Chapter 284 Suicide Note
Lin Zijin then remembered that there was such a thing as a bicycle, so he hurriedly went back and pushed it onto the car, and almost fell down in a hurry.
Dai Chen looked at her coldly, and suddenly sighed slightly.
Looking at it like this, in fact, this girl still cares a lot about Jing Jian.
In order to make it easier for him to speak, Dai Chen turned into a small road by the side of the alley, which was relatively quiet, there were almost no people, and there were tall poplar trees on both sides of the road, and occasionally leaves fell to the ground in the air.
Lin Zijin's heart also swayed with the leaves.
The two walked in silence for a while, until Lin Zijin couldn't help but want to ask him, Dai Chen finally spoke.
"Xiao Jian's unit opened a few days ago and went to the front line in southern Xinjiang. ”
Suddenly like a thunderbolt exploded in his ears, Lin Zijin lost his voice and said, "What?!"
Dai Chen reached out to hold the handlebars of the bicycle for her, looked at her deeply, and asked with a little knowingness, "He didn't tell you?"
Lin Zijin shook his head blankly: "No, he just asked me, just asked me ......"
Lin Zijin couldn't go on, she just reacted, in fact, Jing Jian had already made it clear enough, what would happen to her if he left her?
She also made up a big drama in her brain, thinking that the chief's daughter had taken a fancy to him, but it turned out to be ......
Lin Zijin remembered the situation that day, and all of Jing Jian's strange behaviors that were different from usual had answers.
He was relieved to hear that the lovelorn Nian Xiaoxiao was no longer sad, he shook her hand in front of the public for the first time, and he kissed her for the first time.
If she hadn't deliberately teased him and teased him, he probably wouldn't have kissed her.
He went to say goodbye to himself, hoping that he would be better off after he left, and he planned to take him out to play and take some pictures of himself, which might accompany him to the battlefield.
Lin Zijin's heart was burning and aching, and he suddenly muttered: "He also said that he would take me to see the maple leaves and take pictures." ”
"They opened it in advance. ”
Dai Chen said coldly, as if he had no heart, liver and lungs, without a little sympathy.
Lin Zijin thought to herself, what could she do even if she didn't dial it in advance, there was something in the laboratory that day, she went to the laboratory again, even if Jing Jian came, she couldn't find her.
I don't know how many times I can't find her with prospects?
When she came back, she often saw him waiting downstairs in the dormitory, and when he saw her, he always smiled tolerantly, never showing a single word of complaint or displeasure.
Maybe because he didn't complain, she didn't feel anything wrong, and sometimes told her not to wait for her, but he was still like that, and of course waited without regrets.
Until he was about to go to the front line, the first thing he worried about was that if something happened to him, she must be fine.
As for herself, she is always careful not to give too much affection, even if she often teases him in action and teases him, she also reminds herself over and over again in her heart that she must not put all her thoughts on him, and she must not love him so much that she loses herself.
She was afraid of repeating the mistakes of her previous life, of falling into the abyss again.
Her studies, her career, her family, she takes these extremely seriously, any one of them is more important than Jing Jian, and now he left her to go to the front line, life and death are uncertain, but her heart is empty, no, it's a mess.
"Xiao Jian told me that if he can't come back, let me take care of you more. "And my dad.
Dai Guoliang didn't say the last three words, he said: "Maybe Xiao Jian was afraid that you would be worried and sad, so he didn't tell you." ”
"It's more upset for me. Lin Zijin whispered.
Dai Guoliang simply left his bicycle on the side of the road and sat down next to a small stone table in the lawn by the roadside.
Lin Zijin also sat on the other side.
There was a chess board carved on the stone table, Lin Zijin subconsciously raised his hand to caress those criss-crossing horizontal and vertical lines, the Chu River and the Han boundary were clearly distinguished, just like her and Jing Jian, now I don't know how far apart.
Feeling the cold desktop under my fingertips, my heart is empty.
She thought that the movie was all a lie, what girl sent her beloved to the battlefield, and smiled and put a big red flower on him.
If it were her, she would definitely not be able to do it, and she would definitely pull Jing Jian to cry and beg him not to go.
But I think that guy will definitely not listen to her, like this time, he didn't even say hello to her.
And if he told her......
Lin Zijin thought that if Jing Jian really told her that she was going to the battlefield, she might not cry and not allow him to go, but she must let him make a marriage report first and hand herself over to him first.
Let him go to war steadily, let him not worry, she will be fine.
Wait for him.
"Comrade Xiaolin, that's the matter, you can tell me if you need anything, and I will do my best to help. Dai Chen said, paused, he looked at Lin Zijin and said: "Don't worry, Xiao Jian has experienced a war before and made meritorious contributions, and this time it is estimated that there is nothing to do." ”
Lin Zijin was stunned and didn't react, and he didn't know if he listened or not.
In the past, Dai Chen actually didn't have a good impression of this girl, and he felt in his heart that this girl was really not worthy of Jing Jian.
It's not that the family background and personal conditions, Dai Chen doesn't attach so much importance to the family background, and in terms of personal conditions, Lin Zijin is actually very good, graduated from a famous university, has excellent academics, and the appearance conditions are also very good, just looking at the external conditions, she and Jing Jian are really a natural pair.
It's just that Dai Chen always feels that the feelings between Jing Jian and Lin Zijin are too unequal, and there is always a smell of alienation in Lin Zijin, a girl.
Compared with Jing Jian's heartfelt love for her, this girl seems to be a little cold.
Jing Jian is sincere, has a warm heart, once he falls in love with someone, he will love and pay wholeheartedly, and this girl, when facing Jing Jian, always has a sense of alienation.
Even when she was smiling, there seemed to be a bit of coldness in her smile, or was it uneasy?
On the other hand, she is really good to Dai Guoliang, but she is not so alienated and wary when facing Dai Guoliang, but has a natural closeness.
Dai Chen didn't know if this girl was cold by nature, so she was indifferent to Jing Jian's affection, or if she was using Jing Jian and Dai Guoliang at all.
Or is there something else?
If he didn't know Jing Jian's personality, Dai Chen really had to wonder if Jing Jian had made Lin Zijin suffer anything, or if Jing Jian had deceived other girls in something.
However, looking at this girl's dejected appearance today, Dai Chen felt that maybe he was wrong before, and this girl seemed to be very affectionate to Jing Jian.
So, should you take out that suicide note?
When Jing Jian learned that the army was going to be transferred, he went to Dai Chen and handed him a suicide note.
Jing Jian told Dai Chen that if he couldn't come back by then, or if he came back but lacked arms and legs, Lin Zijin would definitely ask Dai Chen, and Dai Chen would hand over the suicide note to Lin Zijin at that time.
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