Time flies,

More than two months have passed......

The cold winter breeze makes the thick long down jacket look like an ornament.

The wind mixed with snowflakes swept across my face like ice blades, and because I was in a hurry, I could only dress myself up at Wei Zizhou's residence before going out.

Only a thin skirt was worn inside, and the wind walked along the skirt like a snake, making people can't help but stomp their feet.

Pushing open Yunfei's back door, a burst of warmth hit, and it felt like heaven in this place.

"Look at you're freezing, smoke one. Su Yan leaned against the door of the dressing room and threw a cigarette with a smile.

My hands were so stiff that I almost dropped my cigarette to the ground......

"Liu Suyun is ready to drop out of school, are you still going to school?" asked Su Yan as he took a puff of cigarette.

Lit a cigarette and took a puff, mint flavored.

"What about you......" Su Yan asked in a low voice.

"Of course, aren't you busy tonight? I'm not busy, I'm going to read the book first. I said, touching her face and walking into the dressing room.

"Sister Fei is here......" A girl next to me got up and nodded at me.

When the other girls saw me, they also made room for me to study.

After a moment of silence, the powder room slowly began to be noisy.

However, I have become accustomed to this environment, and my ears are only sensitive to "going on stage", and everything else is deaf.

"Get on stage!"

More than half an hour later, Su Yan shouted outside the door.

I closed the book and walked out.

After the waiter came out of the box, we lined up.

"Good evening, sir!"

Familiar bends, familiar movements, familiar guests......

The man in his thirties, whose name was Tengfei, was no one else in his eyes except me, and he met his gaze and walked over.

I stretched out my hand, and he took it, and my waist was light, and his arms were gentle.

There will always be a tacit understanding between old customers.

His hands roamed casually on my thighs, and the love in his eyes was self-evident.

"We've known each other for two months, right? It's about to be the New Year, let's go out for a meal, right?" Tengfei asked with a smile.

"Your daughter should go to kindergarten after the Chinese New Year, right?" I said with a smile and poking him in the heart.

He smiled helplessly, suddenly let go of the hand around his waist, picked up the wine glass on the table and said, "Come, drink one." ”

After clinking glasses, I took the initiative to put my arm around him, smiled and said, "What's wrong?"

He turned his head, his handsome face and burning eyes, "You said that you are so beautiful, but you are abusing yourself here, do you know how distressed I am? How good it would be for you to go to work in my father's factory! I can arrange a very good position for you." ”

"I'm fine now," I picked up my glass and touched it with him, and drank it all.

Although Tengfei likes me from the bottom of my heart, he has a family and a room, and I am still in school, how can I go to work in his factory?

Besides, I can't talk to them about my true feelings.

It's okay to act on the spot,

When it comes to love, I can only smile and agree.

Next to me, the partners brought by Tengfei are all "nibbling" on the princess, but he knows my temper and is not bad.

Drinking, singing, and before I knew it, I was done sitting on one stage.

At first, I thought it would be very difficult to sit for three hours in one night, but the reality is that there is a great advantage for beautiful women to do this.

What's more, I've changed the "choice" that I used to customize for myself.

I asked Su Yan to help me change it.

The relationship between me and Su Yan was originally quite stiff, after all, we had a fight. However, after I met her sister Su Qing, the relationship between the two of us suddenly improved.

Her sister Su Qing, twenty-four years old, is a very unworldly woman in Yunfei Xindian in the suburbs.

The kind that is so vulgar that it is not stained with a trace of cheesiness.

I never thought that a woman who has lived in this environment for a long time would have grown into her temperament, just like a hibiscus out of the water.

There is no trace of impurity in his eyes, and he looks lovely when he laughs, and his figure is also amazing.

When Yunfei met her at dinner that night, she was curious about me, and I was curious about her, I thought she was otherworldly, she felt that I was different, and she talked and talked about everything.

She invited me to play at her rented place and told me her story, and Su Yan listened to it, and slowly the relationship between the three of us became better.

Then, Su Yan will also take the initiative to approach me and help me find a way.

In the end, it became the current state.

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The second station.

It's a new guest.

After we entered, the guest was the first to order me, Su Yan stood up and smiled embarrassedly and said: "Big brother, this princess is the Oiran in our store, only accompany the wine, don't hug or hug, you can think about it!

"Hello Oiran, come and sit down and have a drink!" the middle-aged man smiled and beckoned me over.

Actually, the name Oiran was given to me by Su Yan after the nightclubs in big cities, but in terms of appearance and conditions, it can still be called.

However, if Su Yan said that if he doesn't hug or hug, it will be too difficult.

In this place, it is inevitable to be held in the arms of others, drinking, and taking advantage. After all, no one can get used to pretending to be a and setting up a torii.

And then there are the same words, "Why do you do this when you're so beautiful?", "How long have you been here?", "Can you put it out?", "How old are you going to do it?", "Kiss one, okay?", "Let's go out tonight?"

And so on and so forth......

Man, in front of a beautiful woman,

In particular, in front of a beautiful and indulgent woman, she will show her dirtiness very truly.

Through their eyes, you can clearly see the words "I want to grass you".

Even if it is so clear and clear, there are still many, many girls who will come out, will cater to them, and will make money.

Liu Suyun also introduced.

She had a knife on her face, her chin was fine, but her nose was broken. It costs a lot of money, and the amount is even higher than the previous one.

After the nose was broken, Brother Qiang ignored her.

She began to make frequent appearances to earn extra money.

It is very dangerous to introduce it, and a smarter girl will get acquainted with the guests before introducing it.

However, Liu Suyun was already hungry.

Money, money, money......

She only has money in her eyes.

I used to think about how to save her, but now it seems like an impossible task.

There is no beautiful story of anyone saving anyone in this circle, and there is no one who can come in clean and go out clean from ancient times to the present.

The so-called congregation is also going out dirty.

Therefore, what Master Leopard said is right, it is the environment that changes us, not someone's arrangement.

Sometimes, the people around you are also a kind of environmental person, and they also act as the role of the environment.

Otherwise, there would be no such old proverb as 'those who are close to Zhu are red, and those who are close to ink are black'.

Leopard Ye is the same as Mei Niang, they like women like Liu Suyun, this kind of girl with desire and material heart.

Because they will not hesitate to sell themselves for money.

You hardly have to teach them how to do it, and they will work hard to learn how to please their guests.

If you are cheap, she will learn even more;

If you are sassy, she can learn more sassy than you......

There are too many girls around me, and they are so depressing and breathless that they are depressed.

The so-called bottom line, discipline, is like a joke in this environment. Playing dice with customers naked, taking a beer bath, taking toilet paper and taking a male guest to the bathroom, there are too many unexpected things, all of which are commonplace here......

In an abnormal place, a normal person will be like a strange thing.

In the eyes of those girls, I, a woman who could read in the dressing room, was like a living wonder.

If it weren't for Wei Zizhou being the number one celebrity of Lord Leopard now, I wouldn't be in the current comfortable state.

However, even if they call me Sister Fei, even if Su Yan helps me choose a station, even if my salary and Taiwan fee have reached more than 10,000 yuan a month.

However, the feeling of collapse in my heart is difficult for outsiders to feel......

Because, there is a strong "inertia" in this environment!

Especially the clearer and more clear you live, the stronger that inert force will be!

It unknowingly dragged a lot of girls into the land of no return......

And I was caught in the middle and held on......

In the gap between reality and the future, in the conflict between study life and nightclub life, in the contrast and collision between the current poverty and the luxury environment of Yunfei, I changed my roles back and forth.

That kind of role change will make people feel schizophrenic!

I know I can't indulge myself like those girls!

But I really want to indulge......

Many nights, when I watched the city lights in a drunken daze, I wanted to be presumptuous!

I also have the urge of adolescence, and I have a very strong desire to release those repressions in my heart!

But thinking of my father and Fu Xiangqin, thinking of Lu Li and Zhang Liang, I had to control that fluctuating blood pressure again!

Then

There's one thing I crave – and that's being raped.

I wish I had been raped!

I wish I could find a great excuse for my depravity......

Really, it may sound very unreliable, but there are many difficult moments in life, and people will always think unreasonably about some messy things.

If people were full of reason, there would be no "wrong" in this world.

Later growing up also taught me:

In fact, there are no hurdles in life that cannot be overcome. The so-called malaise is just a justification for one's own depravity.

&

The third station is still a regular customer I know.

However, this time, the old customer didn't order me again, but smiled at me and ordered another girl who was more open-minded.

I'm used to it, after all, they're here to have fun, and if I'm a man, I'll hate me.

Only those guests who like me from the bottom of their hearts will not feel tired.

He didn't order me, but his buddy ordered me, after all, I was too prominent in this pile of women, and after wearing high heels, I was more than 1.8 meters tall, and many men wanted to taste the taste of tall people. Even if I don't let go like they do.

After sitting on the third stage, I went directly to Sister Bing to ask for leave.

Because today is Zhang Yang's birthday.

Looking at the watch, it was already half past ten, and after hurriedly talking to Sister Bing, he walked to the hotel.

&

The restaurant does not close,

It is the only 24-hour hotel in Hongren County.

When I arrived at the door, it was already eleven o'clock in the evening.

Standing at the door, looking at the half of the cigarette in his hand, he felt that it was a pity to throw it away, so he stood at the door and smoked a few more puffs.

"You're not an adult yet, smoke less?" Wei Zizhou didn't know when he appeared in front of him.

He and Zhang Yang didn't know that I was smoking, and looked at the gift box in his hand, so he changed the subject and asked, "Are you here?"

"Well, that's just over there. But you're bold enough to come in your overalls......" he said, raising his chin slightly and motioning to enter.

After taking another puff, I threw the cigarette into the sewer at the door and hurried to follow.

The heating inside was very hot, I quickly pulled open my coat, revealing the wrap miniskirt inside, this dress really didn't look like a student, but Zhang Yang and Wei Zizhou were not outsiders, and I didn't bother to go back to change clothes.

Thinking of this, he asked Wei Zizhou: "Are there many people tonight?"

"Not a lot, right?"

When I heard this, I immediately stopped and said, "Then I'll go back and change my clothes! I'm still wearing high heels." ”

He took my hand and said, "Okay, let's go inside! These people are all modeling, and there are no students." Did Zhang Yang just win an award a while ago? A few teachers came to congratulate him...... It's okay. As he spoke, he gently pushed open the door to the private room.

"Mo Fei!" Lin Can's voice suddenly came, and when I just found her, she suddenly grabbed the arm of a middle-aged man beside her, and said happily: "Teacher Xu! look! It's her, the Mo Fei I mentioned to you, a model with super good body proportions and super talent!"

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Thank you for your careful heart!