"Do you remember what happened to Tian Sen's mother?" Zhang Liang suddenly asked.

"Remember...... Her mother was gone when he was in elementary school. I said.

"Then do you know how the died?" Zhang Liang asked again.

"Brain tumor ......"

Tian Mori ...... I also had a brain tumor. He said suddenly.

At that moment, my brain was buzzing!

"Impossible!" I said directly.

Seeing this, Zhang Liang shook his head, and then turned around and walked back without a trace of rebuttal.

I looked at his back as he faded away, and suddenly remembered many details of Tian Sen.

When he goes to the cafeteria to eat, he never eats meat dishes, only light vegetarian dishes; he will look at the teenagers playing ball on the playground with envious eyes, but he himself will not participate in strenuous sports; he does not smoke or drink, not because he does not want to drink, but he cannot drink......

When I think of him looking at me, there is always an inexplicable sadness in the depths of his feelings, and I slowly understand.

At first, I didn't understand why he had that kind of gaze, but now I know that he actually had a brain tumor......

……

With a "squeak", I pushed open the door to the South Room.

Zhang Liang was obviously drunk, sitting on the bed with a flushed face, and he didn't know if it was freezing or what's wrong, holding a piece of toilet paper and wiping his nose vigorously.

When he saw me come in, he gave me a blank look and said, "I told you everything, what else do you want to know?"

"You didn't tell me anything, you just told me he had a brain tumor, what about the rest?"

"Hey......" He threw away the toilet paper with a surprised face, stood in front of me and looked at me very carefully and suspiciously, and said, "You just said that you care about Tian Sen very much? I told you that he had a brain tumor, and you actually looked calm?"

"If you have a brain tumor, you can be cured! That's not a terminal disease, right?"

He stroked his forehead helplessly and said, "Oh my God, if I can cure it, will I agree with him chasing you? Are you a pig? I just watched him take revenge on me, and then felt pitiful for him, so I agreed! Otherwise, how could I agree to him chasing you!"

"You mean he's dead?!" I asked, looking at him puzzled.

"Of course! Otherwise, how could I say that you will definitely be mine in the future!? Tian Sen only has a maximum of two years to go! He will definitely die, so I told you not to invest too much emotion!

"I think you're the one who is sick!, why didn't you tell me earlier!?"

"Did Tian Sen keep me a secret! And if you knew he had a brain tumor, would you probably be nice to him? What an idiot! Okay, you can get out of here! I'm going to sleep!" he shoved me out, pushed me out of the door, stared at me and said, "Remember, don't tell Tian Sen that I said it!"

"I have counted! Also, you want to chase me, you will never think about it in this life! no! but! can!" I said, slamming the door shut for him.

……

When I got back to my bedroom, I lay down on the bed, and my heart slowly calmed down.

After calming down, after the strength of the wine slowly faded, there was a kind of cautionary pain slowly rising, I don't know why, thinking of Tian Sen's sunny face, I felt that all this was like an illusion.

I don't think it's true!

But I knew it was all true......

As I slowly came to terms with this reality, the pain in my heart became more and more intense. I know that I don't love Tian Sen, I know that I love Lu Li, but that kind of heartache is indescribable, can't be hidden, and can't be erased.

He knew he had two years left, so why did he love me.

Does he lose control of his heart, or does he want to fall in love in his limited life?

After I know all this, how should I ask him?

No

No

My direction seems to be off,

The reason why I designed Zhang Liang so much, and why I asked him so urgently, is that I don't want to be passive in front of Mr. Zheng!

However, why did Mr. Zheng let me fall in love with Tian Sen?

What is the relationship between Mr. Zheng and Tian Sen?!

Tian Sen's father was a seafood merchant, and Zheng was always the boss of the underworld, could it be that their father knew each other? Otherwise, how could the two of them be involved?

No matter what their relationship is, I think their relationship is definitely not ordinary, and it must have something to do with Tian Sen's brain tumor!

Thinking about these questions, the more I thought about them, the more complicated they became, and finally I couldn't turn around and fell asleep.

……

The next day, when I opened my eyes, it was already dawn.

Looking out the window, the snowflakes were still drifting, just much smaller.

Li Shan called and said that the blood-red territory had been sorted out, and asked me how to arrange the personnel.

"You can do the things arranged by the personnel. It's just that the Chengnan project in Hongren County has begun to operate, and Ah Long can't leave. If Huang Mao had nothing to do, he would have transferred some people from the west of the city. ”

"There are the most people in the north of the city, do you want to get it from the north of the city?"

"Qingfeng is the boss of the north of the city, so he naturally has to transfer people from the north of the city. Okay, I've got some things to take care of today, and you can get some of them these days. ”

"You...... What are you busy with?" asked Li Shan cautiously. Normally, he doesn't ask me about personal matters at all, but now he asks abnormally.

"Mr. Zheng asked me today, and I want to meet with him. ”

"Oh......" he said with a smile as if relieved, "I thought you were going to fall in love! I heard you wanted to fall in love, is it true?"

"Really......" I said after a moment's hesitation.

Li Shan, who was on the other end of the phone ......, suddenly stopped talking.

"What's wrong?" I asked. Actually, I know that Li Shan already has a certain tendency, but he is very old, and a lot of his thoughts are pressed in his heart.

"No... It's nothing...... I, I remember you saying you wouldn't be in a relationship in high school, and I thought it was true. Moreover, I remember that you have a brother Lu Li, and I thought you would wait for him. ”

"I'll wait for him ......"

"Huh?" his voice grew smaller, more and more puzzled.

"I can tell you a secret. ”

"Boss, your secret is my secret, and I will bring it into the coffin. He said.

"The person I am in love with now is called Tian Sen, and the reason why I fell in love with him is because of Mr. Zheng. ”

"Mr. Zheng?"

"Right...... He put forward this condition to me, and at the same time, I also proposed to him that I want the blood-red territory, which is why we obtained the blood-red territory so easily. However, we still have a lot of tough battles to fight in the future! You must know that the fat bears are now eyeing us, and other gangs are also watching us, so we need to pay attention to many things......"

"It turns out that you and that Tian Sen are acting. Li Shan said. It was as if his attention was more on my private emotions.

"Well, it's acting. Alright, tell me everything I said. ”

"The boss can rest assured, once he is born and twice mature, the brothers under his command know that you can conquer Licheng District, and they are also full of confidence. I believe they are as confident about the future as I am. After all, after we followed you, our lives have changed drastically. ”

Listening to Li Shan's words, I feel that he has really matured a lot. Although these words are sycophants, when they come out of his mouth, they are so natural.

This is also a personal trait, which determines that his city will get deeper and deeper.

I like people who have a city.

"Li Shan, remember...... You are the most reassuring and important person of all. ”

"I won't let you down. I'm going to get busy. ”

"Good. I said and hung up.

It's just that after hanging up the phone, there was also an indescribable feeling in my heart.

I can gradually feel the love in Li Shan's words, but it is impossible for me to talk to him.

But maybe it's just a simple love, right?

All I want to do is not to complicate our feelings.

There may be no real friendship between men and women in this world, but men and women will always have contact, so it is important to keep your heart in the midst of the complexity.

If you mess up the relationship, you will naturally taste the bitter fruit in the end.

Therefore, guarding your heart is also clear about the relationship between each other, and it also clears up unnecessary red dust.

&

Zhang Liang caught a cold unexpectedly.

On the way back to Hangang City, I coughed all the way, and I kept blowing my nose, and after saving up a piece of toilet paper, it was enough to fill a garbage bag.

When he got out of the car, he stared at me with resentful eyes, "It's all your fault! How can I take pictures with the mouse like this today?"

"Wouldn't it be nice if you asked the photographer to give you a few taps. Okay, I still have something to do, you tell our mother, I'll go back later. ”

"What excuse, how can I lie to you?" he said, still staring at me in confusion.

"You can do whatever you want...... Say anything!"

"I said you're in love!" he said, turning his head and leaving.

I closed the car door and said to Qingfeng, "Okay, you take me somewhere." ”

……

On the way to the Han River, I sent a message to Mr. Zheng.

He told me the address, at the Dongshan Lijing Open-Air Hotel.

When the car drove to the bottom of the mountain, I remembered the day he stood on the top of the mountain and watched the sunset with me.

The fair complexion seems to be coated with a layer of dim yellow under the setting sun, and when the bottom of the eyes is circulating, it seems that thousands of stars are in it, which makes people can't help but look at it, and are afraid of sinking into it.

"Boss, are you going alone?" Qingfeng asked uneasily.

"It's okay, after you send me down, go directly to Li Shan and them......"

"Well, don't worry, I transferred the No. 10 brothers over this time, plus more than 30 people from Huang Mao, those night games can hold up. He drove the car to the door of the hotel, stopped the car and said.

"That's fine. I said and got out of the car.

"Boss......" Qingfeng suddenly called out to me.

"What's wrong?" I asked, holding on to the handlebars.

"Everyone is sad that Fifteen is dead, but ...... Can you tell me the truth? I know you didn't send the wrong message that night. Fifteen betrayed us, right?" he asked, looking at me with a serious face.

"No...... Even if there is, there is none. If he really betrayed us, it was because we weren't good enough for him. Qingfeng, remember, there is only one reason for our brothers to betray ourselves, and that is that we don't love our brothers enough. We didn't have a heart-to-heart with them, we didn't give enough. ”

Qingfeng nodded and said, "I know the boss." I will take good care of them in the future, and I will remember this lesson for the rest of my life. ”

"Okay, let's go to Licheng District...... As long as I am with Mr. Zheng, the people of Hanjiang City will not dare to touch me. With that, I pushed the door open and got out of the car.

After seeing Qingfeng drive away, he turned his head to look at the hotel.

A simple two-storey building, but the white marble on the outside makes the whole hotel look like it's one with the snow.

When I turned my head again, I saw that the hotel was on the top of the mountain, and through those windowsills, I could see the entire snow scene of the Han River.

"Buzz" The phone rang suddenly.

It's Mr. Zheng.

"Hello?"

"I see you down there, come up......" he said in a deep voice.

I looked at the black sweatpants and white down jacket I was wearing, then looked up at him in a suit and leather shoes in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and jokingly asked, "I am dressed like this, it doesn't fit this place...... Need a change of clothes?"

"Huh...... Don't be so skinny, come on. As he spoke, he hung up.

Closing the phone, stepping towards the door of the main hall step by step, thinking about what Zhang Liang said last night, I couldn't help but feel a little nervous in my heart.

Should I ask questions?

Or, the feign of not knowing about sailing down the river!?