464: Letting go and tangling
"You said you would marry me, and I wonder how long it will take?" I asked. In fact, he also changed direction and wanted to know when he would be an informant.
"This ......," he said with a light hand from my hand, handed me the umbrella, and thought as he walked to the side of the cabin.
I put away my umbrella and walked in with him, and sat down on a wooden chair in the cabin. Quietly waiting for him to think about it all.
"I'm not sure that if it hadn't happened at the beginning, if Stanley Ho hadn't doubted me, I might have succeeded by now. But, you know, now Stanley Ho doesn't trust me, and I need to earn his trust. However, it is difficult to gain his trust, and time is really hard to say. So, let's ......," he said, turning his head to look at me.
He is like this, no matter how depressed he is, he will not show desperate eyes, only a faint sadness. Or the sorrow that arises because of me.
I gently shook his hand, afraid that he would think that I had changed too much, and said, "Then I was drunk and figured out a lot of things, and I suddenly found that I had lost my original heart." Originally, I came to this city for you, and it was for you that I worked so hard to surpass He Lily. But the current outcome, at least the situation we are facing, is not what I want. ”
"It's not what I want. After Wei Guhai sighed softly, he leaned back in the chair gently, looked at the rain outside, looked at the raindrops falling on the eaves, and said with a smile: "This state is what I have always dreamed of." ”
I leaned back in my chair, rested my head gently on his broad shoulders, looked at the gloomy but romantic weather, closed my eyes softly and said, "Brother, let's end this quickly." ”
"I want to ...... too I'm really fed up with those days. He whispered. Before, I couldn't hear what he was trying to say, but now I know that he is really fed up with the status quo of cooperating with the police.
I once helped Liu Xingang do a lot of things in the Han River, and after the fact, Liu Xingang was promoted, and my bad file was eliminated. However, during that time, I was always commanded and ordered by Liu Xingang, which was really uncomfortable.
So, I can feel his upset.
"Brother, let me help you...... I grew up. You used to handle a lot of things for me, but now I'm mature enough that I can face all the things that come with you. I don't want power, I don't want fame and fortune, I just want to end this with you as soon as possible. I said with my eyes closed. The hand, he clenched it tighter.
"I still wish you had quit sooner. He looked at me with some stubbornness and said, "Your current situation is a tool, and one day the godfather will use it up, and there may be nothing." ”
"It's too late, I can't get out. When I entered this circle, I wanted to get out, which was so light. However, the reason why Tiandao Group can develop so well is also because of the help of the godfather. Even if one day, Tiandao Group goes bankrupt and fails, I have nothing to lose. So, brother, if it is going to end, let's cooperate, and I will work with you to bring down the He Group. ”
After hearing this, his hand tightened slightly, "No, it's too dangerous." Don't look at the wind and clouds now, in fact, this is all an illusion, and the real mainland is already full of murderous opportunities. ”
"I'm not worried. Rather... I wish it had come early and ended sooner. I said.
"Maybe then, you don't want it to end so soon. He said a little coldly.
I didn't respond because I didn't know what the real meaning of his words was. Is it the reluctance to let go of all this, or is it the fear that I will distance myself after I know that he is a police informant?
"Buzz" The phone rang suddenly.
When I picked it up, it turned out to be He Lily.
Wei Guhai glanced at the side and frowned.
"Hey, Lily?" I picked up.
"Where are you and your brother?" asked He Baihe, a little irritated.
"In Zhenjiang. ”
"Is Zhenjiang fun? I really want to go! I miss your brother! I'm so bored with them here! Xu Zhifeng discusses voting with Li Shan at every turn, and Li Shan listens to you and doesn't listen to him, and he's grinding hard, and I'm annoyed! I'll go find you!"
"This ...... Not so good. I said, "After all, it was arranged by the godfather, so let's do what he said for the time being." ”
"Okay, okay...... I'm bored!I'm really going home!What a bullshit godfather, my brother wants to do him!" He Baihe said willfully.
"Lily, don't say such things. I remind.
"Oh, I see, you're just like your brother, you like to educate people. Okay, okay, I won't play, I'll go back to the hotel and sleep!" He Baihe said, and hung up the phone directly.
Putting down the phone, Wei Guhai actually looked at me with a worried face next to him.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked.
"Oh, He Lily called, aren't you angry?" he asked, frowning.
"Nope...... It's normal for us to talk on the phone. I laughed.
"Shhh......hh......h Are you women like this, like tigress in the morning, and this will turn into a little fairy?"
"Huh...... Women are like that. It needs to be coaxed by a man. I raised an eyebrow and said. You can't tell him that I know who he is now, can I?
"Alright, let's go, let's go shopping. Usually there are so few opportunities to come out, but this time I will accompany you. As he spoke, he stood up and held out his hand.
I held his hand and felt like I had never felt so comfortable as I did today.
However, I also know that after these two days, we may not be so comfortable.
When I found out who he really was, I became more and more worried about his safety, but at least I didn't worry about him going astray.
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Zhenjiang is smaller than I imagined, but I feel a joy that I haven't felt for many years.
Emotions can infect others, my happiness and relaxation have infected Wei Guhai, he is no longer doubting my change, he understands my seriousness.
I had doubts about his identity, but it was only a suspicion, not a confirmation.
It's like a kind of anticipation, expecting him to be a sinless person, expecting him to get out of that kind of organization, always expecting.
When I experienced the training in Canada, I knew how severe the punishment of the law was for sin, and how sharp the sword of Damos of justice was, I was afraid that my love would be cut in half, and I was afraid that all my efforts would become a running water that would never return. But now that I know who he is, the burden of it all is lifted. How can I not be relaxed?
For the rest of the time, I will hide my identity and then work together with him.
……
After dinner, when we returned to the hotel next to the ancient street, the boss saw that the two of us were in a different state when they came back, and stared at us with a puzzled face.
Upstairs, we were facing the door.
Holding their respective room cards, when they stood in front of the door, no one in the pair with their backs moved.
When I turned around, it happened that he also turned back, and I hurriedly turned around, and he also looked back.
With a "beep", I knew he had opened the door. However, the door was not opened.
There was an inexplicable sense of loss in my heart, and after opening my door with a "tick", I reached out and pushed it open.
The shadow of the door suddenly darkened, and I knew who was behind me.
When I turned around in a panic, Wei Guhai hugged me directly, and the whole person entered the room with my arms in my arms.
"Bang", after the door was locked, I kissed it directly before I could break free!
I struggled for a while, and then I stopped struggling.
It started out intensely, but when he sensed that I wasn't turning him down, we started to slow down.
The faint wall and floor lamps make the whole room feel ambiguous. We kissed and stripped each other's clothes, and when we lay down on the bed, we were all suddenly much quieter.
Accustomed to the dim eyes, I could clearly see each other's faces, and I could even see his slightly upturned eyelashes and the edge of his eyebrows stretched.
His eyes were a little nervous, but when I got up, the tension disappeared much.
"You're beautiful...... "...... I always had the illusion that I didn't deserve to be so good. ”
"I'm not pretty......" I leaned in softly to him, the tip of my nose touching the tip of his nose, and wrapped my hand around his majestic waist, "...... I don't think I'm good, and I don't think I'm beautiful. ”
"I have the truth pressing you into my bones. "He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer to his.
I could feel my body burning, but this faint approach was like a glass of wine, and I felt like I was getting drunk. I also like the feeling of gradually heating up.
"You don't need to press... I want to get into your bones myself. I said with a smile.
As soon as he finished speaking, he kissed me, and then the air conditioner raised the temperature of the whole room, and the temperature was so high that the quilt seemed to be in the way.
After many experiences, we are no longer conservative in our interactions......
I still think I'm a shy woman, but in front of a tough man, all my shyness has been gone.
He is a man who can provoke the desire between my bones with his ability.
I never think that any normal woman can withstand such "collisions" and "bravery".
Perhaps, it is also because we are too young, we can always easily bring out the nature in our bodies, and we don't know how to die again and again, and fall into that kind of psychedelia again and again.
There were moments when I didn't feel like myself, I never thought I would be like that.
When I think that they are one, my love is a little stronger!
That kind of love is poisonous, the deeper you love, the more you want to love, more addictive than addictive, and you can't stop it.
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The next day, I went crazy all morning in the hotel.
At noon, his strength seemed to be gone, but he was still as energetic as a wolf. Could it be that this is the difference between men and women?
He looked tired and said, "What's wrong? It can't be sick, right?"
"Oh, it's fine. I squeezed out a smile and said. After all, the whole "game" was played by people, and I would be embarrassed to say anything about myself.
……
That evening, the few of us got together again.
When I saw He Lily again, I didn't know how to describe that feeling.
When she saw Wei Guhai, she walked straight up and grabbed his hand, "accusing" the boredom of the past few days like a little sister. Say you're going to be with him tomorrow no matter what.
I listened to those words beside me, and there were microwaves in my heart, but when I thought of everything Wei Guhai was doing now, it was when I was helping her. The heart that fluctuated at that moment was much more stable.
"Why is your face so ruddy today?" Xu Zhifeng leaned over and looked at me.
It's strange to say, at noon, I was tired and paralyzed, but after sitting in the car for a long time, I was inexplicably better again. Moreover, the whole body is indeed quite energetic and energetic.
"It's nothing......" I looked at his eyes squinting at Wei Guhai, and I knew what was going on in his mind, "What are you looking at?"
As I spoke, I turned my head to look at Wei Guhai, but found that his eyes were looking at me with that kind of feeling, and I immediately understood that Xu Zhifeng's face turned slightly pale at the moment.
Xu Zhifeng stared at Wei Guhai jealously and said, "Mo Factor...... Don't forget what your godfather told you. I got close to him, but I didn't have any good fruit to eat. ”
The mood that had just been sorted out was instantly pierced by his words. Of course, what makes me unhappy is mainly the distrustful face of the godfather......
Thinking of He Hongxiao not trusting Wei Guhai so much, and then thinking of the godfather who didn't trust me so much,
The pressure hit again in an instant.