Go home.

Li Mu stood by the window, looking at the night view.

The steel thicket under the lamp reflects the cold light, and the people and the building are separated by a visible distance.

Buzzing.

"What for? ”

"Look outside. ”

"Good-looking?"

"Not bad. ”

"It's home, huh. ”

"Not hurt?"

"Of course. ”

"That's good. ”

"I always think you're weird. ”

"Everybody is. ”

"FF, just curious about you. ”

"Because you like me?"

"Nope. ”

"What's going on?"

"I don't know. ”

Buzz.

Kakaotalk phone rings.

“…… How?"

FF, just then remembered that you could use the kakaotalk phone. ”

"It seems so. ”

"Stupid. ”

"You're stupid too. ”

"Save you money. ”

"So good, next time I'll treat you to dinner. ”

"Drink coffee. ”

"Love coffee so much?"

"Well, a little worse than you. ”

"Drink every day?"

"In T's words, of_course. "K learns from him.

"Then I'm half a day?"

"FF, every time you breathe. ”

"I'm afraid you'll suffocate. ”

"No, it won't. ”

"Didn't you say you didn't like me?"

“…… Hum. ”

"What the hell?"

"It's nothing, in the summer, there will be cicadas. ”

"Yes. ”

"What's in the winter?"

"Snow. ”

"You can build a snowman and have a snowball fight. ”

"It can also push you into the snow and turn you into a snow teddy. ”

"Then I'll turn you into an arctic lion. ”

"There are such creatures?"

"Snow Teddy also exists. ”

"Tomorrow is cloudy. ”

"How do you know?"

"The stars are blocked. ”

"Clouds?"

"Well, the black one. ”

"Still, you can see the North Star. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Will it always be?"

"Possibly. ”

"What about you?"

"Die in a hundred years. ”

"FFF, what if we live for a hundred years?"

"Suicide before that. ”

"Why?"

"I'm afraid you're not here. ”

"Angel of fools. ”

"What's that?"

"You. ”

"It's not that stupid, it's not an angel who calls me a smart demon. ”

"FF, obviously stupid as a bear and a lion. ”

"Lion bear?"

"Well, FFF. ”

"And you're a convulsive teddy?"

"FF, bad teddy. ”

"It's really bad. ”

"What if one day we were together and everyone in the world was against it?"

"No way. ”

"Possibly. ”

"It doesn't matter. ”

"Hey, what if someone points a gun at you and tells you to leave me?"

"Bullets in the gun?"

"There must be, it can knock your head into a rotten watermelon with one shot. ”

“…… After leaving, we can still see each other?"

"Of course not, I'll be taken to a place you'll never find. ”

"It makes no difference whether you die or not. ”

“…… It seems so. ”

"It's better to be beaten into a rotten watermelon. ”

"Why?"

"You should eat watermelon in the summer. ”

"Well, it was winter. ”

"Chilled watermelon was also good. ”

"Let me eat you?"

"It is possible to swim in the stomach pouch. ”

"Not afraid of death?"

"I'm scared to death. ”

"Are you willing to die? I know we can't be together. ”

"Just go for what is worth seeking. ”

"Will you fail, you will be deceived, and you don't mind?"

"Mind that, it's certainly not something to pursue. ”

“…… Well. ”

"Don't sleep?"

"FF, you can wake up a little later tomorrow. ”

"Okay. ”

"What about you?

"Afternoon. ”

"FF, stay with me until late at night. ”

"Good. ”

"Lately, I've been getting happier. ”

"Good thing. ”

"FF, a little credit to you. ”

"Thank you for the compliment. ”

"It always feels like we're not normal. ”

"Normal people are able to spot their abnormalities. ”

"FF, the one who can't be found?"

"It's not normal. ”

"Isn't that all the same?"

"It's different, knowing that you're not normal and thinking you're normal are two different things. ”

"When did you start discovering that you weren't normal?"

"A long time ago. ”

"How long was that?"

"Forgot. ”

"My memory is really bad. ”

"What about you?"

"I forgot too. ”

"You don't either. ”

"FF, what is our distance now?"

"An hour's distance. ”

"How do you know?"

"An hour ago, you were still here. ”

"That means it's going to get longer?"

"Yes, but it will be shortened in an instant. ”

"When?"

"When you come back from abroad. ”

"FF, stupid, guess what I'm listening to?"

"Sad song. ”

"How do you know?"

"Listening to other people's grief can become joyful. ”

“Bingo，《Slip_away》。 ”

"Disappear and die. ”

"FF, looked up the dictionary?"

"How do you know?"

"Guess, FF. ”

"Sounds good?"

Well, the lyrics are pretty much like this: all that has been forgotten is even more mournful. ”

"It seems to make sense. ”

"For whom have you mourned?"

"You. ”

"Liar. ”

"I mourned for a second just now. ”

"Why?"

"Forget a single hair on your body. ”

"Cut. ”

"If I really forget about you, I guess I'll die a sad death. ”

"FFF, really talking. ”

"Honestly. ”

"I'm used to having you there, it's really scary. ”

"Afraid of what?"

"If I don't have you, I will be abandoned by the world. ”

"The world has always been like this. ”

"Huh, so pessimistic?"

"It doesn't know us. ”

"Are we so insignificant?"

"Possibly. ”

"Sleepy. ”

"Sleep. ”

"Okay, FFF, read me a poem. ”

"Hmm. ”

"What's it today?"

"I'll look for it. Li Mu got up and came to the bookshelf.

There are a row of books on the shelves, in addition to the poetry collection of Szymborska last time, there are many poetry collections, but I didn't expect that violent woman to have such a side.

"Found it?"

"Well, that's a good name. ”

"FF, what?"

"Man, poetically dwells. ”

"Who wrote it?"

"Hölderlin. ”

"I don't know. ”

"Me too. ”

"Good night, stupid lion, I hope you can have a good dream with Teddy. ”

"Good night, stupid teddy, I hope you have a good dream of being bullied by a lion. ”

"Being bullied by you, how can it be a good dream?"

"I think it's good. ”

"Then I'm going to bully you too, and beat your ass with a stick. ”

"No, as a lady. ”

"I'm not a lady. ”

"Forget you're not. ”

"Don't say anything, read it to me. ”

"Good. Li Mu said.

“Music。 ”

"Wait a minute. Li Mu walked to the record player and put in the jazz record.

"Isn't it too much trouble for you?"

"Trouble me as much as you want. ”

"Why is it so good to me?"

"Out of the warmth of society. ”

"It's so warm. ”

"Born that way. ”