Originally, the first few accidents occurred I firmly believed that those things were definitely not done by me, and I also thought about calling the police. Because Xinya blocked it, she said that she would first observe the camera recordings we had installed. I wanted to get the evidence that I was not at the "scene of the crime" before I went to the police, so I didn't go to the police.

However, the results of the installation of surveillance cameras clearly recorded the process of my entry and exit on the night of the accident, can it be said that someone else impersonated me?

To make matters worse, I found out that I was sleepwalking. As for whether I am a sleepwalker or not, I certainly don't know, and I shouldn't let me draw conclusions.

I used to suspect that there was some kind of coincidence between the occurrence of sleepwalking and my out-of-body soul, but later I found that there was no correspondence between the two, and that not every time I went down, sleepwalking would happen.

When there was no answer to the question, and strange things were still happening but no one could tell how it happened, I later realized that sleepwalking was not a bad thing, but became my protective umbrella, helping myself many times to save the day, and slowly I basically got used to pushing sleepwalking on something when I was there, and I seemed to acquiesce to the fact that "I am a sleepwalking patient" when I didn't deliberately investigate it.

However, now things seem to be about to turn around again, and Professor Wang, a well-known expert and scholar, professor, and mentor, seems to be questioning the sleepwalking syndrome that everyone has accepted, is this laughing at the incompetence of the police or implying that I am the gentleman who thinks that sleepwalking is only used to deceive others?

"What does Professor Wang mean, he doesn't believe in your sleepwalking, he has to give a reasonable explanation! If he is just suspicious like us ordinary people, why are you looking for him as an expert?"

It seems that Xinya also heard the questioning element in Professor Wang's words.

"In fact, when I looked back and pondered it, I found that Professor Wang also had a hidden subtext in one sentence. ”

"Which one?"

He said that the follow-up monitoring of me was carried out with my knowledge. ”

This doesn't imply that I may have consciously avoided this monitoring period, and is sleepwalking my own choice?

Xinya didn't react, and I didn't bother to explain it to her, after all, it was probably just my emotional understanding of Professor Wang's words.

I couldn't figure out how to interpret Professor Wang's words, and Xinya stabbed me in a hornet's nest again.

Probably in a hurry to correct my name, without thinking about the other side consequences, Xinya actually told Wenwen our interpretation of Professor Wang's sentence about my sleepwalking disorder.

Wenwen originally expressed understanding and sympathy for my situation, but now that she knows that sleepwalking is an oolong, and the nature of the whole thing is reversed, what will she think?

Unsettled, I still received an invitation from Wenwen, saying that she wanted to have a good chat with me.

"The babies are trying to sit down. ”

Wenwen showed me her phone, and the screen was a picture of the child barely sitting up with a pillow.

Wenwen's opening remarks were intentional, but in the absence of the child, I still felt awkward about such an opening remarks, but I couldn't be unresponsive.

"yes, oh, it's good, it's really cute. ”

That's really what I mean. Before giving birth to a daughter, I had no concept of children, I couldn't talk about liking or disliking at all, since I had a daughter, I saw that all the babies felt very cute, and when I met other people's children who didn't know them, I inevitably had to look twice.

Wenwen grinned very self-sufficiently, but quickly put down her phone with a smile and started her "chat" with me.

"Experts don't think you have sleepwalking, what do you think of yourself, yes or no?" Wenwen was not impatient, not like she was going to be windy and rainy.

"I... I... The experts can't say well, I can't tell where I can. ”

Wenwen smiled lightly: "Emotionally, I should be a very stubborn person, in the eyes of others, it is cheap." ”

I couldn't figure out what Wenwen was going to mean, so I buried my head in my coffee cup, but my gut told me that Wenwen's eyes were watching my reaction.

"I originally thought, sleepwalking is also good, because many of the things I do in sleepwalking are said to be things that haunt my consciousness during the day, so when you were diagnosed with sleepwalking, I was secretly happy, because I felt that you liked me, you missed me, and you were willing to be good with me, just like I have been waiting for me since I silently liked you but you refused to accept me. I stubbornly excuse you in my heart, defend you, and think that you can't let go of your hands and feet only out of guilt and longing for your dead wife, so you desperately suppress yourself. ”

"Wenwen, let's not talk too far, okay, let's get down to business, right?"

"I didn't go far, that's what I'm asking you to talk about today. ”

I didn't want to explain, let alone argue with Wenwen, so I listened quietly to her continue.

"In this intoxication, I forgot that you had strenuously denied the harm caused me by having slept with me, and preferred to present yourself as an unmarried person for the sake of your reputation and face. After having to give birth to the child, I willingly became an unmarried mother and raised the child myself. Just because I've been living in a sweet dream. So,"

Wenwen stopped, stared into my eyes, as if trying to see through my psychological reaction, and said, "When I learned from Xinya that you may not have sleepwalking, my whole being was blindfolded again, and I found that one of these sweet dreams was ruthlessly punctured. ”

"Wenwen, thank you so much. ”

Wenwen ignored my words and continued slowly: "After being depressed for a few days, I remembered an old saying: people, drunk and clear! This seems to be more telling than sleepwalking, what you did during sleepwalking you can't remember afterwards, so you don't know what you did to me, and drunk people look confused, but their hearts are clear, what they did was clear at the time, and the fragment is not forgotten completely, and the law does not say that it is a green light for drunk crimes." ”

I looked up from my coffee cup, and Wenwen thought I was going to speak, and motioned for me to be silent and listen to her.

"So I continued to comfort myself like Ah Q: You did something like that to me, not on the spur of the moment, but because you were drunk and courageous, and put into practice the ideas or wishes that you had been thinking about for a long time and did not dare to carry out, and I still numbed myself with the words 'you have me in your heart and you like me'. Do you think I'm cheap?"

"Don't say that, Wenwen. I don't deny that you are a very good and excellent girl, especially because you cherish the feelings in your heart, are so persistent, and so carefully guarded. But I really can't say anything about that. ”

Wenwen's affection really touched me, but it was so touching that I wanted to cry without tears, and an inexplicable intersection made a girl make a choice that was enough to affect her entire life.

Wenwen picked up her phone, swiped on the screen a few times, and then shook it in front of my eyes and said, "This is a video, and you can watch it yourself after I finish talking in a while." ”