said the devil in her heart, "You are a very attractive girl, beautiful, with a good figure, walking on the road, many men can't help but glance at you." If you don't believe me, find an excuse to wake up the man next to you, and see if he will be indifferent and like a log, and see if he will be 'inferior to a beast'!

The trembling of the body became more and more intense, and it was no different from a swing. The devil's voice is also getting louder and more thrillingly persuasive:

"Get up, Xia Xue, get up and wake up Mr. Wang. You are not testing your charm, let alone seducing him, but being an honest child!

"Yes, you should honestly tell him that in order for him and Chen Ziyang to sleep peacefully, you are selfless and change beds with Chen Ziyang for the sake of others.

However, this exchange in the middle should not be carried out secretly, and should be known to him as the boss!

"Yes, you should let him know! Get up, find a way to wake him up, and tell him!"

I shouted in my heart, and then I was surprised to find that I could no longer control my hands and feet, my hands began to lift the quilt, my body began to get up slowly, my feet automatically put on slippers, and then moved to Mr. Wang step by step, my body slowly squatted on the side of the bed, and the vocal cords in my throat sounded in a trembling voice:

"Mr. Wang, are you ...... Did you sleep? Yes...... It's me, Xia ...... Xia Xue!"