Unconsciously, looking at the familiar community, the moon found herself near Lin Zijin's house. Moon sat down in a remote corner in the small garden downstairs of his house.

Around, large pine and cypress trees, vigorous, verdant needles, tell the immortal vitality, mottled street lamps reflect on the moon, as if the past is intertwined with light and shadow.

Not far away, a few jasmine plants are in full bloom. Moon remembered the Demon Prince Mojie who was entangled with Nan Tianyue, and in his previous life he had woven a jasmine bracelet to give to Nan Tianyue. Where is he now?

Thinking, thinking, the moon looked up and looked at the window of Lin Zijin's house, the dim light leaked out, he was at home.

The moon did not have the courage to go upstairs to visit him, and she was afraid to see another layer of sorrow in his melancholy eyes because of her departure, like a chance encounter a year ago, that sad and wonderful beginning.

On that day, the moon was still clearly remembered, and the weather was nice and clear.

In the morning, through the glass window of the hospital, the moon inadvertently looked up at the sky that made her infinitely nostalgic, and there was not a trace of impurity in the blue sky.

The roar of the plane broke the silence of the early morning, startled the puppy in the hands of pedestrians, cut through the sky, and went away with its long tail, leaving only a long flight trajectory, very shallow, and disappeared in an instant.

It's another sunny day!

Moon, you have to come on! Eyes left the lovely blue sky, and the moon silently cheered herself up in her heart.

Today's hospital is very different from usual, less orderly and quiet in the past, extraordinarily chaotic and lively, with hurried doctors and nurses pushing patients in a hurry, the constant influx of people, the old people hiding their faces and crying, the solemn men, and the corridors are full of people......

Moon sees a news pop-up on her phone and clicks on it.

"An hour ago, there was a major traffic accident in our city, a passenger car full of employees collided with a large truck, and the casualties are not yet known. The relevant departments have urgently notified the city hospital that all personnel will cancel their vacations and fully cooperate with the rescue of the wounded, so as to minimize the casualties......"

On the bench in the hospital, the moon told herself: Moon, you have to be calm, you have to hold on!

The moon comes to visit her best friend, and her good friend Sun is also in this car accident. Just now, the sun passed away without symptoms in this sudden car accident, leaving behind his beloved relatives and friends.

The moon is sad.

At this moment, the moon walked numbly in the hospital alone, aimlessly like a walking corpse, not knowing where to go, but she knew that she needed to leave the hospital as soon as possible, this sadly.

In the lobby of the hospital, in a huge place, when the moon inadvertently raised its head, the corner of his eye caught a glimpse of a person, Lin Zijin.

He was trotting all the way with his head down, hurrying past the moon, and the sadness on his face could not be concealed.

The moon can't help but think of a poem: The same is the end of the world!

Generally, meeting someone in the hospital is not a good thing. People who come to the hospital either come to see the doctor themselves, or bring others to see the doctor, and the last one is to visit the patient, no matter what, it means that someone is sick, and that person is either himself, or relatives and friends.

If you are sick, what else can you do?

For the same gloomy clouds in Lin Zijin's eyes, the moon decided not to hide himself anymore.

Besides, the moon didn't intend to pretend not to see him, and passed by, regretting afterwards: why didn't he take the initiative, why did he immerse himself in his sadness?

The moon took the initiative to meet him, blocked in front of Lin Zijin, and greeted him: "Zijin, it's a coincidence that I met you here." ”

Moon guessed: Did Zijin happen to have a good friend in this car accident, and was he as sad as her?

So, she squeezed out a smile.

Although, the moon knows that her smile may be more ugly than crying. But she didn't have time to care, because she stubbornly believed that Lin Zijin needed some comfort.

Lin Zijin forcibly put away one of the feet he had already stepped out of, almost hit the moon, and then raised his head and looked at the moon a little blankly.

In an instant, Lin Zijin also squeezed out a smile that symbolized politeness, but the muscles on his cheeks trembled slightly, and he was a little stiff like a failed plastic surgery.

"Xiao Qi, I actually met you in the hospital. ”

The moon was stunned and almost forgot: she was his little seven.

"yes, what are you doing here?"

"My girlfriend was in a car accident and is here to rescue her!"

Although, Lin Zijin was still standing in place and chatting with the moon, the moon noticed that his feet had moved unconsciously, facing in the other direction, and his body leaned forward slightly.

This subtle action means that Lin Zijin is in a hurry, and he wants to leave quickly.

Moon decided to make a long story short, after all, the hospital is not suitable for chatting and catching up: "It's really sad to hear this message, I have a good friend who was also in this car accident and just passed away. ”

"That's really unfortunate, don't be sad, it will pass. Lin Zijin stared into the eyes of the moon.

His eyes were large, mostly black, so deep, so deep that they were bottomless, as if they were hidden in a deep pool in a valley, rich in content.

In an instant, the moon's eyes moistened, she thought she could be strong, she thought she could hold on, she thought she could bravely face the sun's departure......

She realized that she was wrong, so wrong.

Lin Zijin's sentence "It will always pass" suddenly hit the most vulnerable part of her heart, when will she be able to forget the pain caused by the departure of the sun?

Probably only time will know!

"Thank you, I'll wait with you!" the moon rubbed her eyes, taking away the insignificant tears by the way.

The moon explained before Lin Zijin could speak: "I know what it's like to wait alone, and I understand the pain of suffering the result alone, I just experienced it. I just want to give you some help in any way I can. ”

The moon knew that he would definitely want to say no, he must be afraid that her already heartbroken soul would accompany him through the pain of uncertain life and death again.

Lin Zijin moved his lips, wanting to say something, but in the end he didn't spit out a word, he nodded.

At this time, Lin Zijin was fragile and vulnerable, and needed someone to accompany him. As an outsider, at least the moon is calmer than him when it comes to facing his girlfriend.

Lin Zijin no longer shirked, and they walked side by side.

When going upstairs, the moon and Lin Zijin walked very slowly, step by step, because the stairs were very steep.

The stairs here, the moon is very familiar, and I have walked through it countless times.

Outside the operating room, the moon waited with Lin Zijin for six hours.

Although, Lin Zijin did not walk back and forth, just sat quietly on the cold bench in the hospital, waiting for the outcome of his girlfriend's life and death. The moon was able to understand his inner anxieties and sadness.

Because she's been through such a scene.

It was the moon's good friend Sun struggling on the line of death, and when he was in the final battle with death, the moon was also sitting on the cold bench in the hospital, waiting quietly for a long time.

When the doctor dressed in white came out and told the moon that the sun had fallen. At that moment, the moon seemed to have been drained of its soul and lost consciousness.

There is no great sadness spreading throughout the body, and there is no spring of tears soaking the eyes, only numbness.

When others were crying and shouting, the moon was like a passerby, indifferently watching others use all their strength, expressing their sadness and sadness.

No one understood the grief of the moon, which precipitated in her heart, and the sorrow tormented the moon beyond measure, day and night in the days to come.

Many times, crying is not necessarily the saddest and most desperate expression, not crying is not necessarily ruthless or sad, the deepest pain may be: unable to accompany you to heaven together.

When I was a child, I helped my grandmother to die, and when everyone cried heartbreakingly, only my grandfather sat alone in the corner, with no tears in his eyes and no sadness on his face......

A few months later, his grandfather, who was originally healthy, grew old all of a sudden, and walking became a burden for him, and soon passed away peacefully.

Later, the moon realized that the deepest pain is often hidden in the depths of our hearts, not daring to touch it, and that pain has long turned into a vein in our hearts, flowing with a river of sorrow.

No matter how long the wait is, no matter how anxious and uneasy the moon and Lin Zijin feel, there is no escape after all.

It's still the white coat, floating on the male doctor.

When the doctor told Lin Zijin: the rescue was ineffective, and the patient had died. Lin Zijin behaved very calmly, did not cry, did not shout, just let the moon help him to say goodbye to his girlfriend.

The moment the moon helped him uncover the white cloth, the face of a strange woman appeared in front of him, some flesh and blood were blurred, but the face was vaguely recognizable.

The moment he saw his girlfriend's body, Lin Zijin still didn't cry, but his expression was too calm and terrifying, and the moon understood: he must be uncomfortable, just like the moon when he said goodbye to the sun, so sad that he couldn't express it.

Lin Zijin's grief, the moon understands, no tears, no sad expression, just like the description of that sentence: mourning is greater than heart death.

Just like the male protagonist in the movie, it is not necessary to be hysterical to show sadness, sometimes the quiet silence is more painful.

Just like Lin Zijin that day, the moon would rather see him cry happily, and would rather see him roar like crazy, so that she knows that he is still alive and still felt, and can cry and laugh, run and jump, which is better than such a living dead.