Chapter 249: Walking in the backlight
"Just now, when you were away, someone from the house called me back. You know, I'm never going back. It's just that I never thought that they would bring this child. Seeing that I didn't go back, I left the child behind and let us take care of it first. ”
When Su Xunan saw this child, he didn't make a noise, just pointed at the child calmly, turned his head again, faced Zheng Junran, blinked his eyes, and didn't say a word. Seeing this, Zheng Junran hurriedly went over to pick up the crying child, laughed with him, and came to Su Xun'an's side to explain the reason.
"I don't like to hear children cry and be noisy. Su Xunan pushed away Zheng Junran, who was leaning over, don't look over, said sullenly, shook his head again, and chased after Zheng Junran and asked.
"You haven't told me why they sent this child to you. What the hell is this child's relationship, and who is his mother?"
"As I told you before, you understand my family. It's just that I didn't expect that she became pregnant later, and I asked her to give birth to the child in order to give an explanation to the family. Zheng Junran knew that he was wrong, put the child in the back room, and slowly moved to Su Xun'an's side, and found that he was in a wrong mood, and wanted to hug him, but he was pushed away all of a sudden.
"An An, you ......"
"Ah Ran, I'm just a small-bellied chicken intestine, I just can't tolerate him. Back then, you found that woman in order to conceal it, and you said, you are for the sake of the family and our future, I believe it, and I endure it, so I will give you all away......"
Su Xun'an's emotions gradually became excited, he gasped for breath, his chest fell together, looking at Zheng Junran, tears kept rolling down his red eyes.
At that time, Zheng Junran, in order to cover up, found the woman, left Su Xunan alone in the empty room, watched them stick together every day, and talked sweet words to each other, obviously feeling very uncomfortable, but on the surface, he still had to pretend that nothing happened, and sent blessings to them. But despite this, the woman refused to let herself go.
"She always felt that our relationship was wrong. Just to ask if you like me, and you said you liked it a little, and she rushed to the door and cried desperately in the hospital when I was sick. But what about you, Ah Ran, in order to hide from the public, you gave up on me, and you relied on her in everything, followed her, and came with her to hurt me......"
"An An, I don't understand, it's been so long since that incident, and we're all about to get married, why do you still hold on to the past and keep going?"
Zheng Junran couldn't see Su Xun'an crying the most, and he didn't want to mention the past, and when Su Xun'an made such a fuss, he became upset, interrupted him rudely, stomped his feet, and his brows twisted into pimples.
"It's not you who are hurt. Of course you don't think it matters. Now, when I see this child and hear him crying, I think of his mother. I don't care, anyway, if you want this child, then we don't want to get married, let's postpone the wedding......"
Su Xun'an saw that Zheng Junran was indifferent to the past, and he was even more wronged, so he simply played a child's temper, and directly threw Zheng Junran a problem willfully, turned back to his room, and locked the door.
"An An...... Alas......"
Zheng Junran didn't stop him, just looked at Su Xun'an's back, and sighed heavily for a long time.
Zheng Junran and Su Xun'an, to some extent, can be regarded as childhood sweethearts.
The relationship between the two families has always been close. Back then, Su Xun'an's mother took Su Xun'an's little hand and came to the Zheng family, and in front of the two families, she said indifferently that this was the illegitimate son of the Su family.
At that time, Zheng Junran held the toy, sat on his mother's lap, tilted his head, and looked at the timid boy curiously.
The decoration of the Zheng family has always been gorgeous, and the warm orange light hit Su Xun'an, and he stood with his backlight, covered with an unknown layer of brilliance. At that time, Zheng Junran didn't understand the meaning of illegitimate children, he only felt that the younger brother in front of him, who was two years younger than him, had a pair of extraordinarily good-looking eyes and starry eyes.
Since Zheng Junran first met, he likes Su Xunan in his heart, and he always loves to take care of him, talk to him and do things, and include everything about him. And Su Xun'an, I don't know what I like, but I've been scared since I was a child, and the first time I met such a warm light source, I couldn't help but want to get closer, rely on, and leave everything behind regardless of it.
"An An! Su Xun'an! In the future, you are not allowed to get so close to other people! No matter whether it is a man or a woman!"
Zheng Junran couldn't control himself, he always couldn't help but pay attention to Su Xun'an's every move, and saw that he was confessed by other people after going to school, both boys and girls, but Su Xunan didn't care, just blushed and thanked others softly, I don't know where a nameless fire jumped up, ran over to pick him up, blocked him in the corner, and warned viciously.
"But......" Su Xun'an raised an extremely handsome face, a pair of dark eyes with water, and looked at the person in front of him timidly, "It's not me, it's not me who wants to get close to them, it's them...... Hmmm......"
The more Zheng Junran listened, the more angry he became, and he couldn't wait to plug the chattering little mouth in front of him, so he simply pressed him in the corner, imprisoned him in his arms, and kissed him directly.
Before Su Xun'an could figure out the situation, he was stunned by the soft touch on his lips, his eyes were round, he couldn't resist, and let the other party's tongue wantonly invade and plunder in his mouth, teasing his nerves.
"This, this is my first kiss......" After a long time, Zheng Junran let go of Su Xunan, Su Xunan wiped the corners of his mouth, his white face was very red with the tips of his ears, he raised his head, looked at Zheng Junran, and muttered in a low voice.
"You...... Forget it, I didn't mean to. Zheng Junran came to his senses, suddenly realized what he was doing, took a few steps back at once, kept shaking his head, left Su Xun'an, and fled.
Zheng Junran was sixteen years old that year, and Su Xunan was fourteen years old, and everything was just the initial age.
Since that incident, Su Xunan has become more single-minded towards Zheng Junran, but Zheng Junran began to avoid Su Xunan, and began to have a girlfriend, more or less talked about it for a while, and they were separated and combined, but there was no shortage of women around him.
Before Zheng Junran faced his heart and admitted his heart, he didn't know how many women had changed around him, and Su Xunan stayed where he was, waiting for Zheng Junran to turn back.
"I'm really scared of you. Forget it, planted in your hands, I'm worth it. ”
When Zheng Junran came home one day, he saw Su Xunan curled up at the door from a distance, hurriedly ran over, squatted in front of him, heard the young man call "Ah Ran" in a low voice, and looked at his pitiful appearance of sniffing, his heart that had been stalemate for many days suddenly softened, hugged him, and reluctantly admitted it.
"If you like men, you like men, who let you be, I accept my fate. ”
Su Xunan was lying on Zheng Junran's chest, and when he heard a muffled snort coming from above his head, he stood up suddenly, smiled secretly, and put the whole person in his arms.
At that time, Zheng Junran was just twenty years old, and Su Xunan was eighteen years old.